03/29/13

Today:

More connection

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:20:44 AM

Good morning. It was a little easier to get out of bed this morning. Apparently We had set the alarm for 3:33 without real-eye-sing it. Either that or????????? That got Our attention.

Even though We do not remember what went on during the night We are aware of receiving messages during the night and probably many nights. These feel a bit different than night school. Maybe not but We felt the word messages rather than night school as We lay in bed.

We are finding some mundane things in Our waking life that We distinctly remember doing but have not been done. Apparently We did “them” in a dream life (alternate reality) but not in waking. The memory does feel like a dream memory now. Interesting, We are not usually aware of alternate realities so similar, probably because “they” are so similar We do not know that it is a different reality. We know We have talked about this before. Perhaps We are repeating experiences to make “them” familiar like We have been thinking and typing about lately.

The last student on Our route for the day did not ride yesterday and We did not feel as dreamy after route as We have been the last few days. We thought that maybe We were not connecting with this student as We have not had any verbal exchange except hi and bye stuff. We One-de-red if We are connecting on a telepathic level, it would seem that We are.

When We first became aware of a child taking Us into dream it was with an autist. We kind of expected this to be the standard. At least, We now expect it more from a nonverbal student. This is not the case with this last student. Also, We noted being in a silly mood after the student We had ride for the first time yesterday. “They” did not talk much to Us (though it was clear “they” can talk just fine) but it did seem like “they” were watching Us. Perhaps a joker, maybe a raven or coyote if Our mood afterwards had any relationship to what “they” were sending.

Just now, as We went to fill some water bottles for Our day the clock in front of Us read 4:44. We remembered the word messages and the clock reading 3:33 when We woke. We have been certain that We are dreaming about Our transition and transformation, Ours and Gaia's. Now, it feels like We are being told that We are receiving messages (in both waking and dreaming) that We have not been hearing. Is it because of “them” being unfamiliar? Or because We are not paying attention? We are reminded that We need to pay attention to Our feelings/intuitions more.

We do feel that major change looms on the horizon but that as We go through it, it will seem gradual. When We look back it may seem like it happened overnight.

Once again, even though We seem totally awake, We are NOT fully focused in limitation 3D. This is a good thing.

Our gradeschoolers were in a good mood. Some that had been quiet before are now smiling and laughing. The sun does affect the kids and it is Friday. One girl wanted to stay home with mommy and when I reminded she gets to stay with mommy tomorrow she was fine. The helpful boy was very talkative.

The live wire that rides alone was definitely wired. We think We may need to work on finding ways to keep him a little more settled. He is getting close to being unsafe. We have added car seats because of new riders and We may need to remove One to accommodate him better.

The highschooler that rides alone took Us into dream. We have an hour ride to his house and he goes into dream. We can not go to sleep with students on board but We can go into that altered state of waking dreaming and he took Us away.

It is another sunny day and the slyphs are out in force especially near the air force base. We saw more shapes and action from the slyphs than We have ever seen before. It is a combination of being a passenger rather than the driver (which was very rare before We started being attendant) but the main thing was the highschooler. We have no idea if he is aware of this connection or not. He was deep in dream and the slyphs were reacting and playing with Us. We could feel his connection with the Fae even though We had not guessed this before We felt it.

We just remembered, last night on the drive home We saw a beautiful sundog. We do not remember ever having seen One before.

The boy in a wheel chair told Us more about dinosaurs. He began with asking if We remembered him telling Us about dinosaurs and We said that We did. He seems to be especially fond of raptors. He told Us how he battled some bad raptors and then some good raptors helped him. He has sure opened up after a few days of silence.

There were only two students on Our middleschool section and We were able to connect a bit better on the 3D level. “They” are also getting used to Us as “their” attendant. Again, We are not as dreamy after Our route as We had been.

Since We got home early We got a few things done that We want to get done this weekend. The main thing was raising the plastic roof inside the hot box because the onions have grown to All-most touching it. Still no growth from the tomatoes. We theel We will probably have to replant some tomato seeds but We will give these a few more weeks at warmer temperatures (at least We hope the temperature is getting warmer). There are several little things that We wanted to get done and We did get most of the little things done. We also want to tweak the sunshades in the dragon a bit more and do laundry.

Oh, Our first priority is lots of dreaming. We theel that the kids have some adventures in store for Us.