Today:
Last day of school
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:41:19 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to
report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are
allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.
A
large part of what is going on at night is changing Our thinking, Our
mindset and beliefs. Remember that We are (and have been) seeking a
complete change and that IS
what is needed. Our entire thinking and belief system is set (like
concrete) in limitation. Each and every day, We see/experience more
and more how true this is. There is a lot more involved in living
free of limitation than We would ever have guessed when We started
this journey.
We
have spent many lifetimes developing Our system of control, scarcity,
lack, limits and inequality. It is deeply ingrained in Our thinking
and belief systems. This programing invades every area of Our
existence and Our world. Our world is Our projection gone mad. It is
clearly a very tangled web and it is unraveling. All the king's
horses and All the king's men can NOT put it back together again.
However, if left to Our own devices We can tangle it in whole new
ways. And the tricky part is that We love Our creation. We must
allow OurSelves to know, be
thoroughly convinced that We can return here in order to allow
OurSelves to live anything else.
We Oneder what it will take to convince Our mind just
how powerful it is. We have spent so many eons forgetting and denying
who and what We are that it is not a simple task to change
directions. Especially when We love this mess We have made. Even if
We hate how it looks and feels, it is still Ours and We still love
it. That alone is a hard thing to grasp and come to terms with. And
what are the terms? Love, balance, acceptance to name a few. We
Oneder what it will take?
That is part of what is going on at night. We are also
visiting and playing in worlds of grandeur and delight with lots of
friends but those are hard to remember in waking because Our mind is
so busy struggling and resisting. We are happy with Our progress and
hate it at the same time. We fear that We will be denied access to
Our creation(s). We really have done a huge mind job on OurSelf and
We must go slow and gentle.
Our
children within do not yet fully trust the parent(s) within. It is
the proverbial vicious circle. We chase Our tail and that too is part
of the game. We want the banquet that awaits Us but We want to stay
outside and play for just five more minutes: “Please mom??????”
Our children do not understand or believe the concept of “return
later” because to “them” “later”
means
NO. “They” barely understand the phrase: “We love You”
because of the many mixed messages around that One.
We can not think, figure out and understand what part(s)
of Our mind are doing what because it is such a tangled mess.
Everything is intertwined and matted from Our eons of pretending to
be what We are not. What We can do is pony hop, stay in the now and
open to love. These are important steps that We can take AND repeat.
At this point repetition is crucial. There is sooooo much baggage and
garbage built up over the passed that it takes a lot to get through
to Our unconscious which is really Our decision maker.
We Oneder what it will take to trust OurSelf and We know
it will take a lot and yet it could even happen in the blink of an I.
In retrospect it will probably look that way too. We are also
reminded that We are doing this, making this change for (and as) the
entire planet and maybe more. This really is no small feat. We
appreciate Our progress. We ARE grateful for what We have but that
does NOT preclude growth. Growth and change are part of life in
infinity and eternity. Being resentful of what We create and created
does not encourage growth.
There are sooooo many things that We have bassackwards:
basically everything. We think that being grateful for what We have
means We will be stuck there: FOREVER. That is a long time.
Today is the last day of school this year. We are
really, really, really looking forward to more dream time AND slip,
sliding more into Our new mindset and psychic change. Did We mention
being thrilled to have more dream time?
As We ponder learning how to live in multiD and
multiworlds: We are getting the image of how We used to test the
water One toe at a time but now We are kinda coming out of the water
and testing the land One toe at a time. Slipping into multiworlds and
multiD is not so hard, it is slipping back into limitation 3D that
can be a real bugger.
Let Us not forget the power of setting it All free with
love. Another key.
We felt very connected to Our students today and We said
goodbye personally to each One. There were many different gratifying
moments with many of the students. We were driving Our pickup to the
swimming pool when We passed One group of Our students that were out
walking somewhere. Even though none of these students or teachers had
ever seen Us in Our pickup many recognized Us (these are preschoolers
so “they” are under five years old) and by the time We got the
window down to call out and wave, One was All-ready calling Our name
and everyOne waved. That kind of recognition is very touching.
Some thoughts We had as We were drifting here and there
were that We wish We could more easily put Our current experiences
into words. Much of Our experiences just don't fit well into words
much like most of Us do not fit well into Our bodies. Much of Our
waking is more dreamlike and much of Our dreaming is more like
waking. That is the best We can do for now.
We are definitely in Our change of thinking, beliefs and
mindset and We clearly see the need for more. All of Our thoughts,
plans, understanding and figuring stuff out is totally bound and
based in limitation. We have very little idea what limitlessness is
like and no real frame of reference for anything in a limitless world
or setting of any kind. We really are clueless about what
multidimensionality and connection to everything is like. At least in
Our conscious awareness. We have tinglings in Our unconscious about
it though. It is familiar to Our unconscious. We can tell that much.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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