More dreaming

08/09/13

Today:

More dreaming

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:08:24 AM

Good morning. We are amazed at the variety of worlds and lives We visit. Imagine exploring as much in waking as We do in dream. Of course, if We truly believe that Our dreams are real then We do not have any need to do the same in waking. We can spend Our waking doing something different from Our dreams and then We get even more variety.

All-ready this morning We find OurSelf making choices between old thinking and planning (that keeps Us locked in limitation and separation) and letting go and staying in the now. It is easier to let go than it was a few days ago yet still normal and tempting to engage in the old thinking patterns. We have taught OurSelves well how to stay in the hologram and play the game of separation and limitation. We get it that there are many mirrors and passive shadows of Our Self that choose to remain in the old game. We wish “them” well. We also get it that We will continue living side by side with “their” world(s) and lives. This too takes getting used to.

As much as We would like to through the transition and transformation, We are okay with taking it slow and gentle. The point is the experience not the goal. That is a good thing as the goal keeps shifting as We discover more about OurSelves.

As Our brain tries to plan Our day, Our life and Our future projects We are reminded that its thinking and planning is based in separation and limitation. We look forward to living in cooperation and harmony with Gaia and Our others. Most of those plans and ideas are for a world of competition and survival. In the now, the moment We may do many of the same things but Our motivation is quite different and therefore so are the results. Perhaps that is why often We feel stuck on Our projects: because Our motivation and purpose (in the project) is not aligned with Our true/inner purpose and journey.

We just read a good article: http://www.thehealersjournal.com/2013/08/04/crisis-as-opportunity-re-emergence-of-wisdom-humanity/ but We actually like the introduction even better than the article.

HJ: Reality is your perception of what is. Some of you choose to see a world in crisis — one on the brink of disaster and collapse. Still others choose to see a world that is in the process of awakening and simply experiencing the growing pains of doing so. A natural process that is a collective metaphor for the birth of a human child and the formative years of their life. Each perspective will find those ‘facts’ and experiences which justify their perception and each will live in a reality of their making that is just as real and valid as any other. However, there lies one key difference. Those who are able to look at the bigger picture see more than those who are focused in on the details. Taking current events at face value is a risky proposition at best and can certainly lead to many conclusions that ignore the larger implications of what is occurring. In a metaphysical sense, every person will experience whatever it is that they are expecting, so why not expect something empowering and life-affirming? Why not expect a collective rise in consciousness?

Well, now that is up to you… and for those who are convinced of their own powerlessness over their lives and reality, the choice has already been made. However, no matter where you are at, the thought provoking article below by the wise Charles Eisenstein (I had to read this name 10 times before I realized it was ‘Eisenstein’ and not ‘Einstein’ — a perfect example of how we see what we expect to perceive!) may help you shift your perspective to a more ‘expansive’, life affirming worldview. And if you ask me, if there is one thing that humanity needs at this time, this is certainly it. Truth-

See more at: http://www.thehealersjournal.com/2013/08/04/crisis-as-opportunity-re-emergence-of-wisdom-humanity/#sthash.KLBElapf.dpuf

We are again reminded to stick with: “What do We want to do now?” Rather than: “What do We want do next?” (or in three hours, days or lifetimes).

From what We do remember of Our dream life last night We get it why We have not been remembering anything clear lately. It is sooooo different from anything We have experienced in Our waking and have words for that We still do not have words for it. In ways it is similar and/or related to Our waking life but yet sooooo different. Life without limits and separation is really indescribable in limited vocabulary and thinking.

We continue to find OurSelf faced with the choice: “Do We want to remain in limitation, the old and familiar or do We want to open to the new?” This is reflected in many choices and how We react to those choices. We are choosing to step into the new. Just how far We get will depend solely upon Us and the moment to moment choices that We make.

Yes, We are definitely going through an intense process. Though it is not distressing like it might be someOne unaware, it does feel much like We are tossed about by the surging tides. This does not feel like the gentle lapping of the sea upon the sand, yet is not really like a raging, stormy sea. Somewhere in between but certainly back and forth, in and out, upses and downses. Perhaps a bit of a Pooh day?

