Today:
Adventures
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:00:01 AM
Good morning. We know that We were working on Our
transition and expansion but We do not remember any details. We did
wake repeating Our mantras.
We
woke about an hour before Our alarm went off. We wanted to get up
early to go get water before the rush (since the spring was closed
for a couple of weeks it will probably get busy early). When We woke
We thought We might not wanna get up after All so We turned Our alarm
off and laid in bed repeating Our mantras some more. After a bit it
felt like We were ready to get up. We do plan on/hope to return to
dream when We return.
We
are doing better at releasing Our thoughts and expectations about
this transition. We really would like to start flying, teleporting
and time traveling but We are okay to let it be.
The
messages so far are: “Stay in the now”, “Let Our fear pass
through Us (liquid or abstract)”, “open, let go and allow” and
mostest important: “Trust OurSelves”.
It's
snowing like mad so We are gonna go snovel some show to prepare for
going for water and heating oil.
Shadow
is walking very tenderly this morning. So??????? He has never liked
snow in his paws and with his back legs being weak he is more careful
about his front paws and legs. He is still happy and that is very
important. However, We may be making a choice soon.
We
got Our water and heating oil. It was kinda fun driving through 6-8
inches of fresh and falling snow. We were in a different space
mentally than We are used to. The entire thing reminded Us of Our
childhood trips to Our cabin in the winter. Fond memories. The only
really fond memories that We have from childhood. Often (here) in
these conditions (and such) We go into survival mode and forget Our
play mode. Today, We were in play mode. We had fun. When We got home
We unloaded the chariot and decided to wait about putting stuff back
in and putting it away. That part will be much easier in daylight.
So,
We had a piece of warm apple pie with cheddar cheese and went back to
dream.
We
were not sure if We wanted to get back up but We decided We are
ready. Our life and world look the same but feel different. We are
taking everything One step (or ½ step) at a time and enjoying that.
We plan to do dishes today after We go outside and do some playing
out there. We will call Our plow guy soon too.
Our
thinking is certainly changing. Baby steps perhaps but progress to be
sure.
The
snow is so deep and slick that We can not get the chariot into its
parking spot and out of the way of the snow plow blah, blah, blah. If
he does come today We will just run the chariot around the circle
until the drive is plowed. We also wanted to get the dragon moved a
bit for the plow (not a biggy) but the dragon does not want to be
driven right now. Maybe later. The thing is that none of this is
making Us as nuts as it used to. We go outside and move a little snow
and do a little of this and that and come inside and read and type
and drink mochas.
We
listened to several You Tubes while We did dishes. One reminded Us
that We ARE blending the feminine and masculine. We know this but We
did not get it that that is a big part of what We are experiencing.
The masculine wants to plan and direct, the feminine lets go and
follows heart and feeling. We are NOT destroying either or trying to
swing to the other extreme (well, maybe a little but that is not Our
higher Self) instead We are blending and merging. This is another
part of what has never been done in the physical.
Letting
go is getting a little easier and We are definitely getting better at
it. Much mantraing going on.
It
does seem like the dragon's leak is getting less leaky but that may
be wishful thinking. We know that regardless it is All perfect. We
are continuing to change and expand and evolve and this All helps Us
do that.
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