Today:
Finding patterns
and memories replaying
Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:49:36 AM
Good morning. We had a hard time sleeping but We
expected that. We just woke from the most interesting dream (or
reality) which We can not fully explain. We will give it a shot: It
is a holographic program that projects a message on the wall that
says: “To start weekend program Press Here” When You “Press
Here” it shuts down Your own program until Monday morning. It had
several different possible messages but each One actually shuts down
and/or resets itSelf and the target who activates it. Kinda, sorta,
maybe.
We
experienced this reality from the perspective of the programmer, the
remote observer, the present observer, the controller AND the target
All at the same time. Trippy to say the least. We are also
experiencing something similar in waking. It is related to Shadow
being gone from Our physical reality. We heard him several times
during the night too. We experienced that like someOne feeling a limb
that has been amputated.
Speaking
of which: We had a bunch more insights around Shadow and Our current
process. SITH teaches that Our life is actually memories replaying
over and over until We get clean or to zero point or divine or
whatever. We have been taught (in other programs/methods) to look for
patterns in Our life in order to identify Our blocks and areas that
We need to clean up. Now We see that these patterns ARE the memories
that are looping. The difference is that We are not (no longer)
“looking” for
the patterns because We do not need to nor are We actually able to
find “them” All. BUT: many are revealing “themSelves”. This
is happening in waking and in dream. We also recognize that Our words
fall way short of accurately describing what is happening.
Shadow All-ways had weak legs especially his back legs
which correspond to “THE” legs on a person. (We think We have
covered some of this a few days ago but there was more last night)
From time to time in Our life We have had friends with
bad/weak/missing legs. We have often been drawn to complete strangers
who had some sort of difficulty with “their” legs. Our first
clear memory of this is from junior high school. However, We have a
vague memory of it from earlier. In Our twenties Our maternal
grandmother had both legs amputated at the knees. (That is the memory
that came up during dream last night)
We really get it that (even though We would have liked
it to be different) Shadow needed to move on in order for his process
and Ours to progress. We got the VERY strong impression that there
was a youngstar that was waiting for Shadow's spirit to occupy its
body. We also get the theeling that Shadow is both in that body AND
free to explore non-physical realms to his heart's delight.
We are also even more aware being in multiworlds and
being multidimensional since yesterday.
We just got it (remembered????) that in other realities
Shadow did recoup and rejuvenate. We feel some of those but We
especially feel Shadow in his non-physical body comforting Us and
being playful. Somehow he is a much stronger connection (for Us) to
the energy and/or spirit world than any of Our friends or family who
have crossed over. We are feeling him, the youngstar, the Fae and
many other energy species around Us coming and going. This is normal
(for Us) in dream but it is much stronger in waking than ever before.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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