Today:
A learning day
Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:12:30 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play) We wish to report that
more days feel like play. It seems that (perhaps) taking the steps to
begin Our autism website opened Us up.
We
did not sleep well last night. First We were excited because We had
figured out how to set up the new email for Our website:
myrddinak@livinganddealingwithautism.com
. We had had trouble setting it up and chose to just let
it be for a while and when We returned it was easy whereas earlier it
seemed that everything We tried failed. We had even thought that We
had tried what ended up working.
Then
Our sinuses started hurting and seemed to wake Us every hourish.
“They” felt much better when standing rather than laying down but
We really wanted to stay in deep dream mode which works much better
laying down. We did eventually get up around the time We used to get
up and Our sinuses are feeling more better. We are still excited
about Our website.
We
do remember a couple of different worlds where We are working as a
special needs attendant with much more relaxed conditions. In One We
slept through most of Our day and when We called “their”
response: “Oh, You were not here?” Wouldn't that be nice? When We
got up We were aware that We are in a slightly different world from
Our familiar waking world (though We are NOT sure there really IS any
familiar waking world but theel that We just think We wake in the
same world every morning) and sitting here at Our computer We do
theel that We are on ship. That is a very nice feeling for Us.
Recently
We have been quite clutsy and this is happening again this morning.
We have no idea what this is about except that it might be about
learning to walk/live in multiworlds. Yes, We are certainly walking
in multiworlds and experiencing it in many ways.
We
got Our new email address posted on Our website and listened to the
last segment of the coaching webinar. No surprises: it was a sales
pitch. BUT, here IS the surprise: We choose to take responsibility.
We know this is Our projection around money, having money and
charging money. All that We know to do is pony hop, hop, hop.
Today
was a learning day for Us. The kids are teaching Us. We started out
with a great conversation with Our newest gradeschooler. One thing
“they” told Us is that whenever doing any work “they” imagine
it into a game and that is how “they” keep “their” life and
world fun. Good advice that.
A
couple of Our preschoolers are Ones who do NOT like to wear shoes (as
We had mentioned on Our website just the day before). We got
frustrated when One kicked off his shoes and socks and threw “them”
across the aisle. Then We flashed on what We had typed and We
relaxed. For Us, the frustration (pretty much any time We feel it)
is about/around trying to get the kids to conform. We do NOT like
trying to get “them” to conform and enforcing blanket rules. No
Oneder We get frustrated with doing it. Yet, We feel it is Our job,
and in many ways it is but there are even more ways We can bend the
rules. The kids seemed to spend the afternoon pushing the
boundaries. We tried to allow.
We
did have to pony hop several incidents. We are reminded that to
traditional Hawaiians: any problem is an opportunity to take
responsibility and ask for forgiveness. We apologize. Please
forgive OurSelf and set it free with love. We thank Us AND We love
Us unconditionally.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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