Calm and smooth to chaos

06/16/14

Today:

Calm and smooth to chaos

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:26:31 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. We wish to report that more and more days feel like play. It seems that We are allowing OurSelf to live in multiworlds more and more.

More worlds, more friends and more play. Also: more transition and transformation information and insights. We are the key, We are Our source. This world seems limited and separate because that is the mass choice AND Our personal choice. We (personally) can experience being limitless and connected when We make that choice but there is a lot to that. It is not a surface choice. We must come into harmony within and All Our parts and pisces must agree. That is Our transformation. The world can and will continue to appear limited and separate as long as that is the mass choice and that choice too is a deep, inner choice.

One factor in this choice is that We must know, deep down that We have wrung every nth of experience from this experience before We will be willing to move on. As We have mentioned several times: We must know that We can return anytime We want. We must also cease judging and blaming OurSelf and others. We feel We have misused and abused Our power and abilities and money and that We do not deserve another chance. That is Our judgment of OurSelf and We project that out onto Our others AND the world. It is a lie but We are a very convincing liar.

Imaginating is helping but We must remember to keep pony hopping and to ask All Our children within to play nice and play in harmony. All Our parts need attention, even Our inner father (Our super conscious). This is such a major shift of consciousness, thinking and believing that it takes time and repetition.

We ARE the One.

Today is the first day of summer school. We look forward to meeting the kids and having fun with “them”. We still would like to sleep in. We gotta work on that. We want to love Our job at All levels. When We really get it that We manifest everything in Our life and world: will We still go to this job? We really do want to keep working with kids and from that perspective this is a great job. As a manifester We can change the early morning part and increase how much We are paid. Of course: it All comes from Us anyway. That is such a complete change of thinking and believing that it takes a bit to really sink in.

The victim mindset is deep rooted and has quite a grip on Our head and Our life. Our heart knows better.

Our world (and life) is actually sooooo different from how We have All-ways seen and believed it to be. It is sooooo easy to slip back into that old belief and perception. It takes a lot of adjusting and patience with OurSelf. We are sorry for Our old limitation beliefs and projections. We ARE forgiving OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank All Our parts and pisces for being part of Us.

Today We will take another baby step, We will make a little progress and slide further into Our new mindset and belief system. We ARE powerful and able and worthy.

We had a great day. We met All of Our students and really like All nine. It is a long ride for several but “they” did great. One had a rough time at the end, like a balloon burst under too much pressure but that was only a few minutes. We can cope. All nine are boys under nine years old with fairly mild whatever You call its. “They” All like books and that helps with the long ride. On the way home One boy played: Are We there yet towards the end. The driver and Us played along and We All had a good time.

THEN: We got back to base and district has completely messed up Our route. We are trying to pony hop and accept and take responsibility but OMG. “They” now have Us zig zagging, backtracking, going the long way around with nearly half an hour less time and even though Our supervisor sees the problem and agrees with Us that is a mess and that We will probably be late for school: she says We have to do it the way district says. Inside We are furious. WTF??????? Does someOne love chaos and stress?

TG “How to Train Your Dragon” was finally available at the library and picked it up. We did about a thousand things when We got home to unwind and it is NOT working. We really are to accept and own this but, but, but.........

We really enjoyed watching part of “How to Train Your Dragon” and it is cool that One line was: “Everything We know about You (dragons) is wrong” We know this is true about Our world too and not just dragons. We need to completely change the way We think and believe.

Good night AND thank You for playing.