Today:
Living and
learning
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:43:53 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that
more and more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the
steps to begin Our autism website opened Us up.
Another
busy, interesting night and as clear and plain as Our experiences
were We do not have much clear memory. As We have been saying lately:
We do not remember Our waking much better. In One world We were in
some kind of class setting and We were teaching and learning about
integrating other aspects of OurSelf. The point that We remember was
that We can NOT draw a line and say that We will let these other
aspects get this close and no closer. We must fully integrate these
aspects.
It
is in Our memory that there were other worlds, lives and friends but
We do not remember anything that We did. When We first woke this
morning there was clearly someOne or something else breathing inside
Our cabin. Perhaps it was Our cabin. Part of what We are doing in
waking is recognizing everything as living sentient beans which are
quite different from Our limitation, waking perception.
It
is warm enough that We did not light Our heater and still We are a
bit too warm.
We
are practicing Our wondering exercises. We are reminded that it is
important to do this out loud. So, We are practicing out loud.
It
was a rather eventful day, from Our perspective anyway. We found it
easier to practice asking: “I wonder what it would take.....?” or
“I wonder what it would be like....?” and do it out loud than We
had anticipated. In fact We found it rather fun. It does seem to
opening Us up even more. We are hoping for some inspiration for Our
website this weekend. We would like to type more about Our adventures
with autism and what it might be like if everyOne accepted autists
“AS 'they' ARE”.
Our
two fifthgraders both rode today and after not seeing each other for
two weeks “they” were just too rambunctious the longer “they”
were sitting together and We had to split “them” up. It really
was getting beyond safe both for distracting the driver AND for
setting One of “them” of into a fit of anger (both have anger
issues which is why “they” have not seen each other for two
weeks). Of course it made “them” mad and as much as We hate that:
We would rather “they” were mad at Us than have “them” go too
far and be mad at each other (or cause the driver to have a wreck).
We
did a lot of pony hopping.
Also:
Our driver informed Us that he is hoping to get a delivery job. We
wish him well and hope he gets it. There are much worse drivers out
there but We would rather be with a driver that cares about the kids
and maybe pays more attention to “their” driving. We have had sub
drivers that did give Us a smoother ride and many are much more
interested in the kids. However: as We say: there are much worse
drivers out there.
When
We got home We listened to a webinar about changing Our energy and
working with Our chakras to clear old stuck energy and programing.
It is interesting how this (Once again) ties to other methods We are
using. A lot of Our beliefs were necessary for survival in the
passed but are no longer necessary or accurate in Our current,
changing, evolving world but remain stuck in Us (especially in Our
chakras) because We have held onto “them” for generations. We
are setting “them” free. What We really liked is that this
teacher did NOT say to destroy or delete “them” just release
“them”. Since We experience what We project this shows Our
progress.
We
ARE setting the old free with love and it is available to revisit
anytime We want AND We do NOT have to fall in again and get stuck.
We love Our games, Our creations, Our projections and holograms. We
can set “them” free to revisit whenever We want but We can NOT
destroy “them” (even if We did want to and We do NOT want to).
This is Our truth.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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