Insights and experiences in multiD just keep on a coming

12/10/2015

Today

Insights and experiences in multiD just keep on a coming

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:19 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

We ARE grateful. We slept and dreamt pretty well last night. We are in the midst of processing Our process and it did not keep Us awake All night and that is progress. We real-eyes that what We need is to change how We think not some kind (any kind) of corrective physical action. More and more of Our hidden stuff is coming to light and We really are grateful for that. Sometime being grateful is just words that We repeat until it becomes real in Our life. When insights come as a result then the gratitude is real. We know that physical action is NOT the only or the real answer but it may be necessary as We do live in the physical world. BTW: We are thinking about Our brake light and turn signal on Our dragon and this goes much deeper than that.

We recognize that when things seem to apparently go wrong: We create that without focusing on it. We theel that changing Our creation will be done the same way. We also real-eyes that there is a flaw in believing that Our creation needs fixing. However:......... We have been pony hopping and setting Our thinking and beliefs free with love. We do know that We are NOT gonna do anything physical to fix the lights right now. Worrying and planning are not the answer. Those ARE Our old pattern and m.o. “They” are only temporary fixes. We also know that there are several things that seem to need fixing right now and that IS the way these things usually go. It is Our thinking that needs change. Nothing is actually broken: not even Us. Not even Our thinking is broken.

These insights ARE important and We would even be looking if it were not for the apparent problems. All things ARE working together for the best for Us. We know this and even believe it. This does not mean that We ignore things and neither does it mean that We obsess on “them”. We really do appreciate that All this did not keep Us awake All night. It may have been part of Our dreams as We have been thinking about it every time that We woke. The progress is that We see what We are doing. We are not obsessing on it completely. We ARE looking within for answers.

We real-eyes that fixing things (in the physical) is not as important as We used to think that it is. Things in Our physical life are actually free of importance and matter. Our physical life is actually fantasy and make believe and the old ways of dealing with it do NOT work. Ignoring things is not the answer either and looking within will yield results. Focusing on any problem (or perceived problem) only reinforces it. Even when We are trying to fix it: the focus gives it power. We ARE that powerful. Our thinking is flawed on the multiD level. It is perfect for survival in limitation and separation. We are quite good at survival. We want more. We are fully capable of more even though We do not really believe in OurSelves in that way. We ARE learning and that is what counts.

Our growth, Our inner progress and learning how to live limitless and connected in multiD is what IS important and there is nothing that We need do to achieve that. There is no struggle and/or exercise and/or method that will yield the results that We are after. All of those are what keep Us trapped in old energy, old pair-a-dimes. Sit back and relax. If We need answer: that is how We will get “them”. Old thinking will NOT yield new answers.

Thank Us. We really do see how this is working together for Our best. At least We see part of it and probably NOT All of it.

Our head really is trying to think, plan, worry and picture what We will do and what the outcome will be (usually failure). We recognize this rather than falling into it. YAY!!!!!! We set these old patterns and habits and ways of thinking and acting free with love. We forgive and accept Us unconditionally. We love and thank Us unconditionally. Our head tries to tell Us that setting it free, going within, relaxing etc. will not produce results. We know better. We have yet to experience better and We ARE ready. At least We are willing to be willing to be ready.

We subbed on Our old driver’s route again. We enjoy most of the kids. There is One that We had before whom We really like but We had a very hard time getting “them” into school. We really do not want to go through that again. We pony hop. “They” want to eat the dirty snow and gravel from the fenced walkway into school. We really do not wanna let “them” and not letting “them” causes a fight. Other than that We are fine subbing on this route. Our old driver is very happy to have Us sub. She would like to have Us as her regular attendant. We really wanna keep Our current route and get Our AM section back.

We go to the auto parts store on Our morning break and find out the part We may need is what used to be called the flasher. This is a real relief. We were afraid that We would have a hard time finding and correcting the problem with the light on Our dragon. Now: We are much more relaxed. We do see how We are creating All this. We see the flaw in Our thinking and attitude. We did much better than in the past and how We handled it is real progress. We see Our pattern and We ARE changing.

Our noon section goes well and We go hottub after.

The field supervisor (who used to drive Our PM a lot) is driving again this PM. We do like having her drive. She is learning about being a field supervisor and tells Us some things that We did not know. Our PM route goes well and fast. The last student did not ride again so We finished a half an hour early. We decide to stop and buy some juice so it does not sit in Our truck and freeze while We are out on route.

We get home early and are quite deep into multiD. We do not know what did except that We dozed in Our recliner before dinner and then ate with “Dark Matter”. We played in multiD some before bed and now We are ready to go dream.

We ARE making progress and We ARE delighted. Our thinking IS changing. We are living more and more consciously in multiD. Lots of mantras and pony hopping.

Good night AND thank You for playing.