Very much living in 3D while focused in multiD

11/6/2015

Today

Very much living in 3D while focused in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:10 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept and dream betterer last night even though We had to get up early again this morning. Since We were well asleep We are thinking that We do not wanna wake and are reminding OurSelves that We can remain in multiD. It is different than it used to be when We had to wake from a sound sleep. We ARE experiencing something a little new and We real-eyes that many of Our students go through this when We have to wake “them” at “their” home. Interesting.

We vaguely remember being in another life just before Our alarm went off. We do not have much clear memory and it does seem like We like that life. We are still in multiD and do not have many words yet.

We started early again to do another route with another driver and then go directly on to Our route with that driver and bus. “Their” bus is a four wheel drive van and even though We did slide a little in a couple of spots We are not having any real trouble. Another route is doing the later part of this other driver’s route. It is kinda confusing and yet it gets All routes done close to on time.

For Our noon and PM sections We get the other, other driver in Our regular route bus because “their” bus does not have enough seats for All of Our students. We have plenty of time on Our afternoon break to hot tub AND do a bit of grocery shopping. We had thought We might need to do the shopping after Our route today and/or tomorrow. We are glad to have the shopping done.

The roads are sooooo slick that We finish Our PM section and hour and a half late. We do not have any trouble or do any sliding it is just very slow going and We cover a lot of distance in the PM. We theel completely safe and secure and that is what matters. Our most autistic student is nervous but handles it All pretty well. This is the first time We have had this driver on Our PM and All this change is hard for an autist. The road conditions frighten the autist regardless of anything else. He knows. As long as We are moving then holding his hand is enough to calm him for the most part. Another student goes into tears because it is taking sooooo long to get home. We do Our best to calm “them” and “they” pretty much settle down and We get under way shortly after that. As long as the bus is moving most students are fine. It is the stopping to put on chains or tighten “them” and take the chains off that makes the kids nervous and upset. Getting stuck or getting in a wreck would bother “them” even more.

In the morning there were two pretty bad accidents and We are very grateful that We did not need that experience. Last year Our PM section went in that area where the two accidents were. We are glad We are not going there this year. Even Our shop truck got stuck in that area this morning.

We are balancing (We had to really think to see if that is the accurate word) between/in 3D and multiD today.

By the time We got home We are very much in multiD. We must have put away Our groceries and had dinner. We theel that We are going to dream quite late since We theel that We got home late after finishing Our route and hour and a half late. We are noticing that All of the 3D stuff is not bothering Us as much as it used to. We are changing and making progress. We ARE delighted, We are grateful, We appreciate Our progress even if it (sometimes) seems very little and very slow.

Thank Us. We love Us unconditionally.

We ARE learning how to do this.

Good night AND thank You for playing.