Today:
Short work day
with lots of multidimensionality
Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:38:15 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day.
Again
We visited more new worlds and met more new friends. There is a new
friend from Our waking life who is present in Our dream life also. In
One life (last night) We were working for someOne and “they” gave
Us three million dollars from some illegal activity. There were
several choices of how to react and We got to experience some of the
different worlds that spun off as a result of making the different
choices. Of course this is confusing to Our head but it feels totally
natural to Our heart. An interesting conundrum.
We
are sorry for Our limited thinking and beliefs, projections and
behaviors. We forgive OurSelves. We love Us and We thank Us. We add
love to All Our lives, worlds and experiences. Our head is still a
little baffled about experiencing different worlds that result from
making different choices. We have believed in this (at some level)
for some time but to experience it, to actually live and be aware of
living in these different worlds simultaneously is hard for Our head
to grasp.
As
We go about Our morning these choices and experiences of living in
multidimensionality and multiworlds seem so clear that We Oneder how
We could have missed it All these years. It is because We chose to
miss it, to block it out and deny it in order to fully experience
limitation and separation. We add love. That does not annihilate
previous experiences it creates new experiences. We get to choose
which spin off(s) to explore. We have Allways chosen. As We expand
and allow: We become aware of these choices.
There
are several insights coming in and of course We have forgotten most
of “them”. It is easy to do because “they” are so foreign and
contrary to Our old, default, familiar beliefs. We do real-eyes that
some people have done what We are doing (most that We know of are
mental health patients and autists) but few have navigated
multidimensionality and multiworlds AND functioned successfully in
limitation 3D. That is new as far as We know and it is Our party. As
We ponder Our forgotten insights Our head (even though it rejects
“them”) tries to tell Us that We will suffer greatly for this
forgetting. However: We know that We will keep repeating the messages
(in dream and waking) until “they” become familiar and We can
consciously accept “them”.
Another
multidimensional morning. It really is like living in a dream, even
if it does not All seem pleasant. Another frightened version of Us
(Our children within) pissed Us off again. We ARE sorry but We do
want to be honest. We are sorry. We forgive OurSelf. We love Us
unconditionally and We thank Us.
We
have early outs today so We have a long morning break (kinda like Our
two normal breaks combined) and should get done very early this
afternoon.
“They”
(yes the mighty, ominous “they”)
changed Our route starting next week so We will not have Our car seat
boy any more and We will be getting three new students. Actually One
is a very autistic boy that We had last year from his first day
riding the bus until the end of the year. There are some real
similarities between him and Our car seat boy. He made a lot of
progress last year so it will be interesting to see him again.
Drifting in multidimensionality kinda makes this
All seem surreal. Except when someOne tells Us to be more strict with Our students. Some people do NOT want “them” to be kids. What part of Us projects that????? We ARE sorry. We forgive Us (All versions?? but some more than others???) We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. We do Oneder what memories are replaying in this.
All seem surreal. Except when someOne tells Us to be more strict with Our students. Some people do NOT want “them” to be kids. What part of Us projects that????? We ARE sorry. We forgive Us (All versions?? but some more than others???) We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. We do Oneder what memories are replaying in this.
There is probably a message in All this.
There was only One student riding on Our last section so
We got to interact more with him than usual. He asked Us to sit next
to him. His voice annoys most people but since We have gotten him to
talk not yell it is not nearly as annoying. We think he talks in a
monotone but it is NOT the usual dull, flat, low monotone. It is
higher pitched with a few inflections so more like a duotone.
Whatever it is it really is annoying when he talks loud. Many
students talk loud, nearly yelling. We theel it is because “they”
think that is the only way people hear “them” since so often
“they” do not get the attention “they” need.
It was very interesting that he qualified his
exaggerations today as “made up world”. We have not caught that
when there are other students on the bus. Apparently he too lives in
multiworlds and can distinguish between other worlds and this world
whereas the morning multiworld girl does not seem to distinguish but
slips and slides freely between her different worlds never noticing
that she has changed worlds. At least these are Our impressions of
the two children's experiences. The afternoon boy certainly seems to
have a lot of made up worlds. He makes that distinction but it does
seem like those are every bit as real to him as this world. This is
delightful for Us to see and experience with the students.
We got home about three hours earlier than normal so We
did Our normal routine AND played in multidimensionality a while and
then went to full dream before dinner and watching more “Merlin”.
We do not know what We did in dream but We woke happy. We treated
Our children within to a coney dog and potato chips and I-scream with
a banana. It does seem like kid's foods are Our best way to
acknowledge Our children within but We are also reminded to pay
attention throughout the day. We also find OurSelf pony hopping many
experiences and adding love.
We LOVE You.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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