More experience

11/01/13

Today:

More experience and insights

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:08:59 AM

Good morning. We are having an interesting morning. We are seeing/feeling how much We have changed and are changing. We have spent a lot of time focused on the physical. Focused on making more comfortable and simpler. Kind of the opposite of what would normally be thought of as making it more comfortable but still focused on the physical. At the same time We were evolving spiritually but still focused mainly on the physical and believing in the lies and myths that what We see is All there is. We knew better but We were conditioned to believe the lies.

It has been a lengthy process to get where We are. There is still a lot to allow. This is NOT about doing, it IS about being willing and allowing. Everything IS perfect and perfect changes and evolves and expands. Planning and worrying really do tend to keep Us locked in living as what We are not. Allowing and flowing opens doors and windows for Us to fly. We do not (yet) know how to live as what We really are while being physical. We are in the process of learning. We are willing to learn and We are getting a few scraped and bruised knees in the process. It is nothing bad but Our head still fears a slow and agonizing death. Fear is the mind killer. We are facing Our fear Once again.

In Our dreams again last night We were involved in evacuations AND building something new. Building is not quite the right word but We can not find the right word. Maybe there is no accurate word. It was not quite the growing We would expect (because of Our recent intuitions) but neither was it the kind of building We are familiar with. It did look like the familiar BUT We know now that this is Our brain's interpretation. Interesting that.

Also, We are not clear about the evacuation. Earlier it did feel like an evacuation but now it is more just a relocation. It just dawned on Us that this is what many are intuiting and often calling “moving” in/around the physical but it is more than that kinda move. Yesterday We were pondering whether We (anyOne/everyOne) will miss friends and family or be missed and We really do not feel that this will happen. We theel that We All have other aspects that are here AND there. We will transfer Our focus and attention to One or more other realities. This is really hard to comprehend and put into words with Our old headset. We are expanding and nobody gets left behind but some may not be aware of what is happening.

We are feeling some things this morning that are really hard to describe. It is about Our transition and evolution and Our changing attitudes. We are feeling different even though most of Our so called (and usually thought of as) “pressing” issues still appear the same. We are changing. It is Our attitude and perspective that is changing and that is what We really want. Changing the outside would only be a temporary fix. Not at All what We are really after. Changing from the inside out may take a little longer but it lasts. We are experiencing this complete mental, psychic change and it can feel a bit like some sci-fi story. Our way(s) of thinking, seeing and believing are evolving. This is how We can be in the world but not of the world. This is how We can live side by side with people and see/experience a completely different world.

We continue to have interesting feelings and insights into OurSelf. We are deep in the midst of change. Our head tries to envision what the result will be but All the information it accesses is sooooo limited. We need new information for Our head to take in, process and send back out.

Another thing that We real-eyes (Once again) is that a lot of what We feel is pressure that We create and place upon OurSelves. This is probably normal but it is far from natural and it is truly not necessary. Another piece of the trap.

Yesterday We forgot to mention that One of the gradeschoolers was doing yoga/meditation postures on the ride to school.  It was cool to see and watch.

This morning We had some office stuff after route and something pissed Us off. We really are not sure what, probably a combination and build up of several things.  The interesting thing was how fast We noticed it, how it affected Us AND that We were quickly aware that it diverted Our head from thinking and/or worrying about anything else.

We real-eyesed that Our head just has to be busy, it has to be processing. We really do need to find more multi-D info for it to process.  We need to access Our multi-D operating system.  This is All part of this complete psychic change that We are seeking.