04/18/13

Today:

Reflections and experience

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:55:31 AM

Good morning. We continue to be busy in Our dream life experiencing a transitional world(s) and world(s) that are expanded and based/founded in love and built of love. We are love. Open, let go and allow. These mantras continue to flow through Our minds like automated programs. We are love. That is the basis of Our real world. The world We experience in waking is an illusion that We make real by Our belief. It overlays the real and perfect world like a film or gauze that is wearing very, very thin.

We continue to have few clear memories of Our dreams and again this is mostly because a perfect is sooooo unfamiliar to Our waking mind. We just remembered that it is also possible that We are working with others in Our dreams and what is happening is none of Our business in the waking world. It feels like there is a combination of these reasons.

We real-eyes that some/much of what We are writing may be (very) unclear right now. We theel this is because of Our (personal and collective) transition. We are slip sliding back and forth. It is hard to be clear 3D when experiencing being multi-D. We live in a perfect world that is filled (and often covered) with Our own projections of what it would be like to be separate and limited. These are impossibilities so Our projections are chaotic and insane imaginings. It is hard to conceive of a sane mind have insane ramblings but that is what is going on. Our world (for most of Us) is a collective dream/projection of impossibilities. That is what is happening on the world stage. Trying to change it from the outside is like rearranging the set on a stage or movie setting without changing the script.

As We speak of acceptance and living in a perfect world, We are not saying that nothing needs to change. Change (evolution) is the nature of infinity and eternity. Or perhaps it might be more accurate to say: “Changing perspective, sliding from One thing to another is the nature of infinity.” These really are hard concepts to convey in 3D without mixing in some separation/limitation because that has been the nature of 3D as We know it.

What We are saying is that the change must begin on the inside in order to be affective and that even this change can not be forced or mandated or regulated. It must be allowed its natural flow and progression. It will happen as We chose for it to happen long before We incarnated here. Trying to force it is like trying to push the river. We think that it is Our nature to force and push and “make something happen”, to: “do something”. That is NOT Our nature. THAT is Our illusion. Our true nature is to create with/through Our love, Our loving thoughts and Our dreams. Action through non-action.

Again, difficult concepts to grasp and harder to convey with words.

Children know how to live and play this way. That is why We chose and are blessed to work with children. Especially those who refuse to be socialized and refuse to conform to a system that is broken. Even though We are working within and for that broken system and We must follow its rules, We are changing OurSelf from the inside out and supporting and paying attention to these kids.

Again confirmation: after typing that We started reading Aisha North's latest “Manuscript of Survival”: Part 301 Must be the message of the hour.

We were/are just now reminded that All of this is personal experience and choice. Others may/will experience something that seems to be completely different and perhaps even opposite to what We are experiencing. This does NOT make anyOne wrong. It is just a different experience/perspective to bring to the collective soup.

Meanwhile back at the bus: The gradeschoolers continue to amaze and entertain Us. The girl rode again today so We do not really know what is going on there. As We All-ways say at work: “We dispense information on a need to know basis; if You need to know, We don't tell You”.

The boys were All in an extremely good mood. The helpful boy sat next to the boy who rarely talks and “they” were both talking away.

We subbed on the same noon section as yesterday so the kids recognized Us and the boy who rides alone was talkative the whole ride. First he was riding a dinosaur then he was playing light sabers with Us.

The boy in a wheelchair asked Us if We had an imaginary friend. He started to ask his usual: “Can I tell You something?” but he decided to find out how We felt about imaginary friends first. We said: “Well, kind of” not knowing how to explain that Our whole life and world could be described as imaginary. He asked Our imaginary friend's name. We stammered on that. He said: “You forgot?” We answered: “We don't think he ever told Us”. We wanted sooooo bad to tell him he is One of Our imaginary friends. )We really do have to be careful what We say in this capacity. We can give Our full attention and support but We can not try to influence “their” belief. When We think about it, that is really a good thing.) He told Us a lot about his imaginary friend.

The middleschoolers are getting to be a bit of a challenge. As “they” become familiar with Us “they” are letting down “their” guard and not trying to be on “their” best behaviour. We want to allow “them” as much freedom as We can but it is sooooo easy for “them” to get excited and then get too loud. The language that We would allow and what We are supposed to allow are not the same. We are trying to find a balance here. Our driver seems to want the line drawn closer to normal guidelines yet further from his own language. Interesting how We as a society tend to do that. We do see many examples of that changing too though. The thing right now is that “they” tend to defend “themSelves” by putting others down. We are having a difficult time with that. Also, “they” like to poke each other which is not safe and really can easily go too far. And, being teenagers, sex is becoming a topic. We will learn how to deal with this in this setting.