Today:
More examining Our
process
Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:44:50 AM
Good morning. We wake to play another day. (All-though
admittedly, some days do NOT feel like play)
Another
night of fun and games in other realities with new and old friends.
We remind Us that children/youngstars learn by playing and that is
how “they” teach Us. Last night was a lot of play AND it was
definitely about Our learning from Our children within. Often, when
playing and teaching Us the children will shock Us. Our first
reaction is normally: “Oh NO. You can't do that.” and then We
justify OurSelf with: “it's not safe” or “it's not acceptable”
or whatever. Sometimes We recoil at Our own words and last night was
One of those times.
These
are the limits and restrictions We have placed upon OurSelf and Our
children. It it any Oneder that “they” act up and rebel???????
So, as We have only done a few times since the beginning of creation,
We allowed the children to do as “they” please and We joined in
and We All had a blast. Now We ask Our children (Our subconscious)
how do We do this in Our waking/limitation world? We await an answer
and it is coming in small, digestible fragments.
Part
of the answer is: “What did We do that sparked this learning
session?” and now it dawns on Us that We finally experienced
another “Night School” and perhaps there have been many that were
recorded within but not remembered consciously? The answer to: “What
did We do?” is that One of the courses We are hit and missing is
about the Sri
Yantra . It feels like this IS a key for Us
so We will pursue it as We feel inspired to do so.
In
Our dream life last night We really enjoyed taking off Our Self
imposed limitations and restrictions and We are enjoying feeling that
same feeling this morning even though it looks
like We are
in limitation 3D again. One of the suggestions coming out now is to
remember the feeling of Our imagination of Our ideal world/life. This
is certainly a part of that.
We are pretty much All over the place today and it is
good. We are doing some email, watching some vids and reading some of
Our different course materials. We have not really been able to get
back into dream state but then again Our waking state is more dreamy
than usual. What We are really doing is following inspiration. We are
catching up on some 3D tasks and transferring files from Our desktop
to Our laptop for those days We want to take Our laptop to town with
Us.
When We did do a bit of waking dreaming We kinda
examined where Our discomfort or lack of fulfillment in Our life is.
We really have the life We have dreamed of but We still believe and
live in limitation. That certainly does seem to be the heart of Our
lack of comfort. We know that We can be AND DO more than We are. We
are not talking about saving the world (though We will since it IS
Our projection). We are talking about living as Our true Self which
is love and We are hearing and reading that from more and more
people.
This is definitely a process. Perhaps it can happen
instantly but that is not Our choice, either by Our conscious, Our
subconscious or Our superconscious and/or All choosing together. What
a concept: All these parts and pisces of Us being in agreement?????
We have chosen to go for the (perceived) root of All Our problems and
discomfort and dissatisfactions: Belief in limitation and
separation. We know that We chose to play and maybe even chose to
fall in face first All the way to Our toes but We do NOT want to play
that way anymore and digging OurSelf out seems to be a much longer
process than We ever anticipated. That is okay, even as frustrating
as it is at times. There is much to learn and experience along the
way.
As We aim for this root (belief in limitation and
separation) there are many other smaller fears and beliefs that come
up along the way and We pony hop, and tap and use any other tools We
find or remember to set these All free with love. We do NOT intend or
try to destroy or banish any of these parts of OurSelf. We
acknowledge, own, and set “them” free with love. That is OUR
choice.
At this juncture it seems that Our shame and judgment of
OurSelf is Our focus. This is about being rich, powerfull, free,
uninhibited and All those things We associate with living as love in
the physical. We set this All up and Once again We state that We did
damn good. And so We set it All free with love and when “they”
get back up in Our face and mind and beliefs We set “Them” free
with love again. We are powerful creators and We are also power-full
setters free. We needed to read that.
Oh,
All-most forgot to mention: We love playing with the kids on the
school bus, We love what We do at Our “job”
BUT there is still
something in there that is bringing deep dissatisfaction(s) into Our
life. We know that a huge part is THE schedule. Is it the twelve hour
days five days a week? That is at least part. We love to be at home.
We know that not too many people love being at/in “their” current
home the way We do. We are blessed in this. Maybe it is just that We
feel enslaved to someOne or something else's schedule????? Or just
that We still enslaved? Is it working within a system that We do NOT
believe in (even though We NOW know that We (personally) created
that/this system? Is it All that AND more? Working a job IS part of
NOT living free and limitless. We want to live free AND limitless.
It is sooooo nice outside that We were able to
comfortably sit out on the front porch in the sunshine. We All-ways
really enjoy Our first time at that every spring. It was even nice
enough for Us to comfortably take a little walk down and back up Our
driveway without being All bundled up.
We are also finding that many of the teachers We are
reading lately talk about relaxation. Another case of affirmation of
what We are and have been doing for some time now.
Good night AND thank You for playing.
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