04/28/13

Today:

Experiencing expanding

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:01:25 AM

Good morning. We slept in because We could and We were having such a great time in Our dreams. Shadow got up to check on Us several times. He knows when We are sleeping in somehow.

It really is kinda amazing to Us the number and variety of worlds and lives that We experience in dream. We rarely visit the exact same world twice. We may return to One when We wake and go back to sleep quickly but each night We are aware of more and different worlds. Last night We played in many worlds. Some/most were inhabited with familiar humans but some were not. Yet, We were completely comfortable and familiar with the non-human looking inhabitants. Perhaps these are worlds We have not been remembering the last several nights. Now, We have a little better awareness since We have visited several times and “they” are becoming familiar? We really can not describe any because Once again We are not visual in Our dreams. We feel and sense “them” and somehow know that “they” appear quite different from humans. “They” feel very friendly and loving.

This reminds Us how many people fear aliens and if there anything to fear it resides in Our current reality and its inhabitants. Or, better yet: It resides inside Us. We fear what is outside and the scariest things are inside. After All, the external is what We project.

In One world We clearly remember being in a mind controlled hover craft taking students home. We missed the road a student lives on so We on to the next road to turn around. Guess what? The next road was also the road the student lives on. We knew that if We kept going, every road We came to would be the road the student lives on until We got the student home. Only then would We find another road. It is a world (actually much like Ours really is but We do not believe it is so) where We can NOT make any mistakes. We get exactly what We ask and are looking for. We can deny this All We want and that is exactly what We will get. We create proof to support whatever We believe.

The reason We are amazed at the number and variety of worlds available is that We have spent so many lifetimes thinking We are trapped in only limitation 3D. It is not true but We create All the evidence We need to support Our belief and to make it look correct. These are deep, deep seated beliefs and do not change on a whim. However, as We change Our beliefs, Our world expands. For Us (personally) this is a very gradual process, it may happen faster for others.

Our mind is trying to think (and even worry) about what We want to do today. We remind OurSelf that Our first priority is to rest and relax. We may even go back to dreaming soon. There is nothing that We have to do today regardless of how important any or All of it may seem. This is a hard One for Us but We are making progress. We are growing and expanding and We are supporting this as much as We are able.

We are remaining aware of Our (out of body) visitors from Our dreams. “They” do not go away when We wake, We may or may not forget and ignore “them”. If “they” are Our imaginary friends, well, everyOne needs more friends imaginary or not. So, We will just sit with “them” for a while. Who knows, “they” may take Us on an adventure and do All the tasks We think We need to do.

BTW, just sitting is hard for Us without going back to sleep and dream, so if that is what We feel We need then that is what We will do.

We went back to dream for about an hour. Apparently there were some worlds that We still needed to visit this morning. All that We remember is that in these worlds, in Our dream life/lives We experience a level of intimacy that We have never experienced in the physical. Is that because at that level We really do get it that it is All Us?

We theel like We are ready to start transplanting some of Our seedlings now. It is (and has been) quite chilly outside. Does not seem to be up to freezing yet. We also hope to get the new ramp for Shadow for the truck fixed up today but We will see. The new ramp will be wider and sturdier yet should be lite enough to be easy to use. It should make getting in and out easier for Shadow, We hope.

The transplanting seemed to go well but the ramp seems like it is fighting Us.

After a while We got it that We are doing 3D stuff while We are not in (or completely focused in) 3D. It is a different experience for Us. It is NOT bad even though at first We would judge it as bad. That is what had prevented Us from experiencing it more previously. Now, though at first We may still resist, We are learning/remembering to embrace the experience and walk through it gaining what there is to gain.

We are going to dream a little early.