Experiences to change Our way of thinking

12/16/14

Today:

Experiences to change Our way of thinking

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:43:34 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day.

We do not remember what We did in dream except that it involved youngstars. We do remember that whenever We woke Our head was trying to get Us to return to limitation thinking. The good news is that We recognized this and looked for better theeling thoughts. We are learning to think more better. We ARE delighted with OurSelves for recognizing what Our head was doing and NOT buying in to it. Our head really was and is trying to get Us to loop Our thinking and throw rocks at OurSelf. We do not buy it. We ARE making progress and We ARE delighted with it. We ARE worthy and We ARE successful. YAY!!!!!!! We love Us. We love All parts of Us. We ARE grateful. We forgive Us for how We treated OurSelves in the passed.

This is lifting Our spirits this morning. The old, limiting thinking did get its hooks in but We ARE turning it around, Thank Us.

We were going to add to Our record of Our current process but the program is not letting Us copy to it this morning. This is a common glitch and We hope that when We learn to use the new program (WPS office) that this will not be an issue.

As We go outdoors We are reminded that “the way things are” is belief(s) that We project outward and not fact(s). When We start to get up in those beliefs, now We recognize it much faster and We find better theeling thoughts which (now) brings a smile. We ARE beginning to think better theeling thoughts naturally and faster. We are reminded of many of the mindfields that We laid for OurSelves. We ARE learning to think around Our mindfields rather than trying to traverse “them”. Thinking/believing that We can think Our way through a mindfield is insanity.

Our head is trying to use (and was doing this most of the night when We were awake) time to sneak Us back into limitation thinking. No surprise as this has Allways been an effective trap and tool. Now: We are recognizing what is going on. We relax and find and hold a better theeling thought for at least a few seconds. Practice helps Us hold happy thoughts longer. It still amazes Us how We (masses and personal) ridicule and villainize “thinking happy thoughts”. Again: the insanity makes Us crazy.

We love Us unconditionally. We forgive Us (for Our passed) across All time, dimensions, space and reality. We thank Us.

Simply reading, thinking or saying: “I choose to feel good now” makes Us feel good now. Our head tries to forget to use this phrase but it too is learning. We are turning on parts of Our head that have not been used in some time. We ARE activating the dormant parts of Our brain and DNA. No One can do this for Us. At least not in a way that will last. We ARE putting the pisces of the puzzle together.

Our day was pleasantly spent in multiD and thinking happy thoughts. We ARE practicing finding and holding better theeling thoughts. We ARE changing Our way of thinking and Our core beliefs that Our world and life just happen to Us. The insanity makes Us crazy and We choose to change that. We choose to think happy thoughts and be happy now.

The younger brother came out of school late due to behavior modification. This carried onto the bus and We did NOT like the way We reacted. He scared Us and We thought he was going to bolt off the bus. We were at the back emergency exit and We were afraid he might open it and jump out. Fear is a bad motivator. We usually have a lot of patience and compassion for him but this time We got angry and he could tell We were angry. Surprisingly Our driver was patient and compassionate with him. We are glad of that. After he got done crying: We asked if he wanted a tissue and he said that if he did he would just tear it up. We thanked him for telling Us that. After he got through his meltdown he did a 100% turnaround. We are grateful he turned it around but Our head tried to throw rocks at Us.

This was a very interesting experience of Our old thinking popping up (knee jerk reaction) and then Our old thinking beating Us up for using it. We know that it happened (came up) for Us to set it free with love. We pony hop the whole incident especially Our fear, anger and looping thinking. We forgive OurSelf and We keep repeating these steps as Our head keeps trying to wrangle with the incident like a dog with a bone. Our head tries to accuse Us of being bad and two faced and a hypocrite because We did NOT act with patience and compassion. We reacted from fear. Our head provided the fear and then tried to accuse Us for reacting to Our fear. What a vicious loop and that is Our normal reactive thinking around anything that upsets Us. Pony hopping has helped a lot but Our old reactions still need to be set free with love AND forgiven.

Just as We want and need to have patience and compassion for the little Ones: We also need and want to have patience and compassion for OurSelves.

After We both got OurSelves turned around We even had a little conversation. He used a lot of hand and head motions and body language to communicate which is fairly normal for him (at least with Us). Later he calmly asked (with clear but quiet words) if We had any new books. Calm, clear and quite and NOT his normal way of talking. Lots of progress for both of Us AND Our driver. We got to pay attention to the other kids along the route and that helped distract Our head from its rock throwing.

We kept finding and holding better theeling thoughts All the way home and at home as Our head continued to try to throw rocks at Us. Its efforts became weaker and feeble but “they” continued none the less.

At home We had quiche and toast with peanut butter and jelly. Our children within enjoyed that. We practice being delighted with OurSelf for Our progress and Our head feebly tries to attack and harangue Us. We keep pony hopping and forgiving OurSelf.

Good night AND thank You for playing.