Today:
Experiencing
creating Our reality
Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:36:07 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day.
Once
again: Our first thoughts upon waking are: “I love You” and “I
love Me”. Both are very important. Also: We do not remember
anything from last night. Our head is trying to delve into old
thinking but We know that that is what it is doing. We love Our head
and We know that there is something even better for it. We just have
to open to love, set it free and allow love.
This
is totally opposite of Our training and choices for and from
lifetimes after lifetimes so it does take a little getting used to.
We must be gentle and patient with OurSelves. That is the way of the
explorer of new dimensions and multiworlds. We are breaking trail. We
love You and We love Us. We are sorry for All the damage, harm and
injury that Our old, limitation and separation beliefs, thinking and
actions have done. We scared OurSelves and We mistreated OurSelves
and now We forgive OurSelves.
This
is about healing Our wounded children and family within. We ARE sorry
AND We forgive OurSelves and We love OurSelves and We thank
OurSelves. If it seems like We are repeating OurSelf it is because We
are. Some things bear repeating. Repetition and play are how We learn
and install new operating systems. However: the repetition is a
little different than in Our old ways and systems. We are not sure
how to explain this. Each of Us will just have to look within for
answers.
The
answers, All the answers lie within. That is part of the new world
and freedom. It was part of the limitation and separation world to
Allways look to someOne else, someOne higher and more important for
answers. Now: We must look within OurSelves. Unless We choose not to
but that will keep Us locked in limitation and separation. We ARE
limitless beans if We allow OurSelves to be. Our children within can
only play and be free if We set OurSelves free of the old ways of
follow the leader. We love You. Love is the answer and love is the
new way of living. We ARE love but We have denied Our true nature and
pretended to be something (anything) less.
Now:
We are learning to live as love in the physical. Most people have no
concept of this and demand and cling to the old concepts that make up
limitation and separation AND “they” have no idea what “they”
are doing. Most of Us are blindly following the blind and We do not
know that that is Us. We also real-eyes that that is also Our
projection. We must set judgment free and love these projections who
know not what “they” do. “They” are Our shadows and
projections even if “they” are Our passive shadows.
Nothing
is destroyed or left behind. This is very important because We love
Our miscreations and orphans even when We hate and reject “them”.
We are learning to love and care for these rejects and castaways. We
are bringing love to “them” in the darkest corner that “they”
hide in. Shining a bright light in those corners only scares “them”
more. We must be (and We are being) gentle and kind. We must treat
“them” as the frightened child(ren) that “they” are.
Several
teachers are beginning to teach this gentle way of being and living,
growing and learning. No longer is brazen fighting the way to move
forward and overcome. We gain nothing by fighting and the world at
large is beginning to see this on a global scale but it must begin
within. We love You.
Our
heartcry and Our mantra continues to be: “I love You”. Anything
less in nothing at All.
We
ARE changing and Once again We begin at: “We are willing to be
willing to change”. We must remember that We love what We pretend
to be because that is Our creation. We love Us AND We forgive Us. We
have rejected, abused and abandoned OurSelf for far too long. We ask
Our forgiveness for harming OurSelf. We ask Our children within to
forgive Us and to help Us change. Our resisdance to change is fear
that We will try to destroy and abandon OurSelves Once again. Only We
can change the way We treat OurSelf. We do forgive Us and We love Us
AND We thank Us.
As
We move into winter (trying to remember that this is All Our creation
and projection) something that keeps coming up and in Our face is Our
fear and discomfort with the cold. We are seeking a balance here.
Just like Our repairs and healings to Our dragon and chariot. There
IS a balance because We are multidimensional AND living mainly in
limitation 3D still. Our old ways and thinking tell Us to resist and
destroy but that is NOT the way We would treat an injured and
frightened child and THAT is exactly what WE are. We must be
kind and gentle with OurSelves. We are willing to be willing to
change and set these fears and discomforts free with love. In the
meantime We also want to keep Our children and OurSelf warm. How to
find the balance? We do not know (consciously). We ask for help from
whatever part and/or aspect of OurSelf it may come.
The
reminder comes: We seek balance AND We ARE the One(s) who bring(s)
balance to the force. We ARE learning and remembering. This IS a
process, a kind and gentle process.
It
really does seem that the more We change the more We need/want to
change. Since everything in Our waking world, absolutely everything
is part and creation of Our limitation and separation game it does
make sense but it is much more than We ever bargained for. However:
We are willing to be willing.
As
We ponder (and pony hop and resist and pony hop some more and set it
free with love) Our issue with being cold on the bus: We are reminded
that what We resist persists AND Our recent discovery of what We
resist is often exactly what We seek, desire and need. How can this
be? We do not know but Our experience proves it to Us.
So,
We continue to pony hop, set it free with love and ask for help from
Our family within and any other parts and pisces of OurSelf that can
and will help.
We
do not know what to do and that is okay. It is even part of this
process. This way We can not plan but We must follow and allow
inspiration.
Now
We are drifting in dream and multidimensional state.
The
bus feels warmer and then cooler and then warmer again. We (and Our
children within) are teaching Us experientially that it really IS Us
that is creating AND experiencing this. There is NO outside force,
villain, authority, master who creates (and subjects Us to) the
weather. We project Our memories, fears, hopes and dreams onto the
viewing screen that We call: “the world”.
Two
kids did not ride on Our last section so We only had the two brothers
and got done early. Our interaction with “them” is becoming more
at the telepathic level which is actually stronger and deeper than
the physical, limitation 3D level but We are still more familiar with
limitation experiences.
We
had thought of hundreds of things to do since We got home early but
We decided to be open. We chose to stay in the now and that IS where
We are staying. At least for now.
Even
though We got home a little early We are having dinner and watching
“Merlin” at around Our usual time and going to dream at Our usual
time.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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