Gentle as We go

07/21/13

Today:

Gentle as We go

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:45:58 AM

Good morning. Yes, another fun night in lots of worlds with lots of new and old friends. While Our memories are clearer and more distinct than others, We still can not really describe what went on. It is beyond the physical and therefore hard to describe in physical words, but yet it was also very physical??????? Maybe it was beyond limitation and separation and therefore even harder to describe with words which limit by definition.

We are adding yet more to Our current mantra: “Open, let go, allow and remember the real. All of this which We see and experience is imaginary. It is a collective imaginary and agree to by All involved. Therefore it is hard to fully let go and break free. “Break free” is not really the right phrase because it implies struggle.

We are reminded that no successful pioneer, explorer, inventor or revolutionary ever listened to (or followed) the admonition: “Be realistic” or “this is the real world” or any such limiting demands and commands. And even still “they” were doing “their” think in the imaginary world. “They” were not even broaching the boundaries of limitation and separation and yet “they” were pushing accepted boundaries and limits. Then how much more are We admonished to: “be realistic” and live in the “real world” and such. Perhaps We are not that much closer to breaching the borders of limitation and separation but it sure feels like We are just about to slip through the walls that are imaginary. It is probably the same as the early explorers felt when pushing beyond the boundaries of civilization.

And that is okay. If there is still an infinite space to travel, that is fine but We just gotta get beyond these current limitations. Many/most just want a better version of limitation. As hard as it is for Us to accept that, We must. It is none of Our business and not Our job. Our job is to tend to Our own garden (figuratively mostly) and follow Our heart and send love to everyOne. Even those who may appear to oppose Us.

Money is NOT the answer for Us and even though We feel it is NOT the answer for anyOne, maybe it is for some. We want more. We want to slide into worlds where everyOne is equal. We believe that in those worlds money is pointless. We know that everything in this world is false and imaginary. Money is part of that, just like war and famine and All suffering. To believe that suffering is not real is very farfetched and delusional to most people. That's okay. It does not bother Us as much as those still clinging to money. But We are trying to honor and allow All choices.

It is very easy to get caught up in this imaginary world, after All, We are here and We are here by choice. Whenever We make progress towards finding Our way out (or remembering Our way out) it is very, very easy (and comfortable) to slip back in to the holographic fantasy. This is All part of the game, the way We set it up. It is to keep Our transition slow and on track and not mind blowing. It is easy to judge OurSelves and Our others when We slip back in over and over and over. That too is part of the set up. The word “failure” comes up over and over and over. It is NOT real but it feels very real and ever imposing.

Learning to live multidimensionally is a process and does not All-ways seem to be an easy slide even though it really is. It is Our resis-dance that complicates it and makes it seem painful and difficult.

We are reminded that balance is a key. We are pretending to be here and limited for the experience. It is free of matter but We want the experience (whether We real-eyes it or not).

We are doing a good job of letting go and going back to dream this morning. We are even finding some waking experiences of expansion and remembering the real.

A bit of inspiration hit Us and All-most knocked Us over. We did a very few light and little things outside and We are tired and sweating. This tells Us that the energy really is NOT supporting much physical activity right now and We are okay with that. We got a couple of things transplanted and did some preparation for some others. We did discover that the mint plant that We have been nursing is not mint. We are clueless what it is so We put it in a pot where We can watch it and water it as We water other stuff. We brought in some actual mint plants that need repotting and We will (hopefully) plant “them” in the decorated jug We made for indoor mint. BTW: Our outdoor mint barrel is doing great. We put some more mint plants inside an old tire down by the new outhouse wall.

The tarps and greenhouse outside need to be closed up because it does look like more rain soon. As soon as We feel like We will get right on that. Oh, We did find the green Xmas garland that We want to use to wrap the long portal overhead pole that We stained a couple of weeks ago. We have been waiting to put that up before We add any more decorations to the pole. We might do that today. We checked on the little people's picnic table and it feels fine. We had a pink rolling cart that We had placed by the fort wall and it felt like it wants to be with the picnic table so We moved it. It may not be placed quite right so “they” may rearrange it a little.

