Kids are keys to multiD

12/3/2015

Today

Kids are keys to multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:00 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept and dreamt well until around midnight. Actually: We may have gotten up shortly after going to bed to play in multiD and then dreamt well after that or We may have played in multiD before going to dream. We really do not remember. Our waking IS becoming more and more like dreaming. After midnight We only dreamt in short sessions and decided to get up early when We woke the last time.

We do start early this morning and every morning until at least after xmas break. We also want to get heating oil on Our way in this morning and We have not driven Our chariot yet this week because of the cold. Our dragon does more better in the cold and Our chariot does better in the slick. Hopefully it is warming up a bit.

We have no idea what route We will be on or if We will be stuck in dispatch and it is more likely by going in early that We will sub on another route.

We continue to theel Our change and shift and transition. We ARE grateful. We do still prefer dreaming. We will adjust as We become more and more aware of being in multiD when awake. Our thinking is still mostly limitation 3d. As that shifts to multidimensional thinking We will shift and so will Our world. Or: at least it will seem to. It will actually be Our awareness that shifts. Us AND Our world are actually Allready multiD: We just have not been consciously aware of that for a long time. We have been drowning in De-Nile. That IS changing. We are ready to stop dieing/drowning and begin living. YES.

We have been noticing that We really are theeling some physical symptoms and affects of Our transition and that these are changing a bit. Still uncomfortable. We practice gratitude about this and other not so pleasant creations that ARE working together for the best for Us. We are also reminded to pay attention to Our children within. Our latest version of pony hopping leaves out the “I’m sorry” line. It was important for a while and now Our students have taught Us that saying it over and over wears out its effectiveness. We have found One teacher who is taking about forgiving OurSelves and accepting OurSelves unconditionally since We have begun to focus on these too.

We are theeling the affects of getting up sooooo early. We get to decide how We view these affects. We can recognize that We are drifting into multiD or We can complain that We are missing Our dream time. We can choose either and (in addition) choose whether to stay up or lay down. We chose to lay down and slipped into dream for a while. We appreciate this. We woke just before Our alarm went off and We appreciate that also. Being grateful and appreciating everything in Our life really helps.

Recently: We have been noticing (and thinking about) how taking responsibility makes Our life more pleasant and easier. Yes: We still resist and fall back on Our old ways a lot. Ar first taking responsibility is hard and even offensive. We just can NOT believe that We would do these things to OurSelves and Our others. We are sooooo used to blaming someOne else for everything (good and bad really) that it just feels awful to even consider taking responsibility. We associate responsibility with shame, blame and guilt. This is the trap that We set up and it works damn well. Responsibility is NOT about shame, blame and guilt unless We choose to see it that way. That is Our old programming and training and it worked to keep Us stuck in limitation and separation. It worked very well.

We simply chose to explore and experience this. There need be no shame, blame or guilt in that unless We want to take those on. We used to choose to take “them” on and We thought that We had no choice.

In A.A.: One of the first things We learned is that We never “HAVE” to drink again. Before that: We did not know, did not even have a clue that We had gotten to the point that We “HAD” to drink. Very much the same with shame, blame and guilt. Taking responsibility sets Us free and We think it will kill Us until We start living it.

We are so short on drivers today that there are four attendants who do not have anyOne to ride with so coming in early did not help Us get a route. We are stuck in dispatch again and even though it is pretty crazy with All the doubled up routes there is not much that We can do. However: the little that We can do does relieve the dispatcher quite a bit. We get to read quite a bit of Fourline. This is the first book in the Fourline series.

We choose to go to Safeway for lunch and Wifi on Our morning break. It is 9:30 AM and We appreciate that Safeway has lunch and soup available in “their” deli at that time.

Another driver took Our route bus for “their” noon section. When We asked Our supervisor “they” were shocked and quickly found another bus for Us. Our driver had a bad wreck in “their” personal truck a few weeks back and is driving very careful (slow). We like “them” and do appreciate being safe and are also a bit anxious about going so slow. We tend to forget that time is malleable, that We ARE creating Our reality (as We go) and that everything is working for the best for Us. We pony hop and remind OurSelves that everything is just fine. Our head wants to worry that We will not have time to hottub on Our afternoon break. We have plenty of time. A lot of Our current experiences are about proving to Us that We are creating All this as We go along. We are noticing this a lot and that IS a good thing.

On Our PM section We have the supervisor who had driven the route a lot. Our wheelchair lift is not working right and We have to stow it manually. We really enjoy Our students. We do let “them” play a lot and “they” really would like to run wild and free. That is not Allways safe on the bus so We have to control “them” more than We and “they” would like. “They” have started including Us in some of “their” games and We really appreciate that. With this driver (confident) We finish a little early and after taking Our bus to shop are only ten minutes later than usual finishing for the day. We are deep in multiD by now. We noticed the last student taking Us into dream and multiD on the ride. Some students are better at this than others or We just notice more when there is only One student on board and We have a fairly long ride to “their” stop.

We notice how much kids live in multiD a lot and are not even aware of it (as far as We know). Especially special needs kids. “They” are the Ones resisting societal training and programming in limitation and separation. The thing is that: “they” want to be accepted and conforming is the best way to gain acceptance. That is why Our accepting “them” as “they” are is sooooo important to Us. We do theel that something is coming for Us where We are more able to do this and let the kids run wild and free. We really can not even imagine how that will look and work.

At home: We go to dream (deep) before having dinner. When We do wake We do not theel that We even want dinner. We get up (because We are clearly awake and in multiD) and play in multiD a bit and real-eyes that We really are hungry. We have a light dinner while We play in multiD rather than watching anything on Netflix. “Dark Matter” is futuristic so it is also actually multiD too and yet more mainstream, more limitation and separation than what We usually consider playing in multiD. When We play in multiD there is more harmony and freedom and much less struggle and strife. Our dreams have both/All types of worlds because those are more about being aware of everything.

Shortly after finishing dinner We are ready to go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.