Today:
Walking in
multiworlds again
Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:28:59 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to
report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are
allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.
Once
again Our night was about Our transition and transformation but We do
not remember many details. However: We do remember Our last world and
life that We visited as We were waking: We were part of a large group
of youngstars who were students at an ancient Roman academy. We were
studying agriculture and discovering new and exotic plants and how to
grow “them”. What We were doing was considered impossible just
like We have been imaginating. It was sooooo controversial that We
were going to be punished and banished. So We escaped into the night
taking samples of Our plants with Us.
Notice
that this is the second time (recently) that We have visited ancient
Rome recently. We theel this is part of adding new experiences and
memories to help Us set OurSelf free. You see We were One of the
teachers at the academy and We were breaking the time honored rules
of the aristocrats. This is new for Us. Our previous memories were
either of being an aristocrat who ruled with an iron fist or One of
the commoners. It is new for Us to be an aristocrat who is benevolent
and well liked.
After
waking We were able to imaginate for a while and We are still
imaginating. We are unsure how to describe Our imaginating better. We
are taking baby steps in Our waking imaginating and really feeling
the feelings that come up. Our head tries to tell Us that what We are
imaginating and feeling is impossible but We (inside) know that it is
not impossible. We have just forgotten because We were so immersed in
Our game of limitation and separation.
We
are certain that We can play in limitation worlds and experience
being limitless there. We have memories of doing that and being mean
about it and therefore rejected. Again: that is Our own fear and
judgment being reflected back onto Us. We are sorry for these old
memories. Please forgive OurSelf. We ARE forgiving OurSelf. We love
OurSelf unconditionally AND We thank Us. We are grateful.
We
are reminded that We have not been keeping up on Our other writings
and that We may want to catch up a little on those today, especially
since We are up early. We did a little catching up on those.
We
are beginning to see evidence of doing the impossible and what We do
not see: We feel.
One
of the things We dreamt about was adding a two foot section of metal
roofing or plastic to Our new four foot, solid, outer shed wall
because the (now) open window in the tarp is sooooo close to the edge
of the four foot section. In a heavy wind and rain storm the rain
would still easily get into that part of the shed. Not a major
disaster, especially as We get more and more in tune with nature but
We are not there yet and it would bug Us if We do not try to prevent
it.
Remember:
We are still taking baby steps and there is a lot of belief
stretching going on. We have learned NOT to have expectations about
how and where Our beliefs and thinking will grow and expand. We are
setting All that free with love and allowing. Otherwise We would get
much less than the uni-verse has to offer.
It
is getting really cloudy, dark, gray clouds and even though We had
started getting ready to play with the shed We decided to close it up
again. We can open it up later if the weather and Our motorvation
turn that direction. Our feelings tell Us to stop and come inside. We
did move Our citronella moved outside. We broke more than We wanted
and less than We had anticipated. We put the cuttings from the breaks
We found in a bucket of water.
We
went back to dreaming and We had fun. That is All that We remember:
We were playing and it was fun, what else matters? We did hear the
rain while We slept and We woke wanting some cereal so We got up to
have some cereal. The skies are mostly clear blue now. We feel like
We may go outside and play soon.
The
hole is cut and the edges painted. We are taking breaks, letting the
paint dry. Our cut out is rather rough, We have done better but
working off a ladder and because We do not use a router much it is
what it is. Next step is to install the window and then put up the
piece of roof metal. Then We can put stuff back inside. It seems odd
to be so close to being done.
Several
times We have been aware of not really being here. That is a cool
feeling. We will use that memory with Our imaginating.
Oh,
We also started reading the first book in The Ringing Cedars
series.
The window is installed. Again went smoother than it
could have given that it IS glass and working off a ladder. We were
just getting the roof metal piece up when the rains came through.
Heavy, dark clouds and it looked and felt like it would be a
downpour. We let down the tarp and left Our tools and ladder out
under shelter because there are probably a few finishing touches We
will want to do.
It looks like the rain passed through. Not unusual but
We are ready for a break anyway and not much at All left to do. We
can put stuff away now, if We want.
The next thing today is to make OurSelf a rhubarb
sourcream pie. This is a new recipe and We are looking forward to
eating it.
Our pie is in the over and smells great. The topping was
supposed to be a crumb topping but We did not measure and the recipe
calls for melted butter and without thinking We followed that part.
Softened butter usually makes a better crumb topping. We have a runny
caramel and flour topping. Should be interesting.
The rain is off and on so We are kinda in and out. We
are gradually putting stuff back in the shed but We really need to
put the lumber in first so We do not block access to something else
that We put in too soon. Guess We will see how that goes. We are more
accepting of these things than We used to be.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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