We are happy with the way everything is progressing and We feel like We are doing fairly well at detaching with love and allowing expansion. We do feel that We are learning to consciously live multidimensionally, even if it is a slow process. There was some great revelation that dawned on Us a few minutes ago but now it is gone. Well, We theel it is in Our heart but not able to get out Our fingers right now.

Ah: We are experiencing a (or several) major attitude and perspective shift. It is in the right direction as there is no other direction it can really be in. It is affecting Us just as it is probably affecting everyOne.

So, We got the garland on the portal cross piece and the bow with some kind of greenery was falling apart so We redid it a little. Honestly, We are a bit perplexed by that greenery. We can not tell for sure if it is real or memorex. It has a distinct odor but the color faded onto Our hands when wet. We think it may be eucalyptus but We have not seen eucalyptus in sooooo many years that We are not certain. We think We like what We did with it and the bow and We put some stalks in water. Who knows?

The tarps and greenhouse are closed up for the night. Shadow had a bit of a hard time following Us around and just came back to the back door (he went there when We first went out again????) to come in and he seems to feel it is dinner time. It is a little bit early. He really does like having the other side of the cabin opened up so he can get around that way also. We plan to keep that in mind as We work over there and get it ready for winter later on.

We hope to get the mint in its new home soon and We found the pot that We “think” We want to put Our lavender rootings in. The lavender seems to want to be in a bunch and We accidentally (or intuitively) rooted a bunch of stems together. So, We will plant “them” that way in an indoor pot and see what becomes of “them”. We are not certain if We want to put the lavender and citronella plants in the ground before fall or leave “them” in “their” pots and put “them” under the cabin or some such for winter?????? Perhaps none of the above? We really do NOT think We have enough room inside for All the plants We would like to bring in for the winter but maybe that will change???????

We did get more potting done, had a nice dinner with a banana split for dessert and watched some Star Trek. Then We are off to dream.

Odd

Today: 07/20/13

Odd

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:08:34 AM

Good morning. Again, We only remember that We had a good time in Our dream lives. We woke feeling different, like Our world is more magikal. We real-eyes that this is an inner thing that can project onto the outer.

It is a rainy day which is good and expected.

Our first priority is gonna be going back to dream.

Again today We are reminded of different versions of Our world that are being chosen and experienced. It is easy to judge those that are different from Ours and yet Ours changes too so how can We judge? Well, it is easy. Yet We do know that each and every version is perfect. And no, some are NOT more perfect than others. We are glad We chose to be aware of the others even though sometimes it affects Our mood. We are also glad that We are experiencing the version(s) that We are. We certainly have Our opinion(s) about many of the versions We see people choosing and demanding but part of that is because in “their” demands “they” are blind to what “they” are doing. “They” are keeping “themSelves” locked in what “they” think “they” do NOT want. Again, yes it is perfect but that does not mean We like watching “them” hurt and limit and separate “themSelves”.

This is All part of Our personal processing. We also real-eyes that Our personal processing is also for the collective when “they” choose to embrace it.

We are having an interesting day that is not what One would normally think of as interesting. We have not really done anything (in the physical) but We are drifting and dreaming and letting go and staying in the now and enjoying it. We are only doing what We want and Our head does not like that but Our heart is very okay with it. Our head may just be learning to follow Our heart (or not).

The thing is that We really are getting it that “this” the way to affect the change that We wish to see and be. This is the way to expansion. What We have All-ways thought of as the way to advancement is really what keeps Us stuck and spinning Our wheels. We are even okay (right now) with those who still do not see this.

