Experiencing Our projections

9/11/2015

Today

Experiencing Our projections

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:36 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept much better last night. We did wake a few times but did not get up until morning. We dreamed too even though We are not sure what We dreamed. We do know that We continue to get familiar with the unfamiliar.

Recently: We have been aware of more times/incidents of living in other/alternate worlds. These are (usually) flash memories that We know that We did which do NOT fit into Our normal, waking world. Hard to explain better than that and We are certain if anyOne ponders this “they” will find similar instances in “their” own life which “they” have explained away. (Unless “they” are embracing this too)

More and more We have clear memories of doing things that We are certain We never did (some We can not even imagine this personality doing) in Our familiar, waking, limitation world. We do slip around between and through other/alternate realities All the time. When We slip into a nearby and similar world We tend to not notice and when it is a more distant and more different world We mask it and forget and deny the experience. Now: We are remembering these different and more distant worlds and experiences.

Is this because “they” are becoming more familiar as a result of dream visits? Probably and We ARE changing and expanding Our thinking and beliefs. There IS sooooo much more than We have been aware of before. Even when We began to real-eyes this it was not part of Our waking experience, at least not much. This is the stuff that fills loony bins and most of Us avoid it like the plague. We have judged it “bad” for sooooo long that it is hard to turn around and embrace these parts, aspects and shadows.

Our head is trying to plan Our future as usual. Now days We slip into that less and less and Our head keeps trying. Our head thinks this planning is safe. It would rather plan than face who and what We really are. Our heart leads Us to wake. We are sooooo much more than We ever imagined, thought and believed. This is beginning to populate Our waking. We pony hop Our old thinking and escape from Our inner reality.

We pony hop and process Our agitated student from yesterday. We really do like this student and just do NOT know how to help in the physical. We CAN help at deeper levels. We KNOW this and Our head tries to deny and escape this. That is another old and familiar pattern. That is very common in limitation reality. In limitation and separation We want to “DO” in the physical and do lip service to anything more/else. The more/else is more powerful and capable. It is part of the actual “real” world(s) and We try to avoid that (and those) with Our greatest strength. Now: We face OurSelf, Our fear. We (Our true nature) are Our greatest fear. Real-I-sing this is a major step. One giant step for man.

We ARE getting some ideas (hopefully inspiration) for things that We can take/do on the bus that might help entertain and calm Our agitated student(s). We are reminded of Our summer school student who loved “their” piggy bank and were greatly calmed by it. We appreciate this.

We are pondering creating Our own reality. We know that We project what We have in Our life. The problem with this is that most of Us simply can not imagine that We would choose, create and project most of the shit that We experience. Most can not even imagine creating the really good stuff. It is sooooo easy (and We are sooooo experienced at) blaming or crediting someOne else for anything extremely good or extremely bad (especially in the moment). We make choices at a very deep level and then forget making these choices. For instance: Our driver has a student that she likes and despises. She antagonizes “them” and instigates “bad” behavior and then gets mad at “them”. It is easy for Us to blame her. We know that We create and project this but that is a bitter pill to swallow AND the evidence supports blame and guilt on her. That is old thinking and behavior and it breeds more of the same.

We are having a good day with the students and drifting in multiD. Next week Our morning break will be shorter and that is actually a good thing. Sometimes We have trouble filling both long breaks and get restless trying to dream in Our car. As the weather gets colder: dreaming in Our car is less of an option. We know that We do NOT actually rely on Our job to bring in finance but it does look that way and it IS how We choose (at this time anyway) to manifest money. We do not know why We have made and continue to make that choice but there it is. We are grateful that We have created and chosen a job that We enjoy sooooo much.

On Our afternoon section We are impressed and even a bit jealous of how Our driver handles Our agitated student. We know that this student knows the way home and is very good at directions. We have been pony hopping Our driver and students. It seems to Us that Our driver instigates rambunctious and loud behavior and then slams down on the kids when it goes too far. We do not theel this is fair to the students and We know that Our driver does NOT take any type of criticism well. Pony hopping is Allways Our bestest choice regardless.

When this One student starts to panic as another school bus follows Us (We have no idea why this bothers “them”) We try to calm “them” to little avail. Our driver asks “them” to give directions to “their” house. Fortunately this agitation happens on the way to “their” house next. It works like a miracle. We do not know why We did not think of it. The books and toys that We had tried worked well for about thirty seconds each. We ARE learning. Afterwards: Our driver comments that Once again We did well as a team. We theel she is giving Us more credit that We deserve. Of course: it is All Our projection.

At home We do not theel like going to dream before dinner. We have a baked potato, I-scream and strawberries because that is what We want for dinner. And more “Lie To Me” with dinner. We stay up a little late watching more “Lie To Me” and now are ready to go dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.