We are certainly walking in multiworlds and We love it. The new is All-ways unfamiliar and therefore (at least) a bit uncomfortable but it is also exciting to be traversing the terrain. In this case traversing does not mean physical travel.

More dreaming

08/08/13

Today:

More dreaming

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:50:05 AM

Good morning. Another interesting night. Even though We don't have any clear memories We do remember that We did not enjoy some of these worlds and lives as much as We have been lately. One was like a prison camp or something. It turned out well but there were times/parts that just felt yucky. Most of the lives/worlds We visited were related to buses and/or students. Other than that and just simply being aware of All that is and (more of) All that multi-D includes We are quite clueless.

We did enjoy interacting with the students but some of the situations were not fun. The kids were fun but the conditions and situations were not necessarily fun.

When We woke We were repeating Our mantras: “We are love” and “Open, let go, allow”. Recently it seems that more and more people are talking about Our being love. This is becoming more and more of the focus. It is One-der-full to see and experience. That is the change that needs to happen. At least in Our world.

First thing this morning Our brain tried to take control and We responded with: “Let go”. It is helping. We are doing much better at being in the now.

It looks like today is the actual date for the Lion's gate. Interesting that We seem to be feeling more physically energetic, but that could change Once We start trying to move from Our computer. We did have a very brief downpour last night (less than a minute) and it is mostly overcast this morning.

We returned to a nice long dream. Now We are not sure if We will be doing anything else for the Lion's gate. Now, We are okay with that. Very okay with it. Our brain is not but Our heart is and We are following Our heart. It does look/feel like a day to dream and We just a forecast saying We are creating like children. That certainly fits.

So, We decided to work on Our route maps some more. As We were doing this We got it that it is important to connect with these kids today on the Lion's gate (8/8). This makes sense to Us. As We were doing this, We thought We might want to do some painting and such on the new shed parts but now that We are done with the maps, Our energy is fading. It is probably more about connecting with the kids today and We are okay with that. As far as We can get: it is okay to do things because We want to “do” “them” in the now moment. To “do” things just because We want to get “them” done is old paradigm behaviour. That is also connected to forgetting that We are masters of time.

The map work that We do at home is work that We will not get paid for. We hate doing this but................... if it is connecting with the kids, then that is a horse of a different color. We can let go of doing work that We won't get paid for.

Once again We returned to dream. Now, We are up to see what We might want to do now. We visited with some of the students again. Dr. Meg talks about meeting some of her clients in “their” orb form before she meets “them” physically. We are not aware of any orbs yet but We are certain that We have met some of these students in dream before We will be meeting “them” in the physical. It does seem like We are meeting the Ones that We have not met in the physical in dream more than the Ones that We have met in the physical.

Staying in the now

08/07/13

Today:

Staying in the now

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:56:36 AM

Good morning. We remember very little from last night. We know that We visited or were visited by several of Our students for the upcoming school year. It is All-most like this was not in a world at All. At least not a physical world or anything like what We are used to. We recognized those whom We have met before but it may have been “their” energy that We recognized rather than “their” physical appearance. We are also certain that some whom We have not met in the physical visited Us also. The thing is that We do NOT remember what any of Us did. Perhaps We were just experiencing each others energies. This may well be an important part of what Our world is transitioning into.

We do get the feeling that We are really going to enjoy this coming school year. We know that We really enjoy the kids that We know. We remember “their” smiles. It is amazing what a big, clear memory that is.

This morning, as We look outside, We do feel a difference. We feel the shifting.

We are (Once again) practicing letting go and staying in the now. Our brain is resisting less.

We do have some stuff to do with Our route maps and such before We do Our dry run on Monday morning. We really do NOT like doing any work at home and We will not get paid for it. However, We were really ready to go home when We did yesterday AND We really do NOT want to make another trip to town to do what is left. So, We have clearly made Our choice.

We do not think We have mentioned that We are familiar with Our new driver though We have never ridden with him. We had considered him as a possible choice, even were aware of doing this in dream somehow. We are not friends with him, just acquaintances but he sat across from Us at bid day, the route he had bid was One of the longer Ones and no other attendant had bid it when it was Our turn to bid. We followed Our intuition. It was after that that We learned what students were on the route. It really does feel like a good choice. It feels like Our intuition and the kids worked together in the route being available and making the choice.

