9/10/2015
Today
Another day slipping around in multiD and dream and 3D
Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:45 AM or NOW
Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.
It took a while to get to dream last night. We got back up and watched a couple more episodes of “Lie To Me” and then were able to go to dream. We do not remember what We dreamed, where We went and what We did but We do know that We visited other worlds. We remember processing some information about other realities and a little bit about yesterday’s articles about slipping into alternate/parallel realities. We know that We do this All the time but not as drastic as those in the article. We are grateful for Our easier, softer path.
We woke around 3 AM and got up to play in multiD a bit and then returned to more dreaming. We woke again after about an hour and even though We would like to stay in dream We are ready to get up. We remind OurSelves that We can (and now do) remain in multiD while waking and afterwards. We ARE making progress. Even though Our world looks basically the same We can theel AND know that We ARE changing and therefore Our world is changing. The changes are simple, subtle and easy to miss if We do not pay close attention.
Many/most of Our projections are either unaware of anything beyond business as usual or look for outer change first. We ARE looking for AND getting inner change first. We used to look for outer change only or mainly. Those who still live there ARE Our passive shadows. In infinity and eternity All the versions of OurSelves remain and go on and on. We can return to any of those any time We choose. We must remember to honor and allow these other versions. This is very important to Us. We wish to integrate and love All Our versions: All of Our castaways, rejects and orphans. The time of trying to destroy and/or abandon any part of Us is passed. We also honor, love and nurture those versions bent on destruction and abandonment. That is a bit harder and “they” too are wounded, frightened children. We had not given this mush notice before. More shall be revealed.
We ARE very aware of waking, walking and living in multiworlds and multiD. This is becoming more and more real to Us. It is no longer just words, theories and philosophy. MultiD is becoming a way, Our way of life. We are experiencing more vertigo as We slip between worlds, mental/relaxation states and dimensions. This take a lot of adjusting and We ARE grateful for the slow and gentle process (most of the time anyway).
We have been thinking about typing up more of Our thoughts about autism and yesterday We did touch on those. For now that is how We will approach this. We just do not have the 3D attention and focus to go further. We will follow Our intuition and inspiration. That IS progress.
Most of Our day was good and We did get into dream a lot. We also spent a lot of waking time in multiD and enjoyed most of Our time with Our students. We did do the charter that got canceled yesterday and that went well. We had a WiFi connection at the university where the field trip went and We read a bit until We were drawn deep into dream for short time. Very deep. Deeper than We usually go on the bus.
At the pool (during Our afternoon break) We saw some students from a school not on Our route and We are connecting with some of those students. One is from Our summer school route and “they” recognized Us and asked where “they” know Us from. Another We have never seen (in waking) before and “they” clearly made an effort to connect.
On Our afternoon section Our newest student was very anxious and agitated for whatever reason. We did Our best to keep “them” calm and quiet “their” yelling. It bothered Us more because of Our driver than OurSelves. We did Our best and remembered NOT to pressure OurSelves sooooo much just because Our driver does not understand these kids. After All: she wanted Us for her attendant after a whole school year with Us. She knows how We work and wants to work with Us. We were still stressed because Our student was agitated most of the ride. Lots of little things were bothering “them” and We ARE clueless why and what to do. We just did Our best. We were glad to get “them” home. “They” are One of the last students on Our route.
At home We were able to go to dream for a few minutes right away and woke much refreshed. We had dinner with “Lie To Me”. We stayed up a little late because We were not sure if We were ready to go dream and We did NOT want to lay in bed rerunning the afternoon. Now: We theel that We are ready. We pony hop Our day and Our agitated student. We take responsibility even though in the physical We had nothing to do with “their” agitation. We could deny responsibility (Our old pattern for sure) and enhance/feed the problem (whatever it may be). We choose to face Our projection and integrate it.
We love Us unconditionally.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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