More experiential changing

1/10/2015

Today

More experiential changing

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:03 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day.

We actually do remember some of what We did last night but it is hard to put into words. Pictures would work better. There were several different worlds and We did theel that “they” are transitioning worlds. When We woke Our first thought was to theel happy thoughts. We are reminded that the familiar waking world is NOT the real world. It is not the threat that We have believed for so long. It is not as demanding as We have believed. Other worlds coexist in this same space. It IS up to Us which world We focus on. We do NOT have to focus on/in limitation. That is only a belief.

We are reminded to stay in the now. Now is where multiD and easy world and happy world exist. Planning keeps Us in limitation 3D. That is why Our head tries to plan and looks to the future and passed but rarely really focuses in/on the now. Our head, brain, ego and children within (or some of “them”) are afraid of the now because of what We have done to “them”, judged and tormented “them” in the passed. We judged OurSelves, projected that onto Our world and then imagined/pretended (but it was the mostest convincing pretending ever) that We suffered at the hands of the crowds. We do not blame OurSelves for any of that or for being afraid of repeating it. We treat OurSelves as the frightened, wounded child that We are. Part of that is done through how We treat the kids on the bus. We try to comfort “them” and OurSelves when We need it (which is most of the time) and listen and pay attention. We accept “them” as “they” are. We love Us (each and every part of Us) and We thank Us. We have NO intention of abandoning or destroying any part or pisces of OurSelves ever again. We forgive OurSelves for Our passed.

This is a process We are in and it goes on and on.

We feel Our fear coming up and We comfort Our frightened aspects. We ARE doing this as a team. We tell OurSelf that We will protect Us but more than that: there is nothing that We actually need protection from. We can resolve problems, We can protect OurSelves, We can repair broken vehicles, We can invent new technology BUT until We change Our thinking and beliefs We will continue to fall back into fear, survival, scarcity, lack, danger and fearful thinking and living. Until We change Our thinking: We will continue to project need and victim circumstances. Until We change Our old pair-a-dime thinking and beliefs We will continue to attack OurSelves and blame Our others. Until We change Our thinking and beliefs: problems will continue to pop up and blind side Us faster than We can anticipate and resolve “them”. Our head is quicker than We can imagine until We change Our thinking and beliefs. We will justify Our fear and survival mindset as long as We allow OurSelves too.

We theel happy thoughts and YES it really IS that simple and easy. However Our head does manufacture and project and manifest evidence of the need for defense and Our survival mode. Our head projects proof positive that We ARE victims. The proof of course IS False Evidence Appearing Real. We spend fifteen minutes of uninterrupted focus on Our paradise world screensaver slide show. Our head resists but We persevere. We are kind and gentle with Our head. We love Our head and even Our old limitation thinking. We set these free with love. We CAN return here any time We want. We can return to visit and play in limitation without falling in. We ARE free IF We allow OurSelves to be free. We love Us.

Our head continues to try to revert to Our old thinking and mindset (after All that IS familiar and We have lived there for eons) but Our new happy thinking, playing and living carefree is becoming more dominant. Our world (Our projected beliefs) have taught Us for sooooo long (in sooooo many ways) that being happy and carefree and playful is bad that it is difficult to set this belief free.

One of the things that We do at work is pretend/imaginate that We are taking the kids to play. We take “them” back and forth and around to different playgrounds. All the world IS a playground IF We allow it. Yes: this is completely contrary to how it is in Our projected limitation world BUT world(s) where it IS REAL coexist with Our limitation projection. Lots of clues in here.

We continue doing what in front of Us to do when We get there. Our head keeps trying to plan and worry about what seems to be in front of Us or what might pop up and attack Us. Until We change Our thinking, beliefs and mindset these pitfalls, traps, snares and disasters WILL pop up faster than We can prepare for “them” and repair the damage We have done with Our head and fear. This MUST be an inside job to be successful. We ask forgiveness from OurSelves. We forgive OurSelves. We love Us AND We thank Us. We do see the benefit of the vents of the last couple of days. We ARE delighted and grateful.

We have been up for a couple of hours and most of it has actually been spent in Our new mindset with Our brain trying (mostly unsuccessfully) to resist. We ARE making Our transition. Now it is time to really get into playing in multiD and probably returning to dream after a bit of that.

We do not know what We did in dream but We woke up happy. Again Our head tries to revert Us to old thinking, cares and worry but We recognize this and We know that it does NOT have to be this way. We theel happy thoughts.

The idea of living (and playing) an easy, care free life keeps coming up. This is sooooo contrary to how We have taught and been taught. It is not easy to change Our mindset to this playful and carefree mentality. However: We ARE on Our way. We are also reminded of being on ship. Life is easy and fun there. What a concept.

So: the heater blower that We had bought for Our chariot a couple of years ago turned out to be the wrong One. We had intuited this during the week but could not tell until We had pulled to old One out. We went to town and bought a brand new One. We are not upset or frustrated. We are theeling happy thoughts. The parts guys told Us a trick to putting it back together which is very helpful. The actual taking out and putting back in is very easy on the chariot. There is even plenty of room for Our hands and fingers which is NOT Allways the case. Thank Us.

Now We are gonna do something until We do something else. We plan to play in multiD a bit and imaginate Our paradise world and read some from Our process/program. We are retraining Our head, Our thinking. Hopefully (soon) We will make enough progress that We will stop sabotaging OurSelf. We really do not know how much that will take as We have spent eons hurting OurSelf so Our head has lots of good reason to be afraid of Us. We can tell that We are making progress and it IS helping.

We have some prime rib for dinner and watch part of “Jericho” and then “Farscape”. We still have not manifested any shows or movies that fully embrace Our inner changes. We easily find shows and movies about what it will be like if We change Our world without love first. We add love to these worlds as We watch. There are sooooo many versions of (and stories about) limitation worlds. Over the eons We have created many, many limitation worlds which have taken on lives of “their” own and gone crazier and crazier with every passing year. We can not figure out how each/any will evolve. Infinity and eternity have plenty of room for infinite variations. We love “them” All, even the Ones that We do NOT like. We do not have to like anything to love it. This too is hard for Our limitation mindset to grok.

We seek forgiveness for Our old mindset and beliefs and for projecting those onto Our world (Our holographic world that is). We forgive OurSelves across All time, dimensions, space and reality. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us with All Our heart.

Good night AND thank You for playing.