Today:
Are We getting
familiar with this?
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:39:02 AM
Good morning. We really want to stay in dream again and
again We are practicing being awake AND in dream. It is kinda hard to
do because We are so trained and programmed to believe that We can
NOT be and do both at the same time. We are learning how. We have not
learned how to type much, how to translate Our dream thoughts etc.
while in dream and get “them” to come out Our fingers.
We
did have a clear dream that We knew is about clearing and forgiving.
We woke knowing it is part of the process the pony hopping is
assisting. Having trouble finding words with Our fingers here. In
that dream world a friend's young son was snatched by a band of
thieves living/camping on Our property while We were away somewhere.
Eventually (as We pursued the band to get back the boy) the boy
became more of a handicap than asset so “they” killed him and
left him for Us to find. This was a hard One to take responsibility
for but We instantly knew that is exactly what it is about. Anything
that is in Our life is Our responsibility and Our creation. We can
accept that and heal or fight it and suffer.
It
will take a real change for people to accept this and We certainly
are NOT going to put it out in words until We have done a lot more
dreamwork to introduce it to the mass mind. When We fully accept and
live by this then We will see the masses start to shift too.
Remember, if We see the masses resisting, that is Our responsibility
AND Our projection.
We
are very glad that We can spend most of Our work day dreaming or We
might be able to go to work. We are sorry for All the erroneous and
unloving thoughts and beliefs within Us that cause problems for
OurSelf and others. Please forgive Us. We love You/Us. We thank
You/Us.
Our
extremely autistic highschooler has not ridden in over a week. We
have no idea what is going on with him at the physical level but We
still feel him at deeper levels. He is busy working with Us in ways
that are beyond Our full comprehension.
Another
highschooler likes to draw and he is really pretty good at it. He
showed Us his latest drawing of a guy he calls Palipto. We asked
where Palipto is from. He replied: “He's from shadow realms. He's
not sci-fi (We think he said genre but not sure) he's fantasy
(genre?). We had a feeling the answer would be something like this
and We left the question very open to see where the student is coming
from. We like his reply and there was little or no hesitation or
embarrassment. We were supportive. He also showed his picture to a
student who seldom rides and it appears that these two are becoming
friends. “They” are probably both mildly autistic.
In
The Reason I Jump he says
that autists want friends but because communicating is sooooo hard it
is easier to be a loner. We hope these boys can find a desired
friendship. We are also reminded of how for Us the pain of separation
is sooooo great that We would generally rather be alone by OurSelf
than alone in a crowd.
We are surprised at All the stuff that is coming up for
clearing, blessing and release. Our old habits and programming try to
hang on and argue and demand limitation. We just keep pony hopping
and it just keeps working.
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