Since We got home last night We have been kind of pondering what We really want to get done before school starts. We keep reminding OurSelf that the most important thing is to let go. Yes, there are some things that We want done BUT letting go is the most important IF We want to make the shift, transition and transformation that is available. We are pretty sure that We will get some physical things done but We choose to follow Our desire in the now rather than plans. We are letting go of trying to think and plan as We type.

We do feel that We are in the transition and it can move forward tremendously if We: open, let go and allow.

There was something(s) about the transition and Our plants in Our dreams last night but All We remember was flourishing, no details.

Our brain is trying to tell Us that We have sooooo much to do around here before school starts. We are letting go. We feel much less pressure than We normally put on OurSelf. We are much more relaxed. We like this. This alone is a lot of change. We feel a confidence that We have never felt before. A real sense of truly beginning to live and experience who and what We really are. Perhaps it is time that All of Us begin to stop pretending to be what We are not.

We returned to dream and though We do not remember what We did, We know that had a good time. It seems like it was about the students again.

As We go about Our day (following Our desires in the now rather than Our plans) We find that We are having many experiences of slipping from One world to another nearby world. We keep finding that things just are NOT the way We “clearly” remember. This is a good thing even though We used to (and most people still do) judge it as bad and do everything possible to avoid and remedy. That continues to interest Us, the things that We judged and labeled as bad which are keys to opening Our cage doors.

We have started doing the second coat of paint on the pallets. Once that is dry We can flip “them” and start the other side. We think there will be less painting on the other side but then again, maybe not.

Today is an experiential day. Experiencing expanding and transitioning in little steps.

As We experience and feel being in multiworlds, We are excited to be doing this with awareness. We are also reminded of All the adages and admonitions that Our society has against doing just exactly this: “Do NOT straddle the fence”, “Having One foot in yesterday and One foot in tomorrow means that You are pissing on today”, “Stay focused”, “Live in the “real” world” and many more. Yes, these served a purpose: “to keep Us locked in and focused on the game of separation and limitation”. That was then and THIS IS NOW.

We installed the second upright and We are kinda amazed at how much resist-dance We had to doing this a few days ago. It went smooth and easy and again We are happy with it. A few days ago just was NOT the right time and there other things which We needed to be focused on and giving Our energy to. It feels like We just might put up a few more, unless We don't.

We got most of the second coat of paint on the pallets. Did some work on Our route maps and stuff. Started another upright and real-eyesed We need to cut and paint spacers for the bottom because the siding doesn't go All the way down to floor joists. Got those cut and started painting for the next 2 uprights. Cooked up a little bit of fresh rhubarb.

Still letting go of plans and All the shit Our brain wants to tell Us about what We “need” to do and plan this and plan that. Whenever it comes up We finish with “let go”. It is really working for Us.

Bid day and prep for the new school year

08/06/13

Today:

Bid day and prep for the new school year

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:04:36 AM

Good morning. We were much more awake at midnight than We are now. We did have some great experiences. Still lots of new worlds and new and old friends. Lots more insights and experiences in expansion and transition too. We do not remember any of “them” though.

Once again: We are reading Our story written by others. It is good to have the confirmation that what We are intuiting is in alignment with what is going on inside and outside. We are experiencing living in the now and that is new, not just for Us. Imagine that. Even now Our brain is trying to think, plan and latch on to something in the future. There is no future, there is only now. What do We want to do now? We want to be aware. Aware of more than just this hologram, this impossible reality of limitation and separation. We know there is more.

Something that Matt pointed out in his video yesterday is about form (physicality). Form is incredible. We took nothing and turned it into form. What an amazing feat. We real-eyes that it is not form We are struggling with, it is limitation. We are taking form where it has never been before and We are learning how. One more time We are learning how to fall off Our bike. Be patient with Us, We are not finished yet (and never will be).

So, Our brain is busy trying to latch onto something familiar and really: there is nothing familiar. We have stepped, slid, slipped into something brand new. It may well be a pile of poop or it may be a field of lavender. We may be about to experience Our cabin front wall opening onto everything.

