Slip, sliding

11/11/13

Today:

Slip, sliding

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:31:03 AM

Good morning. Once again We do not remember what We were doing but We wanted to keep doing it. It is about expansion. We are learning. We knew/know that We can remain in that expanded state much more than We ever thought. In fact, We do stay in that expanded state much more than We ever imagined that We could and/or would. We are changing, We clearly see/feel that. Unless We choose to go back into limitation. We can but it would be uncomfortable now that We have experienced Our current experiences.

We real-eyes that many things that We thought of as bad and struggled against are actually what We desire. Many of Our survival mechanisms are working very well at keeping Us locked into limitation. Our old beliefs do this too. Also time is another constraint.

In Our dream life We have plenty of time. In Our waking time All-ways seems to be in short supply. We are changing and We welcome this change. We are willing to have a complete psychic change. We love OurSelf and Our others unconditionally.

Struggling against and trying to fix the things We labeled wrong took a lot of Our time. As We “get it” that there is nothing “wrong” and nothing to “fix” this relieves a lot of pressure which We used to place upon OurSelf. This is a hard concept to grasp and hold. Of course, it is better to just let it flow anyway. All part of this change of thinking and believing. We have spent lifetime after lifetime trying to “fix” what was never broken. We only believed it was broken and so in Our world it was broken. However what needed to change (All along) is Our thinking and belief.

There are many ponderings about All this gently running wild in Our head. Not All of it is coming out of Our fingers. There is a lot to it and more than Our head can grok at any One time. It is complete and total change of mindset. The only way to get it is to let go. There is sooooo much to allow and sooooo much to let go of. Complete and total psychic change. It is happening and We are grateful.

We continue to experience multiworlds and alternate timelines.  It does make everything seem quite topsy, turvy.  The autists remind Us that "they" have been coping with this every day of "their" lives.

Because We forgot Our wallet, cash, keys and watch We decided to go home on Our morning break. 

We did have more typed up but something ate it.

The autistic highschooler (who usually rides alone in the afternoons) was very busy.  We felt him take Us into dream state before he even got on the bus.  The aid (at school) said he had an awesome day.  When he was on the bus he really took Us deep into an altered state.  He is definitely helping Us with Our transition and expansion.  Perhaps this will help these kids with "their" everyday lives in Our messed up world.