Today:
Time flys
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:03:10 AM
Good morning. We visited a resort town that is very
familiar. We remembered being there before, quite often actually.
There are a lot of youngstars there and it is very free and playful.
This time We were introduced to its geothermal activities. It is very
extensive and the locals keep it private rather than commercialize it
and have it over-run and torn up out of greed. This town is very
clean and serene and private. AnyOne is welcome as long as “they”
do not try to change things. We do not carry any memories of this
town with Us when We leave. We do somehow find Our way back. It seems
like We have the same experience with the Dragon Rider's Academy. We
were dreaming of Our dragon flying free earlier. Perhaps there is a
connection?
Remember:
We are changing everything.
We
are learning to live as love and that has many unexpected
ramifications. It is the key to Our expansion. How to describe this?
Words fail Us right now. We have been feeling and typing about the
importance of using accurate words. Our thinking and beliefs are
expanding. We are not leaving anything behind. Our head is afraid
that Our creations will be destroyed. That is NOT gonna happen. This
is a big, deep, hidden fear that We were totally unaware of until the
last few days. We theel most people have this fear and are also
unaware of it. Like a child who has lost “their” castle or other
magikal fortress and fears losing more. These are limitation fears
and We leave and/or lose nothing by expanding.
This
reassurance helps. We have been struggling against OurSelf and We
clearly did not understand how and/or why. This is One reason and
there may be more to be revealed. We are adding beliefs. We thought
We were going to lose Our limitation beliefs. We created “them”
and gave “them” life. As much as We hate being limited, We also
love Our limited creations. We have All heard of (and probably
experienced) love/hate relationships.
We
are adding: “set it free” to “let go”. For Us, let go means
releasing Our death grip, not clinging to, etc. However, it can also
hold a sense of abandonment. Many of Our well-meaning and seemingly
innocent words hold such ties and emotions. We need to re-examine
this. We are activating and using Our heartmind. We can NOT lie to
Our heart. We have spent eons lieing to Our head. Somehow We got that
to work for Us to play limitation and separation. It has to stop and
it will stop. We do not have to try and force it. That is the old
way. Our heart will tell Us when there is something that is out of
place, something We are struggling against as We begin to embrace it.
The old fears can be owned, honored and set free.
This
really is a complete change. We have stood on the precipice before
but We never dared spread Our wings and fly. Now, the energy fully
supports Our effortless effort. Our wings have grown strong enough to
carry Us. We are beginning to see, feel and experience great things.
A few months/years/weeks ago We would have called “them”
miracles. Now We know that “they” are results of living by, from,
for, as Our true nature.
We
are doing a lot of processing and integrating of these new concepts.
We setting Our old beliefs and fears free. Most of Our old beliefs
ARE fear. The thing is that when We tell OurSelf that “Our old
stuff will be there to revisit later”, We get it that to kids:
“later” does NOT exist. To kids: “Later” means “no”.
All time is now, especially in a child's world. (We told You the kids
are helping Us) We can visit, explore and play with limitation right
now. We are visiting and playing with/in limitation and separation
right now. The difference is that We are NOT trapped here. We are
aware that there is more and We are playing in that “more” too,
even while We play in limitation. Our head is having trouble with
that but We can go slow and gently and allow Our head to catch up.
Breathe.
Baby steps. Breathe some more.
This
is complete change for Us. We knew several years ago that We wanted
to play limitation and separation while knowing there is more and
experiencing “more”. Changing the rules and moving/sliding
up/down/across/next-door One level in the game. Now, We are ready and
doing it. Again, We remember going through a lot of this (or getting
very close) last year but that was in seclusion. Now, We are doing it
AND spending Our days out and about in the world that is still
(seemingly) locked into limitation and separation. Last year was
needed preparation time.
We
see how the pieces and steps (squares on the game board) fit
together.
Telling
OurSelf that We love Us unconditionally is a key. It has potential
and power that seems beyond what it would do for Us. A hidden
treasure it seems.
We
are getting to experience and practice setting old thoughts, beliefs
and fears free. We are free but We must acknowledge, own and practice
this freedom. When We hold old “stuff” hostage,
We also hold OurSelf hostage. It is hard to be free while dragging
around an old, rusty anchor.
It
seems that time is flying today and We did not have time to type
anything during Our day. We are having fun and getting insights and
experiences.
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