Today:
Still in a world of
time
Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:10:10 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that
more and more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the
steps to begin Our autism website opened Us up.
It
seems like Our mind was trying to find ways to improve Our life last
night. It is kinda hard to explain but that is what We are focused on
in waking. It has been a bit like We were fighting Our mind in the
passed but now We are asking Our mind how We can move forward. We
seek Our mind's aid and advice and guidance rather than trying to
tell Our mind what to do. We realeyes that it is All in Our mind,
just the different parts trying to take charge or even bully the
other parts. Now, We are moving more towards harmony and balance. It
is kinda One of those: “You had to be there” experiences.
So,
We were exploring different versions and experiences that We might be
able to accept and enjoy to make Our life better. We recognize that
We have a good life now and We are grateful. Many of Our desires have
been met and We have enough. Now: We would like to have plenty not
just enough. We would like to know that We ARE safe and
secure at All times. This is a mindset NOT a bank balance. We know
that. Sometimes We still fear scarcity and lack even though it has
been a long time since We had any experience of that.
What
We desire is to expand Our limiting beliefs and blocks so that We
live in connection and limitlessness even when in a limitation world.
We love All Our beliefs, thoughts and creations so We do not want to
destroy Our limiting beliefs and blocks but rather to know and
experience that We are NOT stuck in limitation. Our limiting beliefs
are just a holographic game, nothing more but We love “them” and
it is important to know We can return here anytime We want.
We
are learning a lot and it is not just theory, it is practical
application. It really is a complete psychic change, a complete
change of beliefs and mindset. That takes a little bit and lots of
repetition. We have spent many lifetimes building up Our current
beliefs and mindset. It takes a few days to build a new way of
thinking and believing (or remember the original).
The
kids took Us into dream a lot. “They” are getting excited for
school to end and summer vacation to begin. Some will be going to
summer school but that is far from “their” thoughts. As We
continue working with Our energetic gradeschooler We find that he has
little concept of time. He is second grade and has less concept of
time than most second graders. He tends to bend time in his mind
which is great except that he still lives in a world ruled by time.
We hope to remember this more when dealing with him AND with OurSelf.
It
was later than usual when We got home due to an auto-pedestrian
accident and road construction. We have no idea how bad the accident
was but We are certain that the pedestrian lost the contest. We will
probably here more this morning. We theel that the reason We found
road construction everywhere We turned was to delay Us so that We
just spent time with OurSelf instead of listening to any webinars.
We are finding that We just need to be with OurSelf and Our process
rather than trying to “figure”
it All out the way We normally do. Just be with it rather than
trying to define and describe.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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