More insights and multiD experiences

11/17/2015

Today

More insights and multiD experiences

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:43 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Even though We woke several times: We slept and dreamt well. Actually: We got up to play in multiD the usual number of times it is just that it was much earlier than usual. The cold woke Us several times after and We only got up to turn up Our heater a little. Because Our heat does not require electricity: it does not have a thermostat. We just adjust the flame and that varies sooooo much depending on the temp. These are colder temps than We have had since last winter.

And speaking of the cold: We read several articles and channelings that say that We are Allready in 5D and multiD. We do not theel that “they” are speaking of having Allways been there. This is a shift and change for Us in the physical. Most mention that We are keeping OurSelves in the familiar 3d. None acknowledge limitation 3d and expanded 3D which We theel is a major important point. At least it is for Us. Perhaps that is Our journey. Writings that are popular are usually aimed at the majority and it has been a while since Our intuition and insights led Us to living in the herd.

Most mention that old fears keep coming up to be released (different words and versions of this). Fear of the cold is One of Our oldest and biggest and deepest fears. Guess what? Here We ARE. It is hard for Us to believe that the cold is not really real because We believe in it and fear it. That makes it real. We have the power to accept Our power and no longer suffer from the cold. Perhaps the cold IS real? It is the suffering, the judgment of cold being bad that are NOT real. Those are Our projections. Still hard to believe and We know that it is true. Can You guess what Our night was about? Facing and processing fear. It is no longer gut wrenching fear and it is still quite strong. At these temps it constantly affects how We feel. How We feel IS Our projection of Our beliefs and fears. We remember to thank Us unconditionally. Another new idea from some article: We accept Us unconditionally. This ties to the rest and is an important factor. We forgive Us unconditionally and We love Us unconditionally. This is the way (as much as We know now anyway) into living multidimensionally.

Fear and other limiting beliefs keep Us stuck in limitation 3d. We cling to those fears and beliefs. We cherish “them”, We love “them”, We are addicted to “them”. We do not try to destroy “them” and/or abandon “them”. That is limitation and separation tactics. We set “them” free with love. “They” remain available for Us and anyOne else who chooses to play in forevermore. We can return here anytime that We want. Hopefully: when and if We return the word “PLAY” will be the operative word. We certainly forgot and keep forgetting that “play” is what We are doing here. We forgot and We take it All sooooo seriously. Fear and feeling threatened tend to do that to a people. We ARE making a lot of progress and this goes very deep. The layers of the onion grow infinitely small.

We got up a little early today to type about this.

We are not so much afraid of the cold (at least not like We were): We are just uncomfortable with it. How uncomfortable depends on Our frame of mind in the moment. It IS Our fear and old beliefs that cause the discomfort.

We ARE shifting and transitioning.

Again there is no bus for Our morning route. We do Oneder how long this will go on????? As long as We need this experience. At least We are not fighting and resisting it. We ARE glad that We chose to read One of Our free Kindle books while sitting around. There is another attendant doing parent calls for the late sped routes so We have even less to do. When Our supervisor returns from route he enlists Our aid in reaching into a narrow space to replace “their” phone cord. He comments on Our being skinny. We say that We are not skinny, look at OurSelf and say: “Well, I guess I Am now”. We likes it.

Our physical changes ARE part of Our transition. Many say that We are evolving into Our crystalline form: Our energy body. We likes that too. We have no idea what this will be like because it is new. This is All new. Our human pattern is to try and figure it out and to build specific, limited expectations. We are setting that pattern of behavior free with love. Today: We are practicing gratitude. We are practicing forgiving OurSelves unconditionally, accepting OurSelves unconditionally, loving OurSelves unconditionally and thanking OurSelves unconditionally. We ARE making progress and We ARE grateful.

We are living in and with the feeling of Xmas morning. As a child: on Xmas morning We got new toys and somehow the impossible became possible. That is exactly what We are experiencing. It is not quite as fast as childhood Xmas was and it does not pass and dissolve the way that did either.

We have a really good time playing with the kids on Our noon section and in the PM One of Our students who rides AM and PM expresses missing Us in the mornings. It is Allways nice to hear that.

We slip deep into multiD again and We still feel the cold of this limitation 3d. It is not bad unless that is what We wish to experience. It is still hard for Us to get it that Our waking world is NOT absolute and that We do have the power and ability to change how We experience it. Sooooo many years of denial have taken “their” toll.

On the ride back to base We go into dream. Once again: We ARE certain that some of the kids (maybe All) take Us into dream with “them”. We theel that it would be really nice to get home and be able to go directly to dream skipping All 3D tasks.

At home: We left the heat on higher than usual because it is colder outside than it has been. It IS nice to come home to a warmer cabin and yet it is still too cold for Us to be comfortable going straight to dream. We could go for a short dream session and still: We do not theel that that is what We want to do now.

We do have an early dinner with “Hemlock Grove” and are ready to head to dream early. The cabin being warmer helps Us be able and willing to do that. Our head still resists and fights the concept of the temperature NOT being absolute. Like time and space” temperature is another construct of limitation 3d. We know this and have yet to really begin to live it. We ARE learning how to do this.

Good night AND thank You for playing.