More insights and experiences of 3D within multiD

12/12/2015

Today

More insights and experiences of 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 9:51 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt pretty well last night. That was/is nice. We woke a few times and sometimes went right back to dreaming and others got up and played in multiD a bit before returning to dream. Our physical body is having a little discomfort which is not as severe as some nights.

We ARE learning about living in multiD and living limitless and free AND: creating Our own reality (mostly in 3D and the physical right now anyway) (it thelt important to add that today). That is what is going on in dream and waking. Even though We are not really remembering Our dreams (at this point) when We wake We are theeling about how everything IS perfect, everything IS working together for the best for Us and such. We are theeling about how what We are experiencing is NOT bad (like We would have thought at any time in Our passed) and actual choices that We have made at a subconscious level to help Us grow and evolve: to help Us recognize and accept Our power.

Even those days when everything We do seems to turn to shit. On those days and in those times when things seem to bad, wrong and broken: We ARE creating that FOR OurSelves. We have known that for some time and just now are We beginning to theel it and live it. The lights on Our dragon not working (properly for limitation and separation 3d) are bringing this All up again. We do live in limitation 3d. We are NOT of limitation 3d. We ARE learning how to do this and We really are NOT very good at it yet. That is okay. We forgive Us any apparent mistakes now, in the passed AND in the future. We forgive Us unconditionally. These are only words at times and We ARE beginning to theel and mean “them”. We ARE beginning to live “them”. We unconditionally accept Us. That too is hard for it goes completely against Our current human training and programming. It is natural and NOT normal.

We knew that this weekend would be more about Our internal process than about “fixing” the dragon’s lights. We may do the inner work AND the outer: We have yet to see how that will go. We are theeling a bit like what We do in the physical will appear to turn to shit again like yesterday. We will find out and for now We are focusing on Our inner process. We know that We can restore Our dragon to wholeness with Our mind AND We still have a hard time really believing and living it. We are able to set Our head’s desire (to plan, worry and plot Our defeat) free with love. We ARE changing and evolving. Our head tries to picture the result and We know that We have no frame of reference (at least not in Our head). We set that free with love too. We ARE doing a lot of pony hopping these days.

We are planning to stay home today to work on Us and (maybe) Our dragon. If We find that We need parts then We may go to town to get those or wait until tomorrow. It is still cold (subzero) and warmer out here than in town. It is supposed to warm up this week. The week after is the start of Our holyday break. We would prefer to restore Our dragon with Our mind and have a really hard time believing that We will. We know We can. We just do NOT think that We will because We have tried and wanted to for many years and have NOT done so yet.

Part of what We have been intuiting is that when We break something/anything with Our mind it is NOT in Our conscious focus. We have Allways tried to “fix” it by focusing on it. That has not ever seemed to work. If it ever did We promptly forgot. We have sooooo many mind traps. We do theel that are two operative words here: “try” and “fix”. Both are limitation and separation hallmarks.

We ARE learning and intuiting a lot. Letting it be is the key and that is exactly what Our head does NOT want to do. Our head wants to “figure” it out. More limitation and separation traps. Gods We are good at keeping OurSelves stuck in this game. What a clever hologame, holodeck programmer We are. We sure do NOT know much about living in easy world. We read about it every day and most of it does NOT make any sense to Us. It sounds pretty and nice and WTF does it mean? We keep on keeping on. More shall be revealed. We do a lot of acting as if.

We have decided to download and start playing a new game on Our Nook. This seems counterproductive to Our head and it theels right. It looks like a fun game and We get the intuition that it is a step into easy world for Us. We know that We need to relax and play more. Perhaps doing so (intentionally) in the face of a wounded dragon is a good start? We are doing the dragon healing quite different so far. We have gone to two parts stores to seek advice and information. Being of the male persuasion: We do NOT ask for advice, read instruction manuals or read maps. We know that this is related to what We are doing beyond the physical and 3D because there are no maps, manuals or instruction for that. Or are there? That question seems to be glaring within. Perhaps?????? Is there something here that We have forgotten, denied and hidden????? We know that if We “try” We will miss it. If We relax We may just find (be given) a very important key. Interesting.

Our head is really hating this “sit back and relax” approach. Our head wants to “do something”. We recognize those words. We have known for years that “they” spell “D-A-N-G-E-R”. Fortunately: We set up an internal alarm for those words a long time ago.

More and more insights and intuits are coming up as We sit back and relax. Our head is really hating sitting back and relaxing. It is hard. We are practicing.

We are practicing staying in the now as We get ready to go outside, start Our dragon, maybe start checking out the lights and maybe fill Our heating oil while We let Our dragon warm up a bit. Our head is still trying to plan and expect failure. We bless it and set it free with love.

We fill Our oil tank and do a little checking on Our Dragon’s lights. All indications are that it is probably the socket. We just have to take the light apart to check it out. That should be simple and We choose to warm up a bit before We do that. We probably will wait about going to town for the part and We still some time to decide that and make it before the pool closes. We would like to go to the pool IF We do go to town.

So: it turns out that it was the bulb All along (as We had kinda suspected). A simple find and fix. We ARE grateful that We followed Our intuition and bought a couple more bulbs. We have no clue why the guys at JiffyLube thought it was not the bulb. It IS possible that “they” used a bad bulb or the wrong bulb or ??????? We may have just been creating a learning experience for OurSelves. We certainly did get more insights and intuits and even learned some things about modern cars. The bid thing that We notice is how We ARE theeling and beginning to experience that Our world really is NOT what We thought. We can not fully explain this. It may be another: “You had to be there” experience and explanation.

We are getting it (at least a little more than before) that All of Our beliefs and thinking require Our world to be the only thing that is real, for it to be limited and separate and for nothing else to exist or even be possible. We have known for some time that this is NOT the case and yet We cling to Our limiting thoughts and beliefs. Like a drowning man clinging to a rock: We argue for and demand Our limits. We forgive OurSelves and accept Us unconditionally.

Now: do We want to go ahead and go to town? We think not. We theel that Our time is better spent home alone: processing and absorbing Our theelings, insights, intuits and experiences.

We want to mention that We do not regret Our decision to take Our Dragon to JiffyLube.

As far as We know We are spending the rest of Our day going back to dream and playing in multiD when awake. More insights and intuits and more getting it on deeper and deeper levels that Our world really IS different than We have Allways thought and believed. We still cling to these old thoughts and beliefs even as We set “them” free with love.

We are having dinner with “Dark Matter” again and now going back to dream for the night or at least the first part of the night.

Good night AND thank You for playing.