Challenges

06/24/14

Today:

Challenges

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:55:01 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

Sooooo many worlds and lives to explore and sooooo many new friends to play with. All the different versions of OurSelf continues to amaze Us. We used to deny many versions, it was too hard to believe. Now: We are simply amazed. All the versions are transitioning. Some are ahead of Us and some behind AND “they” are All Us and each is perfect. Including this version.

More and more We feel awake and alive in Our dreams and asleep when awake. This too is part of Our transition and change of thinking and beliefs. It is still hard to not resist this feeling while waking. We have been taught, believed and taught others that is bad. It is habit to resist and dislike being sleepy which is actually being multidimensional. We ARE here AND there and We feel it. If We allow it then We can have more. This is part of becoming limitless. Thinking it is bad is just part of Our programing and lies We tell OurSelf.

Imaginating is getting easier and more a natural state. Flying continues to be easy to imagine and feel. Dragons are also easy to imaginate.

Some days it seems easier to allow feeling and experiencing being multidimensional than others. This morning We are actively choosing to allow and it is easier to function in 3D (while feeling this way) than it was before. We ARE changing Our mindset and belief system. We ARE making progress. We have found that We fear and/or dread facing Our challenging student and We know that is old stuff coming up to be set free. We keep repeating Our pony hopping mantra: We ARE sorry for limiting OurSelf and Our world and Our others. We ARE forgiving OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us. We do recognize Our children within aiding and assisting Us. This boy IS part of that, as hard as it may be to grasp that with Our conscious mind (Our mother within).

Our world(s) and life/lives are sooooo different from how We have believed and perceived that it does take getting used to the differences. It is One thing to long to be free and it is another thing Alltogether to begin to live free and adjust to being free. Our thinking and mindset are completely mired in being slaves and victims to an illusion that We created. Again: because We created it We love it so it is hard to let go but We can set it free with love knowing that We can return here anytime that We want. Another part of the illusion and its trap is thinking/believing that We have to give up One to have the other. Simply NOT true.

Our challenging boy seemed to be doing better until he found out One of the other boys is quite sensitive. We told him that We are done warning him and We wioll talk to his teacher if he does not stop being mean to the other boy, stop yelling and start to stay seated. Finally: it dawned on Us that he is bullying the other boy so We determined to talk to his teacher AND the principal.

We could barely keep the challenge under control since there is sooooo little We can actually do on the bus and he found very fun to pick on the other boy who ended up in tears. We tried to explain to the other boy that is just words and the best he can do is ignore the teasing.

At school We talked to the challenges teacher and the principal. We wrote up an incident report and Our supervisor is going to talk to the principal. We hate it that We had to go this far but bullying students is totally unacceptable.

One of the youngest boys was asking everyOne to just calm down, that part was cute. The rest of the kids were great but could not figure out why the One boy was being sooooo annoying.

We take responsibility and We are doing the best We know how. We are sorry. Please forgive Us. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. We did a lot of pony hopping this morning.

We are not quite sure how this fits into Our current process and imaginating but We do know that We ARE creating this, Our challenge is a part of Us, another version and pisces of Us. We know he needs love and attention. We ask for help from All Our higher and inner parts and our unconscious.

After school Our challenge insisted on sitting across from the boy he was bullying this morning. We had to get the principal and he even argued with her and refused to move. After she started calling his mom he moved yelling and hitting the whole way. The principal continued talking to him and trying to call his mom. After a while he agree to be good and We left the school. A few blocks from school he started yelling at the other boy and calling him names. We told Our driver to return to school. She was shocked and We insisted so she returned to school.

The principal and Our supervisor both got on the bus and got to here him screaming and arguing. Eventually he screamed himSelf to sleep and We were able to leave and he did not wake until We were close to his home. When he woke he was like a completely different person. He and Us had a good little talk but We told him that he would NOT be able to sit across from the other boy any more. He was mad but did not act up.

So: We know this is about Us. This is old stuff coming up to be set free. We have a very hard time letting go of this type of thing, it is very hard for Us to set it free. Allmost like it is not in Our nature. However: We know that is NOT true. It IS in Our true nature to set it free with love, to forgive All involved. The thing is that Our old thinking and habits and beliefs are kicking in. We think and believe that this is something other than Our creation and We believe that We are some kind of victim. We are sorry and We are forgiving OurSelf, We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. Pony hopping does help. Even if it does not seem to be helping the situation it does help Us set it free with love. That really is what counts.

Good night AND thank You for playing.