Today:
More 3D while in
multiD
Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:48:21 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day and the days
do seem more like play and a lot less like work lately.
The
only world that We remember from last night is the last One that We
woke from. It was quite similar to Our waking world yet very
different. Kinda like a cartoon version, a dark cartoon. We are an
attendant on a special needs school bus with the same driver as in
Our waking world. We were given a new route and those kids are
totally “out of control” to
say the least. “They” are mostly preschoolers and young
gradeschoolers. On the second day Our driver started moving while the
kids were out of “their” seats playing. Admittedly We were doing
some exaggerated something to get the kids seated and taking way too
long. Our driver refused to pull over so We could get the kids seated
and “they” were being tossed around like rag dolls. We were
mostly in shock and had no idea what to do.
When We tried to go back to sleep We could tell that We
would return to that world so We got up remembering that We can
return to dream later. It does seem like that dream was One of those
ongoing dreams throughout the night. We are glad to be back in Our
familiar world rather than that world. The only thing wrong with Our
waking world is that We know there is more and We have felt trapped
in limitation and separation. It has felt a bit like a nightmare that
We can not wake from. Even the best days feel unsatisfactory knowing
there are worlds of love that We can not (yet) access. As We begin to
change Our thinking and beliefs and that is reflected in Our world
then We are not feeling sooooo desperate and trapped.
We are very grateful for the change in Us and Our world
even if the world changes seem small and subtle so far. Sitting here
(more aware of multiD every day) the changes in the world seem much
more significant than We had real-eyesed. We are also grateful for
Our children within and We theel the presence of Our newest, close
friend who has been visiting Us ever since “they” first showed
up. We really like that. We are aware that We have several new and
very close friends that showed up for a while and then seemed to go
unnoticed. We theel that rather than leave: We integrated “them”
fully within OurSelf. We do not notice “them” as much unless We
theel within and there “they” are. That is a comfort.
Visiting a world like the One We just woke from gives Us
more insight into the behavior of Our children within. We have been
pondering this a bit the last few days. We real-eyes that even though
it is true that We catch more flies with honey than We do with
vinegar it is also true that when the pain gets great enough: We
change. Our children within had grown desperate as had We. “They”
had to get Our attention and honey was NOT working. We do hope that
for others who are waiting for outer change the honey will flow and
will assist “them” to grow and flourish in “their” chosen
fashion.
There are two things (probably a lot more) at play in
what We see happening with Our others: One is that We are seeing what
We are projecting and as We forgive OurSelf Our others will reflect a
far different image. Two: We have no idea what is needed/wanted by
those others and what if best for “them”. We do want the best for
“them”. Are there versions that are not Our children and
reflection and projection? Maybe, maybe not. Does it matter? Maybe,
maybe not. That is part of infinity that We are nowhere near ready to
explore right now. Right now is where We need/want to be right now.
These are some interesting insight and perceptions. We
would never have thought these things a few months (even weeks) ago.
We are experiencing that there ARE versions that have typed here that
have Allready gone through this and gone beyond but for some reason
Our awareness went back to assist this version in transforming.
Apparently this version was not ready to move on and needed Our help.
We hated the process but are now glad We went through it. Other
versions may have taken shortcut(s) but “they” missed the
experience. We are grateful because We theel that the experience
cemented the deeper knowledge within Us. We are grateful that other
versions can kinda dip into Our memory and theel the experience.
Those memories no longer have to control Our life. We
can revisit “them” any time that We want without falling in head
first and drowning in “them”. This new part of Our process:
forgiving OurSelf really seems to have been a huge key.
It
theels like We have reached a major/grand junction/juncture in Our
multilives. It Allmost theels like We have arrived/graduated yet We
know that We have only just begun. We ARE amazed that We can theel
this way even though Our outer world looks the same. We are truly
learning how to live (in the physical) as love, how to be “in”
the world but not “of”
the world and All those things that
We have been longing for for sooooo long. There remains infinity and
eternity to explore and it no longer theels like We have to go
anywhere to do that. Very exciting times.
As
We make Our first trip (of the morning) outdoors We are reminded of
worlds where it is impossible to do harm. We are also reminded that
We have been pondering this again the last few days. It is Our choice
whether to view this world/hologram as able to be harmed and to harm
or as One of those worlds where harm is impossible. The old belief in
harm is very embedded in Our psyche and though We can now imagine
worlds where harm is impossible it is hard to set “harm”
beliefs free. We do set “them”
free with love anyway AND We forgive OurSelf across All time,
dimensions, space and reality. This does not destroy or abandon those
beliefs and worlds. We created “them” are Our playground and
hologram and therefore We love “them”. We set “them” free and
“they' remain available for Us to play in anytime that We want to.
The difference is that We do not have to fall in over Our head again.
This is indeed being a very insightful morning.
After returning to dream and having a good time We got
up again and are doing some email and playing in multiD. We made a
cran-raspberry, sourcream pie before going back to dream and it is
awesome.
We took Our pie to share with Our friends. It was a
very nice visit and We were able to talk with about
multidimensionality more than We ever have. “They” are much more
open to it. “They” did tell Us about the storm that is supposed
to be moving in. One kept bringing it up but saying that “they”
would stop. The other finally said that “they” thought the other
does spend too much time worrying about what might happen.
On Our way home We did stop at the store and got an
extra gallon of milk and the makings for chili in case the storm hits
hard and We can not go to town. We want to make chili soon either
way and We will drink the milk soon regardless. When We left Our
friend's house We were clearly heading into multiD but We reminded
OurSelves that We are learning to function in 3D while exploring
multiD.
Once
home We did not put away All the groceries but made it directly to
dream and multiD.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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