And so, We continue to have a rather otherworldly experience of Our now. We went out and watered the onion tub which is under that sawhorse greenhouse and is not really benefiting from the rain. We really do not know if Our plants are doing well or not and We theel that We need to stop judging “them”. “They” are what “they” are. Why do We need to go beyond that? Humans are (or can be) odd and perplexing creatures. Expectations and judgments tend to make up most of Our lives (if We look deep and are honest).

We are happy to find that more and more writers, teachers, etc. are looking deeper and getting (and sharing) the same messages that We are getting.

We went to visit Our friends in town and after being there a bit something weird kinda hit Us and We had to leave much sooner than usual. We really do not know what it was but We turned into a very foul mood.

Se, We came home early and went to dream early.

Versions

07/19/13

Today:

Versions

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:21:51 AM

Good morning. Lots of worlds and lots of friends. All that We remember is that We had a good time.

It finally started raining and that is a good thing.

We are barely here and do not really have anything to type right now. We like where We are. We are having a good time.

Our head still wants to make plans and keep Us stuck in limitation, demanding how things “really” are. It kinda amazes Us how much We used to fall for it and how easy it still is to start to buy in. But that is All fantasy and make believe. In fact it is impossible because it is based in separation and limitation. It is sooooo enticing, but it is NOT “real”. We are reminded to stay in the now and now We like it.

As We plant a tomato stem that rooted nicely for Us, We real-eyes and ponder. As humans We make plans and set goals. This may have its place but it also is based in limitation and separation. All of Our plans and goals depend on and demand everything staying limited and separate. That is We think and believe and therefore how We plan. If and when We let go and do what We want in the now, We allow for connection and limitlessness. We may not appear to experience it but We have begun to allow it. That is a great place to start. So, We try to do what We want in the now and let go of plans. Part of this involves trusting OurSelf. Another big hurdle. Personally, We believe that if We do not follow a plan or plans then We will fuck up.

Now there is something else to look at and process, own, honor and set free with love.

We continue have insights and experiences of being and living multidimensionally and “in the now”. We find that Once again there are many layers to the onion. It is rather amazing how long ago (and as recent as yesterday) We really thought (as many still probably do) that there just could NOT be any more to learn and/or remember. We look at how far We have come (and how much We have learned, remembered and changed) since We first thought that it is incredible. So, We can not help but believe that there remains much, much more. Perhaps an infinite amount?

So, even though We get short of patience with those who think “they” are ready and demand to get more, We really do understand because We have been there. It is just frustrating knowing that We can not “do” anything to shorten the path for “them”.

As We do stay in the now rather than planning it is sooooo much more comfortable. We do want to mention that plans and goals are (IMO) different from ideas, possibilities and even probabilities. IF We can keep Our thinking in the perspective of ideas rather than plans We are more able to allow expansion and NOT be keeping OurSelf stuck in limitation. Allowing for possibilities (that We are/may be currently unaware of) keeps Us in a better frame of mind and belief.

Once again We are reminded that the days of One size fits All are over (at least in Our experience). This too takes a shift in thinking.

There may not be quite 7 billion plus versions of now and how Our world evolving but there are damn close to that many.

People buy into distractions

07/18/13

Today:

People buy into distractions

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:25:17 AM

Good morning. Again We visited many worlds, many lives and many friends. It does seem that We are recognizing more and more of Our others. This is probably because these lives are becoming more familiar. We have often One-dered if Shadow was/is some of the characters in Our other lives. This morning he woke Us from a dream where a person was doing All-most exactly (in that world and life) what Shadow was doing here to wake Us.

This morning, as We begin Our day, We are aware of how We are changing. Or at least some of the ways We are changing but mostly: We are aware that We are changing and expanding.

We have been experiencing a lot of frustration with/over people who are focused on money as sign and evidence of change. We feel strongly that this is a trap. We find OurSelves feeling extremely like We did when viewing Atlantis from afar and it is extremely distressing. We do not know how to really handle this but We do recognize it AND We are typing about it. That is the best We can do at this time. We sorely hope that this is NOT going to be anything like a repeat of Atlantis.

