Continued insights and experiences of multiD

12/4/2015

Today

Continued insights and experiences of multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:38 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept and dreamt very deep and very well until about 1:30. After that We only dreamt in very short spells. We do remember visiting several different worlds where We are also a bus attendant and many of the people from Our waking world also live. Much to Our dismay: many of the personality traits are much the same and even exaggerated.

We continue to learn and experience about creating Our own reality and living in 3D within multiD. We have been processing stuff about memory again. Memory is the only thing (proof) that We have that tells Us We have been here before and that We wake in the same world where We went to sleep. We really do NOT know (and have no way of knowing) if these memories (that We rely on wholly) are real or false. Even recordings such as pictures and/or words rely on memory to tell Us that what is recorded is something that We actually experienced. It is memory that keeps Us stuck and most of Us would argue to the death (even fight to the death) to defend the validity of trusting Our memory to be accurate.

When We begin to doubt Our memory Our world tends to begin to fall apart. We connect a loss of memory with approaching death and/or losing touch with reality. If We venture deep into multiD: We are judged as crazy. In Our society: memory is a sign of intelligence and sanity. Another well laid trap.

We are theeling some more change coming in/to Our lives and We theel that the recent changes with Our route are part of that. Our head wants to rebel, worry and complain and Our heart knows that acceptance is the key. Before We left the barn yesterday We glanced at Our new route sheets for next week. We thelt that there is something wrong with the scheduling and chose to look into it this morning. Our head wants to plan and worry when it does NOT even have any accurate information available. In the passed We would have let this fear and worry run free.

We laid back down and even though We did not go to sleep: We are aware of accessing some thoughts and communications from other worlds/realities. These are 3D worlds and We do not remember what the thoughts and communications were even though “they” were very clear at the time. We theel that “they” are about implementing change.

Thank Us.

We are reminded that We have been practicing and repeating forgiving OurSelves unconditionally, accepting OurSelves unconditionally, loving OurSelves unconditionally and thanking OurSelves unconditionally (Our new version of pony hopping).

We are noticing that We are waking earlier lately to give Us more time to play in multiD as We wake and to process and type about Our current process/experiences/insights/intuits. We seem to be needing less dreaming. We recognize this as part of being free of “need”. When We began setting need free We were thinking of material/physical need like money, food, clothing and shelter (and yes those “needs” ARE changing/evolving) and the experience is more along the lines of Our (perceived) mental, emotional and spiritual “needs”.

This is interesting: We are going out as a sub on Our old driver’s route. She is delighted. We are okay with it. The only thing that We dislike about being her attendant is having to be sooooo strict and in the morning the kids are usually not as rambunctious. The first student is the autistic boy from Our afternoon route. At first he does not recognize Us. Then: it is obvious that he suddenly recognized Us and he lights up, exclaims joy and starts jumping up and down and gives Us a big hug. Of course: this makes Us very happy too.

We know two of the other students and All except the first are mostly sleepy. The first usually sleeps on the ride to school. Today he is talking to Us most of the ride. When We get to school the older students help Us with the younger students. We like seeing this.

This route ends earlier than Our regular route so We use the time to make parent contacts since there are some changes to Our route next week. Then We go hottub. We do like to hottub.

Our regular route bus is still in shop so We find and take the bus that We brought back from shop last night (after dropping Our bus off) for Our noon run. Our noon section goes smooth and easy and the kids are fun as usual. We got the chance to tell the mother of the boy with magik powers that he is doing very well on the bus.

Sometimes We notice the cold and it bothers Us and other times We recognize that this is of Our own making. We go to Safeway for lunch and Wifi on Our second break.

Even though it has been snowing a little All day the roads are fine and We make good time on Our PM section. The driver has driven a few times before and does tend to drive a little slow. It seems that is changing as “they” get more familiar with the roads. The last two students are the most playful and sometimes the hardest to keep safe. Loud yells and screams (even of delight) can startle the driver and jumping and squirming around in the seats can cause injury. (We really had to concentrate to spell that)

The last student takes Us into dream again and afterwards even though We can not get to sleep: We are very deep in multiD.

We stop for a few groceries on the way home. Friday is a good day to get the few things that We do not want to leave sitting in the car during Our route like milk and I-scream.

At home Our cabin got cold again and We take Our time piddling around while it warms. We are not sure what We did. We have another light dinner with “Dark Matter” and play in multiD a bit before going to dream. Now: We go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.