Today:
Ho'oponopono
Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:35:00 AM
Good morning. Lots of clearing and releasing last night.
We visited lots of world with lots of friends and everytime We woke
We were clearing and releasing again. We do get it that a lot of this
is for the collective as much as (or more than) it is for Us
personally.
We
got up early to go get water and heating oil but We may go back to
dream and do that later.
We
really could use more dreaming.
We
know that the fear We are facing are unrealistic and that most of it
is not even Ours (personally). Yet it seems sooooo real and even
invasive. It seems like We have done a complete 180 yet We know that
this is just up for blessing and release. We also know that the cold
makes it worse for Us. We have been through much colder and survived
the winter here over 20 times and not “just” survived
either. Yet, here We are.
We do not know what exactly is influencing this but it
certainly is here and up for blessing, clearing and release. So, We
bless it and set it free. We are done a lot of pony hopping around
Our passed experiences and telling OurSelf that We love Us
unconditionally. We do You know.
We would love to escape this process but We know it is
necessary for the change We want to be and see. We must have a change
to heart and We desire this. This is Our heart cry. We honor Our
process and We face Our fear. We remind OurSelf that We have not died
or even suffered yet, why start now?
It seems that We have decided to stay up a while and go
for water and oil and get that over with so We can relax the rest of
the day. This is Our last day of Our four day weekend. We did not
rest well last night with All the processing. We do wonder if it is
the effect of comet Ison helping Us integrate and learn how to live
as love. We are certain that learning to live as love is exactly what
this is about. Perhaps doing this for the collective is Our way of
beginning to fully live as love?
We are remembering that One of Our dreams was about
starting over. It was a variation of the time We moved to San
Francisco but a much better and more fun variation. We must say that
a lot of Our current feelings are in that dream but it was not as
cold and We did do well and had a good time and made new friends. We
also did some pony hopping on that time of Our life (real or
imagined).
We are also reminded that tomorrow is new moon. We have
had some intense new moons but We do not remember being aware of any
this intense. Of course, the energy just keeps amping up.
We continue to process, integrate, intuit, release, feel
and dream. What else can We do? We are reminded that We have spent
this entire lifetime (so far) believing in the laws of limitation.
Now, We are seeking to switch to the laws of limitlessness without
destroying or abandoning Our limitation creation. This is no small
feat. Did We expect it to be sudden and easy? It is easy in that it
does not involve physical effort but it sure does touch Our psyche,
Our beliefs, Our thinking and Our feelings.
When We look at the foreseeable limitation future, it
looks pretty bleak, maybe. When We feel into the limitless and change
to heart and complete psychic change it feels good. The thing is that
Our head still can not conceive of such. We remind Our brain that We
are NOT turning it off but rather We are turning on the unused
portion. We are not destroying Our limitation creation (though many
think so and much is worded that way) but rather We are allowing the
more that exists along with Our impossible creation. We really can
not explain it better (to OurSelf or anyOne else) because it has
never been done AND We truly are doing the impossible. That takes a
little longer.
This is not about escape, or rescue or salvation. This
is about expansion. This is about this AND that, being here AND there
AND being consciously aware of it.
It is a bit of a challenge being awake and aware of this
AND that, being (slightly at least) aware of being here AND there. A
complete change of belief and a (mostly if not complete) change of
perspective and awareness. Our head certainly does NOT know how to do
this or even conceive of it (yet). It resists and tried to fall back
on/to the old and familiar. Remember: familiar is comfortable no
matter how much it hurts. Our heart leads the way and it reassures
Our head and helps Our head expand. If We (Our head) resist it is
more difficult so We are doing Our best to allow.
Open, set free and allow.
This afternoon All Our electronic devices are acting
like Mercury is retrograde. We have a feeling the Ison may be
affecting All these devices and it is All-right. In fact it is
perfect. We are feeling very multiD and We have no evidence or
specifics to cite for this. It just is.
We
are reading today's
Blue Dragon Journal entry and it pretty much
describes Our weekend. We have no idea how she gets that it is a 333
day but that is okay too. Maybe in her world it is.
We
have also started reading Joe Vitale's ebook Zero
Limits (interesting
that title lines up with what We are experiencing beginning). We
discovered it when We Googled ho'oponopono and that is what it is
about. It is a free PDF download if You are interested. We have thelt
that We wanted to get deeper into ho'oponopono for some time but for
some reason had not found more information (including this book).
So, as We intuited We are entering something even better
and it is gonna be changing and then changing. Sounds (Once again)
like We are gonna be walking on shifting sand. No reason to try and
figure out what is happening or going to happen. Our head hates that
but Our heart is leading/feeling the way.
Interesting that We have been very focused on love
lately and Joe says the essence of the book can be summed up with: “I
love You”. We know this is a love that few can comprehend or
understand. It has to be experienced and has little to do with Our
current concept of love, especially romantic love (at least for Us
personally).
As We begin the book, We find that We have intuitively
been doing (or heading towards) what is suggested. We are connecting
Our mind to source/love and asking love to correct the erroneous
thoughts that lead to problems (or a problem). We probably will want
to add new thoughts rather than banishing or destroying old/erroneous
thoughts because that is what All-ways seems to work for Us. Other's
mileage may vary.
He does speak of what We are doing: setting the thoughts
free.
We want to remember this mantra: “I Am sorry for the
erroneous thoughts within Me that have caused problems for Me and
others; please forgive Me”. We decided to start Our own personal
ho'oponopono guide.
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