Today:
Liquid fear
Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:53:21 AM
Good morning. Once again We do not remember much from
last night but We vaguely remember exploring and pondering and
processing Our transition and expansion. We also remember getting up
many time to release Our fear in its liquid form. Something is
definitely going on with Our body and with Shadow. We are in the
midst of change. We are still tempted to revert to Our old ways of
thinking and believing but it really does feel like We have reached
the point of no return. Not that We could not try but that it would
not work and would really feel miserable.
Open,
let go and allow.
We
are willing to have a complete psychic change and We are in the midst
of it. We are also still really thirsty.
This
morning We are getting much more clarity about what We are
experiencing. Our brain wants to run away and plan and worry but that
just is NOT Our way anymore. We are feeding it more multidimensional
information and it is barely beginning to process and access that
information as well as the well known limitation 3D information.
The
reminder to stay in the now keeps coming to mind. The concept is not
new to Us BUT the practice sure is. It seems that the now is the One
place We really do not know how to be. At least the physical Us
(brain and head are part of the physical aspect of Us) does not know
how to stay in the now. We may visit for moments but then Our head is
off in the future or passed.
And
speaking of the passed: when We first got up it felt like We had been
out in/on Our spaceship/dragon/???? exploring and just enjoying
flying and that We had landed back in/on limitation 3D earth. We look
out Our view screens (We do still think of “them” as windows and
maybe “they” are) it sure looks the same but it continues feeling
different. That is important. We are not abandoning Our world or any
of its inhabitants (All of which We created with Our imagination). We
get to keep All that. We are just expanding Our experience. We are
experiencing this limitation creation from a connected and limitless
perspective. How is that for a challenge? We are going to experience
it AND be the observer.
The
desire to fly and belief in Our ability to fly is growing stronger
and stronger. Again the key is NOT to try and NOT to plan what it
will be like lest We miss the real experience while looking for some
limitation version.
Once
again We are reminded of balance while doing All of this. Balance
remains something We run passed on Our way to the other extreme but
Our extremes are getting closer together. Again: We are reminded that
We are learning something(s) brand new and to be gently with OurSelf.
Our head tries to tell Us that We won't learn in time and We ask
where it gets its information?
We
fiddled with the dragon some and the leak may be slowing (or not). We
also swept snow off the back deck for Shadow (a winter storm was
supposed to get here last night or now or later) and filled the oil
tank. We hope to go for water (since the spring is supposed to be
open) and heating oil early, early in the morning. It is quite a new
experience/experiment to do what is in front of Us (slowly and
gently) without attachment and expectations and judgment. We are
learning and continue to face Our fears both liquid and abstract. Our
waking world and hologram is based on and full of false evidence
appearing real.
We
will go to town to visit Our local friends shortly. Once again We are
reading some articles which confirm Our intuits and tell Us that
others are going the same only different.
More
experiences, more releasing and more multidimensional awareness.
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