02/27/13

Today:

A different perspective

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:30:07 AM

Good morning. We did not have the most pleasant night at the dreams. Thankfully these types of dream are few and far between for Us.

Every time We woke during the night, We had been doing exactly what We do NOT want to do in waking. This could have easily been very depressing. Each time We awoke WE would repeat One or more of Our mantras: “We are love”; “Open, let go, allow”; “We are each divine, sovereign creators”; “Remembering what We really are”; “How can I serve?” and probably some others. Doing this was refreshing and avoided getting depressed.

After a few hours of this going on over and over (each time the dream would be a little different but still the same theme) We real-eyesed (not sure if awake or in dream) that it actually felt like We were under some kind of attack. We really do NOT believe in attack by outside forces because We don't believe there really is anything outside. But, damn, if We were considering changing that belief last night wooda done it. This seemed much more like the way We used to think, behave and react rather than Our current feelings and behaviour.

Yet, regardless of what We did, everytime We woke We had been working some routine job (or looking for such) within and supporting and feeling enslaved to the old broken, falling apart system. We wish to clearly announce that We would be delighted to work at a job (in Our waking world) doing some of the things that We normally do in dream (being a part of a galactic team, shuttling people to and from the galactic ships, helping being get familiar and comfortable on board ship or crossing through the gates between realms, realities, worlds and dimensions, helping reclaim and restore the planet, giving aid and helping people who are living in starvation, poverty and/or war stricken areas, establishing and spreading sustainable, free or low cost energy sources and methods of distribution, etc.) We would happily volunteer for any job that will help create, build and grow the new earth as long as We are provided for or learn to live free of need.

Being and living free of need is Our main and current goal and desire. We understand/believe that there may need to be a transition into this. We theel that We would love to skip the transition and slide directly into complete freedom. We believe this is Our natural state, Our birthright and that We are fully worthy and able. However, appearances remain to be that We are somehow blocked (blocking OurSelf). We are not consciously aware of what the blockage is but We theel certain that it is in Our best interest and/or part of Our life plan. It seems the experience is important and what We truly desire since it is what We continue to manifest.

We are also certain that these appearances are part of the illusion, holograph, and lie of limitation. It seems We have not yet wrung every drip out of this experience. We are willing and ready to go and do as We are lead. We do NOT feel that going further back into the old system and paradigm is the answer. It certainly does not seem like that would help anyOne else and would only be a band aid placed upon a gaping, open wound which would probably fester and end up being a deep and lasting infection.

Every time We returned to sleep and dream, there We were back in the old system and paradigm. Often, We would be with old friends and passed workmates. This part felt great and desirable. Yet the idea of going back into the old system felt very repulsive.

Upon waking (a little earlier than usual) this morning We certainly did not want to get up in the mood from the dreams and We definitely did not want to experience any more of those dreams. We decided to get up and begin Our day.

Immediately We had several insights: This was some of the old stuff that We have been forewarned will be coming up for release. It does not need a lot of pondering and processing, just acknowledgment, blessing and set it free. (We also had done that a few times during the night as well as a lot of ho'oponopono.) It needs to run its course but We do NOT need to wallow in it.

A common type of dream is working out waking experiences and apparent problems. These dreams were Our head (not Our heart) trying to do just that. Our head, logic and ego perceive a problem on the near horizon. All evidence supports this. (Of course it does, We created the problem and the supporting evidence) The head, logic and ego are presenting the only solutions “they” can conceive of the problem that “they” created. It is called a Self-sustaining loop.

Because these logical solutions (which actually only feed the problem) kept playing over and over it was easy to think that this really is the only viable solution. This is the lie in its boldest and most powerful form: in Our head, created and perpetuated by Us.

We know there are other solutions and breakthroughs. Just because We do not see “them” yet, and have not seen “them” before does not mean that “they” do not exist. There is new energy, ideas, solutions and possibilities coming in every day. We just “thought” with Our head, logic and ego that We are running out of time.

The two biggest locks on the imagined cage/prison of separation and limitation: time and money. One relies on the other to encumber and enslave Us.

Shortly after waking We payed a monthly bill and did some research that pointed to another possible solution or course of action that We had not been aware of before going to sleep.

We really, really, really would like to live and act fully from Our multidimensional perspective and abilities. We know that We draw closer every day. We know that We are able and worthy. We are ready and willing. It seems there is some experiences and exploring and learning and remembering that lay between here and there. We also know that it is possible to live there and visit here. We theel that is what We are headed to. It does tend to look darkest just before the dawn.

We also theel that recognizing and accepting and welcoming that which We call magik/magix is part of the answer. Magik and the fae have been showing up more and more in Our dreams and waking world the passed few days. We have been welcoming “them” into Our world. We are on the path and the journey is what is important. The destination is just another point on the path that leads to more adventures. As Bilbo says: “the road goes ever on”.

We are reminded that We have also been advised that there will most likely be some bumps and grinds on the road to sliding into the new earth, age of Aquarius, whatever One wishes to call Our future.

This afternoon We had some interesting experiences: As We concentrated on being love and sending love, Once again We find that the controllers and not at the controls. When fear and doubt come up We immediately recognize these as the old ways, the old paradigm, the old lies of separation and limitation. When We return to focusing on love We feel a floating, easy and de-light-full feeling. We really do feel like We are making progress.

We are reminded that We are continuing to enter new and uncharted territory. Our head, logic and ego only know the old ways of the lies and illusions. We can not see what possibilities lie before Us. We are blinded by the light.

Once again We are reminded how easily everything could change on a dime. The head, logic and ego operate on the premise that everything will continue on as it All-ways has under the lie and illusion of separation and limitation. Our heart knows better but We not yet familiar with listening to and following Our heart.

It feels like last night, this morning and today were a (or a series of) decision point of some type at least for Us personally.