3D experiences within multiD (and some anger about 3D)

12/11/2015

Today

3D experiences within multiD (and some anger about 3D)

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:47 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We slept and dreamt quite well last night and even theel like perhaps We did not finish Our dreaming. We remind OurSelf that We can wake in multiD. We are learning how. Thank Us.

We vaguely remember Our dreams. We remember that One time when We woke We had pretty good memories of what We had been doing. Now: We just know that are learning how to live multidimensionally.

We are reminded that 3D is NOT going anywhere. It is changing because We are perceiving and experiencing it from a multiD perspective. In fact: this may change 3D sooooo much that it is unrecognizable to Our limitation and separation mindset/brain. We do believe that this is why sooooo many think that 3d is going away.

At base: One of the drivers is calling Our name and it really is not registering. (We are adding Our notes to next week’s route sheets and such stuff.) Finally: “they” walk right up to Us and ask if We are ready to go? We ask what and where and “they” inform Us that We going out as “their” attendant. Fortunately for Us “they” know the route. The route book is not updated and even missing some route sheets. We get the impression that We should kinda pay attention even though We are just subbing. We have ridden on this route Once before.

The AM section goes well and We really do like this group of kids. There may be some teasing going on and (of course) this happens while We are off the bus getting a student boarded. We do the best We can to quiet and calm the kids.

We go hottub on Our morning break. We really enjoy hottubbing. We find that with Our new start time (next week) for Our noon section: We will not have time to hottub on Our AM break unless We start Our break earlier.

Our noon section goes well with a driver that only drives it occasionally and We know from A.A. We do enjoy getting to talk some program with “them”. Of course: We enjoy the kids even more.

We decide to go to the bank and then a second parts store on Our PM break. We find out that the sockets for the turn signal and brake light bulb do melt and/or burn out frequently and replacements are readily available. It also might be the turn signal master switch and We think that We can easily check that out too because of the other lights that would affect. We also have time to go to Safeway for lunch and WiFi. We are pleased with how We are handling the Dragon and the information that We are getting. Oh: if it were the relay none of the turn signals would work and the left are working fine. We thought that was the case and the parts store manager confirmed this.

Now: We start Our PM a little early to finish Our route sheet notes. We are interrupted (and pissed) because We have to leave early to go get Our bus that someOne took out on “their” route and We need the space for two wheelchairs. We have no idea why this upsets Us but We acknowledge that it really does. The regular attendant for this sub-driver is going to ride with Us. We seem to have mixed feeling about that and mostly it feels okay. We are late to Our highschool because of having to go get Our bus and a little early to Our gradeschool.

Several of Our gradeschoolers do not ride so We finish Our route early. One bolt came out of the wheelchair lift (its mate has been missing a long time) so Our driver decides to take Our route bus to shop to get the bolts replaced. This is actually a good thing. By the time We get back to base from shop (We left Our route bus there and another route gave Us a ride back to base) We are right at Our regular end time. We start Our chariot before going in to dispatch and there We discover that We have a whole new morning section that We did NOT have when We left for Our PM section. We really hate this kind of last minute news especially on a Friday. We ARE pissed even though We know that We created this. We debate whether or not to do Our new parent contacts and choose to do so. You never know: the life You save may be Your own. We ARE glad that We did the contacts because these are earlier times than the parents are aware of. We real-eyes that this is the section that We rode on this morning. It ends an hour earlier than Our old AM section and We start to get upset about this too and then real-eyes that it gives Us time to hottub on Our AM break. We know that the money is NOT important, not really. Still?????? We get through it with a little bitching to anyOne who will listen. We do better than We used to and We acknowledge and appreciate Our progress. We do pretty good at not beating OurSelves up for getting angry several times today.

We decide to take the route sheets home with Us so that We can get the maps that We do not have for Our new AM section. Again: the life We save may be Our own.

At home it does take Us a little while to get into a multiD and limitless, unity frame of mind. We waffle back and forth. We have a kinda larger dinner with “Dark Matter” and then play in multiD a while. We are able to mostly stay out of thinking about the injustices of Our life. We ARE taking responsibility and now days that really does theel better than anger and bitching and blame. We are not planning Our weekend either. YAY!!!!!!! We are delighted with some of what We are doing and allowing the rest without condemning OurSelves.

Now: We are ready to go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.