A quieter day in 3D within multiD

9/15/2015

Today

A quieter day in 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:20 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We slept well and visited many worlds and realities. When We woke during the night We had some clear memories of what We did AND We kept pony hopping Our waking life. Now: We only have vague, foggy memories and We continue to pony hop Our waking life. We want to take responsibility and yet We hate taking responsibility. This IS a big commitment. It is very different living as the creator of Our reality and life from living as the victim of life. It is uncomfortable to say the least.

We really do prefer dreaming and playing in multiD over facing Our projected reality. We did create some messed up hologram or what We created went way out of whack. Limitation and separation are just NOT as fun as We musta thought. However: “they” are still very familiar and the unknown is scary and uncomfortable. We ARE uncomfortable and a bit scared. We face Our fear. We face OurSelf.

If You are just beginning to do this too then You know what We mean.

We do recognize Our resis-dance and We ARE willing to change. It would be (seem to be) easy and much more comfortable to return to the familiar role of playing the victim. When We read that is does NOT actually make any sense but it certainly IS true. Our head is way messed up and very cornfused.

One of the hardest parts of this is getting it that nothing that happens in Our limitation world, reality and life is important. We have Allways made it sooooo important and even life threatening. If We are immortal (and We ARE) then how can anything be life threatening? We are sooooo good at pretending. Master of the game.

We are willing to change or at least willing to be willing. Resisdance runs deep. We pony hop, We remember that everything IS working together for the best for Us. We ask why We want it to be different? Pleasing others is One reason, matching Our expectations is another. NOT good reasons. Not good at All. And then there is: thinking that it is important, that this IS the “real” world and All that limitation thinking.

As We get ready to go be on the bus: We sense subtle, little changes in Us AND Our outer world. Perhaps “changes” is not accurate. It is more like the double exposure effect/feeling of walking in multiworlds and becoming aware of it. We ARE getting what We asked for and what We want. We ARE grateful even though it IS uncomfortable.

A much calmer and easier day today. We have a short morning break because We did Our new morning middleschool section. This student is very quiet and well behaved. On Our noon section We did have to get a teacher to come on the bus and talk to One student. This student has made a lot of improvement but still does not think that “they” need to listen to Us. There is a lot that We have to instruct “them” about safety and We really need for “them” to know that “they” need to listen. We pony hop, a lot. We also finished a charter after Our noon section but still have plenty of time to hot tub and do a little grocery shopping.

Several students are not riding on Our PM section so that is much calmer and easier. Our agitated student did not ride. We need to find a different way to identify “them” as We recognize that thinking of “them” this way enhances the problem. We are sorry for whatever it is within Us that is causing problems for Us AND “them”. Please forgive Us. We love Us. We thank Us.

At home We are rehearsing the days events more than We would like. We pony hop and set it free. Amazon is streaming well so We get to finish an episode of “Under the Dome” and watch most of the latest, available episode of “Extant” with dinner. Since We get to dream in later We took the time to make/finish a batch of stroganoff. We still notice that We are going to dream a bit early. Time.........

We dream a bit and then get up for a bit. Not ready to really get into dreaming until We watch another episode of “Lie To Me”.

Good night AND thank You for playing.