3/23/2016
Today
MultiD and multiworlds and still VERY physical and 3D
Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:39 AM and/or NOW
Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.
Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.
It took a couple of tries before We could get into dream. After that We slept and dreamt well. This morning We are quite sleepy and would/cold gladly remain in dream longer. Sleepy is actually being in multiD and learning how to do this. We look forward to being able to dream in over the weekend. Two more wakeups. Then lots of time in multiD and dream.
Once again: we notice how it is habit, pattern and easier to drag OurSelves back into limitation 3d focus as We wake and get ready to go to town. We ARE well trained by Our family, peers, society AND (especially) Selves to focus and zoom into limitation when We wake from dream and living in multiD. So: this morning: We chose to open, allow and set it All free with love. We notice how We use food as a hook back into limitation. It is VERY sneaky. Yes: We DID say “sneaky”. “Oh: the cleverness of Me”.
We do have to really focus to do simple 3D tasks this morning. The challenge is to be in 3D enough to function without reverting to the habitual limitation 3d focus only. We practice being grateful and acting “as if”. Thankfully it is a bit more than just pretend. We ARE grateful for the progress AND awareness. Thank Us unconditionally. We ARE open and allowing AND setting it All free with love. Our head is trying to drag Us back into limitation: trying desperately and using fear as a catalyst. We practice being grateful.
Here is an article about Our life and world that looks pretty good so far.
We can theel that We are in different worlds and slip, sliding around as We begin Our day on the bus. The kids get along and share: there is something different moment to moment. Something theels different. All the kids ride for the first time since before spring break. The ride goes well. Our youngest and newest rider is acting a bit off, not much. When We get to school “they” try to push and shove passed the kid sitting next to “them” and We stop “them” and the battle begins. We ask Our driver to get the rest of the kids off the bus. The rest are doing great. Our driver is happy to help and know what We need from her.
As the student acts up and fights Us more and more We end up telling “them” that We will walk “them” to the office and this makes it worse. We hold “their” hand and “they” resist every step. We barely get “them” to walk off the bus and an administrator meets Us. We tell her what is happening and she takes him and he gets away from her and takes off. She chases him down and he is now screaming and won’t walk to the doors. We go inside and ask the office to get help for the aid who is barely able to restrain the kid. It ends up taking four admins to get the kid inside.
What world is this???? We ponder and wonder and know that We are here for the experience and awareness. We have Allways wanted to be aware of All the worlds and possibilities. Do We have to experience to be aware? It would seem so. As much as We want to say that this is NOT the case: We theel the truth of it.
Our middleschooler is awake and alert and seems to be in another great mood. “They” do well and We enjoy this part of Our morning. There is just something about this One that catches hearts.
We do some shopping on Our first break and have breakfast. It is a nice, calm break and the world still theels different: like it is shifting. We theel like We are walking on shifting sand or water. We can theel OurSelves slipping through many worlds: some are nice and some are snot.
Our noon section goes smooth. The kids are fun and playful and everyOne rides today. At school two start to push and shove as soon as We let “them” line up and We have those two return to “their” seats and wait and be last in line. One argues and the other complies silently. As One supervisor used to say: “Kids ARE solar powered”. Our driver noticed two squirrels chasing each other playfully. We said: “they” have spring fever too.
Our driver suggests that We begin a line up order for the kids that We take to school (these are All gradeschoolers and preschoolers) We only want to do that as a last resort. Kids have plenty of regimentation and We want to give “them” as much freedom as We can. “They” All have done well more days than not. We do agree that if the pushing and shoving persists then We will have to try something more. We would probably start with having the miscreants be at the back of the line for a few days. We really wanna let the kids get this on “their” own just as much as possible. “They” have shown that “they” can if We allow it. “They” have gotten very good at sharing the toys and games. We ARE making progress.
We ran a little late on Our noon section and We still have time to hottub. We ARE masters of time and We are walking in and through multiworlds. We had thought/accepted that We probably would not have time to hottub. We are happy to be in a world where We DO have time to hottub. It is sooooo relaxing.
Our driver is in a difficult world All day. We pony hop. Whatever it is in Us that is causing problems for Us and You: please forgive Us. We forgive Us unconditionally. We love You and We thank You. We love Us and We thank Us. Little things are really eating at her and she keeps chewing on upsets. She is a drug and alcohol counselor and still does not seem to get it about this simple part of living: holding on to upsets and mulling “them” over eats Our lunch. Of course: it did take Us a while to get it too. We got it in little bites over the years. We kept on long after We knew that We are hurting OurSelves. In fact: now We get it that it is only recently that We have begun setting it free with love. We have made a lot of progress recently. Mirror, mirror everywhere.
Our last two students do not ride so it is a very short PM section. We stop at the store because We decide that We want sausage for dinner. We also have time to stop at the post office because Our SD card that We ordered for Our Nook has arrived.
At home We are here AND there. We think that We ordered the wrong SD card and yet find that apparently it is the right One. How many worlds are We slipping through today? We got home early even after the two stops. It takes longer to cook the sausage than it usually takes for Us to fix dinner and We still finish dinner and “Once Upon a Time” a little early and are really ready to go dream. Living aware of being in All these different worlds is kinda like having gone hiking All day.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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