Today:
Living here AND
there
Wizard's Log Star-date: 10:21:48 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that
more and more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the
steps to begin Our autism website opened Us up.
Lots
of worlds and lots of friends. Some students from Our waking life
kept showing up throughout the night. We are not sure if those
students were in One world We kept visiting All night or if “they”
were in different worlds. If it was different worlds “they” were
similar. We are living in children's centers in All of those worlds.
We kept telling “them” that “they” are free to do what “they”
want and it was an introduction to these centers. We like that. Of
course We would like to experience this in waking but We are reminded
that IF We believe Our dreams are real then that is enough and We can
experience something different in Our waking world. That works for Us
as it is something We have been practicing in many dream experiences
over the years.
We
do want to experience being more of who We really are in waking but
it can (and will) look different than We expect. It will be much
more. The best We can explain is that We will experience lots of
lives and worlds in waking. We continue to have the vision of Our
cabin opening onto everything. A meadow for a front yard leads to a
beach, which leads to a body of water with other worlds in, around
and beyond it. There are lots of children and A-dults (who We can
relate to, who are experiencing similar to what We are) coming and
going. Our space port is there, maybe in another dimension or
vibration. On One side Our cabin opens onto an enchanted forest with
Our Faerie castle merging with Our cabin and on the other is a vast
forest with many picturesque waterfalls. And then there is more. We
mostly just kick back and enjoy the view.
Beyond
that We really do not have any clear vision or idea of what Our
future will be like except that We will experience many of the lives
and worlds that We only experience (now) while asleep. Perhaps Our
waking lives and dream lives will kinda merge? That feels close to
accurate. The more We believe that Our dreams are real the more real
“they” become and the more Our mind can accept “them” as
real. The main thing that We want is to experience NOT being stuck in
limitation and separation yet We still fear (this fears grows less
every day) being free. We do want to experience in more of Our waking
everyOne being free and equal.
There
were some changes We wanted to make on our blog and We got that done.
The
passed few days/weeks We have been feeling/sensing the reality of
changing Our world (Our world changing) with Our mind. We have to
remember that Our unconscious is the most powerful part, afterAll
that is at least two thirds of Our mind (superconscious/father within
and subconscious/children within) AND it is more from Our heart
whereas Our conscious is more from Our head. Our heart IS more
powerful than Our head but “they” need to work in tandem not in
competition and opposition.
So
far this morning We are doing some email, listening to a webinar and
piddling around inside and out. We are enjoying some time outside in
the lovely weather. We are focusing on staying in the now and setting
“planning” free
with love.
We finished the webinar, took several breaks and then
returning. There was a time when We might/would have thought We were
not resonating and/or enjoying but We are clear that the energy is
just too intense. We laid out in Our lounge chair which We had
brought up from the shed earlier. We spent a bit of time finding the
pillow for it but We knew it was important. We have no idea how long
We laid out in the sun but We are certain that We enjoyed it AND that
it is important. We piddled here and there and got the first tarp up
out front for Our summer playing. We are not certain if We want the
second tarp up or not this year but We are certain We do not want it
up today.
Our local friends are not up for company today and that
is not a surprise for Us. We will go to town anyway and dump the last
buckets of rock in a rut down Our driveway. We hope to get some more
rock for those ruts before the snow falls again. We really are NOT
sure why We want to go to town today but it seems like a good idea.
When We got home from town We were very thirsty and
dreamy. We drank a lot of liquids (which kinda killed Our appetite
too) and had an early dinner and off to dream early. We know there
is dreaming that needs dreaming.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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