11/18/2015
Today
MultiD includes 3D and suffering IS a choice
Wizard’s Log Stardate: 5:13 AM and/or NOW
Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.
We slept and dreamt fairly well even though We woke several times. Whenever We got up it was only for a very short time and then went right back to dreaming. We theel that Our waking was about processing and integrating Our shift and transition. It seems like We are moving more and more into multiD both in waking and dream. We did not want to get up and be awake. We remember that We do not have to leave multiD to get up and be awake. We would like to be even deeper in multiD when awake.
We ARE learning how.
We are sooooo familiar with only being aware of One world, life, reality and dimension that it is easy to return to that awareness and harder to expand. We ARE expanding. When We focus on only limitation 3d We quickly real-eyes what We are doing. That is new and that IS progress. We ARE changing and We ARE delighted. We are exploring and experiencing Our divinity. We can not force OurSelves to evolve or even imagine what it is like to live in Our divinity, in multiD: to live as love in the physical. This IS new. Even though We never left: We are returning and We do not remember what it was Allways like. Our physical head/brain has never been aware of Our multiD Self. It has no frame of reference and no clue.
Here is another channeling that says what We have been saying. We do like getting confirmation especially for concepts that are not widely accepted or acknowledged. One hundred monkeys and All that.
It is amazing to Us how We can experience being here AND there at the same time. Even though We have known that We can (and even experienced brief flashes) for some time still as We get more into it: it is new. New territory is thrilling and scary at the same time. Our head tries to fight, resist and argue. Our head wants to worry and be afraid. We continue to try to paint monsters in/with Our brain. We are reminded of the saying: “How long will Our head think it can try to kill Us and get away with it?”, We ARE amazing creatures and creators.
We are theeling about how nice it would be to stay home until Our noon section and We do NOT theel that that would be the right move for Us. Home is great and on the streets is where We learn to apply what We receive while at home. Out in the world is where the practical application is: where the rubber meets the road and apparently that IS important.
We went out on route this morning. Not on Our route but out on another route with Our supervisor. That route does not have a regular driver either. The bus We used had sat outdoors All night and had only been warming up a few minutes. It was really cold. We only suffered a little as that was Our choice. Fortunately the heaters in that bus are good and it did warm up. Not quickly and We really had to focus on misery being an option. Hard for Our head/brain to believe. We are sooooo good at creating proof positive of pain and suffering being real and since We are the One telling the lie: We totally believe it. At least We have believed the lie for eons and now the lie is the only truth that We know.
It was a good thing that Our supervisor knows the route because We are too cold to read.
It was fun to meet some new students. The first boy is very quiet. His father goes to the pool a lot too. The second boy is very talkative. Some of the girls are non-verbal and One is very helpful with the others. We thanked her for All her help. On the way back to base We stopped at a convenience store that We have never been to before. “They” sell some candy that We have never seen before. We tried One of “their” beer dawgs. It was quite tasty. Our supervisor wanted to try One and was afraid it might affect him or even just give him beer breath. The ride back to base was fairly warm and We finished at Our usual time.
We have time to go hot tub on Our morning break. It is cold outside and We keep reminding OurSelves that We can feel the cold without feeling miserable. A choice that We have been practicing for a couple of years now and still are not real good at. The old suffering is very embedded in Our psyche. We ARE experiencing and living Our complete psychic change. Perhaps it could happen instantly and that would probably fry Our circuits. Perhaps for those who follow it will be faster and easier. Our process is slow and gentle. Sometimes it seems sudden and very hard.
The point is that We ARE learning how to do this as We do it. There is noOne to lead Us. Humans like to be led. We are used to playing follow the leader. No leader is very new. We would rather buy Our way or stay stuck than forge into something brand new. Breaking trail is NOT normal for humans. Yet: here We are.
We are theeling quite sleepy most of the day and We remind that this too is different than We have Allways thought. Everything IS different than We Allways thought and believed. We believed in and projected limitation. Our world, any world, every world is NOT really limited. That is the illusion.
At home: We left the heat turned up again so it does not take long to warm Our cabin. We still get to choose whether to suffer or something else. We are sooooo used to suffering that We really do not even know what something else might be. We practice gratitude. That IS something else. Most of the time (now) We actually feel grateful and it is not just an exercise. Sometimes it is still an exercise. We keep exercising. We were never big or repetition OR exercise. We know that this is for the best for Us.
We watch “Hemlock Grove” with dinner. We kinda want a bigger dinner and We have been eating junk All day. We find that Our small dinner fills Us up Allmost too much. We are ready to go dream after staying up a bit late to play in multiD. Good choice.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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