Words continue to be hard

02/13/14

Today:

Words continue to be hard

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:26:11 AM

Good morning. We do not remember much about the worlds and friendships We explored last night but We had a good time and We feel a bit more rested this morning. We are pony hopping. We are changing. We ARE learning to live as love in the physical.

We still do not have a lot of words and We miss Our Shadow even though We have a strong sense that he is still visiting Us. He was a great companion.

The sense that We may be traveling soon is growing stronger but We also get it that there are many factors and options and none may look like We would expect if We design expectations around it.

As We ponder and cast about within Our mind We really find Our thinking changing. We really are beginning to live more in the now and less from memories replaying and looping. We are building a partnership with Our child within, Our subconscious. Though We have been somewhat aware of Our subconscious: We did not pay much attention to it. Now, We are paying attention and nurturing it.

It is clear that even though Our head is still trying to plan We recognize this sooner and pony hop it. We are also much more aware of Our child within and there is a dialog starting.

We do theel the way We pay attention to the children on Our bus and try to allow “them” to be “themSelves” (whatever that is) is a big part of making amends to Our child within. Now that We are more aware of him than We have ever been since creation We can begin to treat him the way We treat the kids on the bus.

The memories and reminders of living as One of the rich and powerful keep coming up. We keep getting insights about this. We are not sure whether the memories are the way things really happened or rather Our concocted version from Our projecting Our judgments onto Our world and it reflecting back on Us. We are owning and loving these memories and setting “them” free in love. We are asking Our child within, Our subconscious to assist Us with this process. When We have set these memories (and others) free then Our child within can begin to play. We CAN begin to play and live as Our true nature.

We ARE love. We continue to learn how to live in the physical and We MUST release these memories (that keep replaying) in order to live as love.

The memories include abusing Our power. This is actually impossible but that is what We incorporate into this impossible world We are imagining. What We think is real and possible, even the only thing that IS real and possible: is actually the impossible. What is actually real and possible is what We consider impossible. We are blocking OurSelf from experiencing what and who We really are with these limiting beliefs, blocks and counter intentions.

Good night AND thank You for playing.