An interesting morning to be sure. Being in multiworlds gets more and more interesting the more We are aware of being so. It is like the more aware the deeper We go.

We had bid day at work. Afterwards We spent several hours doing Our route maps and parent contacts etc. We were pleased to find that We know several of the students and have made good connections with those. There are also several that are new for Us. In talking with parents We found out that several of the students are autistic. (Our special interest.)

Again We are reminded about and practicing staying in the now and letting go. We did get quite focused on what We were doing at work. However, afterwards, as Our brain was trying to plan and make a list of “shoulds” and demands and and and....... We let go. We have had to let go several times but We are making progress. Several times We flashed on a life and world where these kids are treated different. Where A-dults pay attention to the children.

Free flowing

08/05/13

Today:

Free flowing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:41:39 AM

Good morning. Another very interesting night and fun. We do not know if there is any significance other than playing and being multidimensional and being aware of and comfortable with many lives and worlds and realities but there was certainly All of that. Kinda funny that We are now familiar enough with being multidimensional in dream that it does not seem particularly significant. It is still very much a learning process in waking. We just read a bit from Steve Rother and We will try to copy and paste it here. It truly describes what We have been feeling: Nope, not gonna work and it is sooooo good. We guess that We will just have to say that others are going through the same experiential learning that We are.

This morning We are rehearsing letting go and staying right in the immediate now as Our brain tries to plan Our day. We really do theel that staying in the immediate now is a huge part of consciously living multidimensionally. Releasing time is connected and part of this.

As We go about doing a few things We are following Our intuition and NOT Our plans: “Oh MY!” We get a sense of living: free flowing. How grand that sounds and feels and how it terrifies Our brain and limitation consciousness. Imagine (if You can) living a life that is totally free flowing. We often compare and connect Our life and OurSelf to water. Here is another example.

As We are relaxing and getting ready to do dishes, remembering to let go of All the things Our brain is trying to plan, We are reminded that We are bringing multiworlds closer together in Our waking awareness. This is the only result that matters and it is something that We can not get wrong. It is happening and the only variable is how soon We get comfortable and familiar with living this way.

We just watched a very interesting video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5WElscYSFw This is the first time that We have heard and watched this guy. As far as We know this is the first time that We have ever even heard of him. We did not agree 100% with everything he says and there were times We did not appreciate his attitude and/or demeanor. There were several times that We started to turn it off. We are really glad that We watched the whole thing. We knew that it was not that We are right and he is wrong (or vice versa) but rather different perspectives and experiences of some things. He even explains this. It's an hour long and well worth the time even if You stop and start rather than watching the whole thing in One sitting.

What he has to say really helps Us to understand, accept and even appreciate those who are sooooo focused on money and the outer changes rather than the inner changes. We knew this stuff but sometimes new words help. Now if We can just remember what those people are living and doing. We feel that We may need to watch this video again even though that is All-most unheard of for Us.

The things/results that We fear about the masses remaining focused on limitation and just wanting a better world without any inner change are okay. “They” are the way “they” are supposed to be. “They” are nothing to fear. No mistakes. For someOne who says We do not believe in mistakes We sure do fear mistakes. This really pointed out how We do NOT All-ways believe what We think We believe. Really good stuff. Even the parts that I did not like.

11:52:37 PM

We woke for some reason and knew it would take a bit to return to dream so We got up to process. We remember that (as a child) it was hard for Us to learn to be human. We have blocked many childhood memories because of this.

Tomorrow is bid day for the start of the new school year. We were dreaming about this too. Much is coming up about transitioning. We and Our world are changing. There is more about letting go and staying in the now.

When We first got up: We were not as familiar with Our cabin as We usually are. It took a bit to process this. In fact, there are many questions still. This unfamiliarity is part of Our transition, that is for sure. It feels like We are shaking what has kept Us stuck in limitation and separation. It is like this current life which used to be so familiar is becoming One of those lives We visit from time to time. How grand. We have longed for this for sooooo long. We have known that We are not really stuck but We had yet to experience freedom in Our waking life. It has begun even if only in a small measure.

We are reminded that We must allow others “their” choices and journey.