Another day creating a better theeling world

1/13/2015

Today

Another day creating a better theeling world

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:43 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day.

Several worlds and lots of new friends but the world/life that We woke from was NOT cheery and pleasant and We are having a hard time getting to happy thoughts. We are remembering to theel happy thoughts but Our head is having a hay day with Our feelings. In that world We woke up to five feet of snow. Even though We got to stay home: having to dig out was stressful and We let it drag Us down.

So: We practice theeling Our paradise world. For some reason that is harder for Us than usual. Even though We have made a lot of progress: We still are resisting doing what We know is best for Us and feels good. We pony hop and We are going to watch the cleaning video. We have been focusing on cleaning Our original programming of/for problems and difficulties. Perhaps this is how We are doing that.

We are having a hard time feeling grateful and being delighted with OurSelves. We ARE grateful and delighted that We notice and that We want to change. We no longer want to live in victim consciousness and We recognize this consciousness rather than deny it. That IS progress.

When We woke (at 3:33) We noticed that Our timer for Our car heaters was on (We have a light for it in Our front window so that We can tell). We are certain that We had set it for about an hour later. When We are ready to go outdoors We check the timer and it is an hour fast. We know that since there is really no way for a timer to get fast: We ARE in a different reality (or Our timer is). This may also account for Our mood.

What We are certain of is that even after everything We have done and experienced We still have difficulty accepting that We changed the timer (mentally, psychically) and/or slipped into another reality. Even though: here We are. Again: progress NOT perfection. The good news is that We recognize Our resisdance. We are finding betterer theeling thoughts. We choose to be happy now and that works if only for a brief period. We just keep finding better theeling thoughts. (We reset Our timer too).

We are practicing finding AND holding better theeling thoughts. One thing that We learned in A.A. is rather than wonder why We are down, in a funk, etc do what We know to do (what has worked before) to pick OurSelves back up. With this current program We now have a way that works. That is something that has been missing for a while. We knew that We needed to do what works but We had forgotten what that is. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.

We are noticing some things (in Our world) being a bit whacky. We are reminded that We noticed this some yesterday too. We know that this is part of Our changing and transitioning. We are okay with it. We are even grateful and delighted with OurSelf.

We are reminded to focus on theeling comfortable, even if it seems unreal and only acting as if. The thing is that it IS real. Anything less is the fantasy. This is hard to grok until We do it. It is sooooo easy to believe that what is familiar (the fantasy, the lie, the hologram of limitation 3D) is the only thing that is real. We are changing this fundamental belief. It is sooooo engrained that it seems like a core belief but it is snot. It is very, very deep but at Our core We ARE multidimensional.

We are having another great day and We do take responsibility for the changes. We are gently, gradually and subtly creating a less limited, more free and equal world. We are theeling better theeling thoughts and creating a better theeling world. We likes it.

We seem to be too deep into multiD to find words or even clear memories. We know that We had more insights and fun with the kids. Use Your imagination. That is what We are doing. We know that We are imaginating taking the kids to play and have fun. That would/will make a huge change in Our waking world. In fact it IS making a huge change that is happening gradually.

One things that We chose to focus on is that: “everything works together for the best for Us”. We have experienced this for years but usually forgot. Now: We are experientially aware of it. How can We worry and be scared and borrow trouble and do All the “normal” limitation thinking and acting knowing that everything works together for the best for Us?

We also add love and “I love You” to everything We do and think and theel. This really is the most important part and happy thoughts come from (are) love. One thing that We real-eyes is that (in Our limitation mindset) We really do NOT even know what love is but We are learning.

Good night AND thank You for playin