Today:
Pondering and
living
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:53:18 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that
more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the steps to
begin Our autism website opened Us up.
What
a busy night: the Silva exercise certainly had an impact. We were
exploring several different worlds and very aware of waking memories
from those other worlds. This is part of what We have known about for
some time but never been aware of experiencing: memories (real or
fantasy) are what keep Us thinking and believing that We are All-ways
in the same world, that We wake in the same world We went to sleep
in. We think that We live in (and often feel stuck in) the same world
moment after moment and year after year. It is not true. It is only
belief and memory. Facts are beliefs that We have created proof for.
In
these dream experiences We clearly remembered having been awake
(often) in these other worlds. We just forget and place congruent
memories in the place of the memories/experiences of these alternate,
concurrent and parallel realities.
The
power went out for several hours so We did not get into deep sleep
but We continued having these experiences from other lives and
remembering being awake in these lives. There was One where some dogs
and wolves could easily shift back and forth between being people and
dogs or wolves. Like werewolves only completely docile and friendly.
We believe this is the “real” version
of werewolves and the Hollywood version is pretend (of course there
is at least One uni-verse to support any belief). We remember having
a dream experience of this world while Shadow was still with Us. We
theel that this is where Shadow is now focused. If We were more aware
of this world We would be more aware of Shadow's presence remaining
in Our life. That is something to ponder.
We
remember that there were many other worlds but the One We remember
clearly is where We were reading stuff online. No real surprise that
We are aware of doing this in waking since We do a lot of that. What
is different is that We were also IN
the
pages We were reading doing whatever the pages were about. The pages
were like a Google search result page or online dictionary or
encyclopedia and there We were living out the different topics and
articles as well as observing. We were very aware of doing this in
waking as well as dream.
This is a new experience for Us, at least remembering it
and being fully aware of it being very real experiences is new. We
have mentioned the difference before between theory, philosophy,
belief and knowing AND experience. It is a major difference and has a
huge impact. We are changing Our limiting beliefs, thoughts and
mindset. We are experiencing the complete psychic change We are
seeking.
We are keeping the experience of living multilives (in a
waking state) fresh in Our awareness. We are not holding the specific
details (except those that remain easily accessible) so much as the
overAll awareness that DO live multilives in waking but forget in
order to remain in the hologame of limitation and separation.
This morning We have decided to begin typing up the
Optimist Creed because We can not find a long version that We can
copy and paste where it is easily accessible. Some good stuff in it
and when linked with Our experience of living (in waking mode) in
multiworlds and multilives We theel this will be a big boost for Us.
There was an incident on the bus Friday while We were
having Our fun day off. Our driver is mad at the energetic
gradeschooler and is punishing him and trying to make him be a silent
statue. We pony hopped this and We are aware that this too is Our
projection. It took most of the day (here and there, off and on) but
We did finally come to a workable agreement about where the student
will be sitting. The student is quite upset but he bounced out after
time to work it out within. A very resilient little boy.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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