Facing Our 3D fears in multiD

11/16/2015

Today

Facing Our 3D fears in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:53 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Something is shifting in Our waking and dreaming. We can theel it. We are in it and therefore can not really describe it. We ARE going multiD that is for sure and multiD does include 3D.

We would love to describe what/how We are theeling and We have no idea how to describe it. We are certain that it is part of going multiD whatever that means.

It is about being here AND there. Even though this is not brand new: it is still new. At least at the level We are heading into. We have never been here before. Of course: since All time is now: We have Allways been here AND there. We just forgot and We did not write it down. No maps, no journals, no instruction manuals. Even if We had: would it be in a language that We could read? Would We understand of just dismiss it as the raving of a lunatic?

We have no bus for Our morning section again and even more buses are breaking down due to the cold (or so “they” say). We accidentally pick up the phone a couple of times when trying to make parent calls for late sped buses. One was a complaint which We sent to the base manager. We did learn something from that, actually have learned a few things from All this time in dispatch. Most of which We never wanted to know. It IS All Our projection. What a powerful creator and projector We ARE. Hard to believe and much easier to deny.

Lots more processing today. We are certainly in Our process. We are theeling about imagining. If We force Our imagining: “try” to imagine and have specific expectations then We limit Our possibilities. If We “allow” then the possibilities are limitless. It seems to be human nature to “try”. It is habit and training and programming NOT Our nature. Nothing natural about it though it is very normal. A clue: if it is “normal” then it probably is NOT “natural”. Hmmmm.

The kids (of course) are great and continue to teach Us even though We only get to go on Our noon and PM sections. We have connected and We do not have to be on the bus for the kids to reach Us. We do easily forget that.

We decided to read a Kindle book on Our tablet while stuck in dispatch. We are interrupted a lot and it makes the time go faster. We also go into Our trance state a bit. We ARE in multiD even though We are quite focused in 3D. We are letting Our beliefs about the cold affect Us and that reminds Us to change how We are thinking.

We enjoy Our breaks and slip deeper and even deeper into multiD.

We continue to notice the cold and how Our attitude affects how it feels. We ARE facing Our fear.

We theel about how Our world will look, feel and be as We change. We really do NOT know. Our wildest imaginings fall way short unless We open and allow Our imagination to fly free. (Our alarm just went off to remind Us to shave etc and We had no idea where it was coming from) Even when We allow Our imagining (rather than trying) We have no frame of reference so Our waking/conscious brain/head can not (yet) translate these imaginings (beyond the nearest edge which is barely even a fraction of the possible). We do try to picture Our new world. That is only a very limited picture. Habit and habit over and over again.

We finish a little early because several kids did not ride in the PM. We are very deep into multiD and still 3D looks much the same. The cold still feels cold and how much is up to Us. We real-eyes just how attached We are to Our old limitation and separation thinking, beliefs, world and life. What We think that We hate We actually love. A few years ago We got the idea of love that includes hate. We had no idea what that could mean yet We knew that it is real. We are living in it and We were living in it back when We could not imagine it.

At home Our cabin is quite cold and We go back and forth between being grateful for the experience and suffering. How We love to suffer. Sometimes this onion shit is annoying. No One to blame.

We have dinner and watch more “Hemlock Grove” and head for dream. We are fairly certain that it will be a short dream session initially.

Good night AND thank You for playing.