As We peruse Our email We feel strongly that many are going down this path of letting money distract “them”. All We can do at this time is follow Our own heart, send love and observe. We feel like We are taking a step back and that may be part of being “in” the world but not “of” the world. This does NOT make Us special or above anyOne else. We are certain that there are others feeling the same and/or similar and We truly hope that those who are distracted will wake. However, We each have Our own path to explore. We hope that Our sharing assists those who feel what We feel.

We recognize that even if Our typed words do not reach those who can relate to Us, Our dreams and love and energy do. These are new days and new(ish) ways.

It is interesting how Our feelings change. We were surely in an emotional slump over the weekend and first part of the week. Then yesterday (when We got home) and this morning We “want” to tend to Our garden. It is NOT a feeling of obligation but a desire. This feels much betterer.

We did notice yesterday and then again this morning that whenever We start Our planning ritual: “I want to” or “I'm going to” or “I need to” We are finishing with: “LET GO”. This is much improvement.

We continue to have experience and insights about staying in the now. Also, We added: “expansion” to Our mantra: “Open, let go and allow expansion.”

We were also thinking about the distractions We have set up to keep Us locked in separation/limitation mentality. Money is a biggie, either lack or lots. Fear also plays a big part in this. We are grateful for the insights and lessons We have had which are helping Us through these emotional times.

We are going to dream early, because We can.

Insighting

07/17/13

Today:

Insighting

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:23:15 AM

Good morning. Another very fun and interesting night. We mainly remember One part: a world that is very similar to this (well, now that We type that We get the feeling that maybe not but it felt so comfortable that We assumed it is?????). We met a bunch of new friends and some surprising Ones from Our waking life. One in particular caught Our attention, maybe even Our heart. This raises the question was this a soul mate and if so is it the same as the One We played with a while back? We are clueless but We really, really enjoyed Our experience with this One last night.

It was a definite physical attraction but it was more than that too. We were very attracted to how comfortable “they” are with “themSelf” but We also wonder how much of that was/is show or pretense. False bravado or real acceptance of Self? It is hard to tell at the first meeting. We know that in that world the meeting is continuing. We are kinda anxious to test (bad but how else will We know?) whether the attraction is actually mutual or are We just being teased?

This brings up another point/question: How long can We hold onto the awareness of being here AND there? Or is it something We can only hold on to by letting go? Probably that. We do theel that this ongoing awareness of actually living in multiworlds is growing and expanding. It is part of the current change and We really do hope it continues and expands. Since We are going through the discomfort of firstish experience, We would rather keep sliding in rather than withdrawing and having to start over again later.

Interesting too that the two brothers and “their” world are slip, sliding in and around at the same time. It feels like “they” are really enjoying observing this exploration and experience. We theel that “they” are happy for Us. Are the two worlds intertwined? Well, All worlds are but these two feel very close and maybe even the same.

That was another thing that We noticed, Our ability to transport through space and time. That is a lot of fun. We do not know if the word: “teleport” is correct or not.

Now We are One-da-ring how this might affect Our day???? It sure is affecting Our morning but We find that We do not want to cling to this experience. That would be another form of limitation. We want more and more and more.

This (of course) brings up the topic of letting go Once again. We know that in order to have this person in Our life We must let “them” go. It seems to be human nature to cling to what We like but it is only human normal. Another human tactic is to reject it before it rejects Us. We can release and detach with love but that it is not Our normal m.o.

We wish to let go of many things for We do real-eyes that in Our planning and clinging and and and We are only clinging to the old and familiar limitations. We are ready to consciously make the choice to slip, slide on outta there (limitation).

Several time We have been reminded that We are “in” the world, but not “of” the world. Maybe it is different for Us than the majority of people. We do NOT theel that it must be so but it remains a choice and We do try to honor All choices. Sometimes it really hurts but We really have no choice but to stand back and allow. It is not easy. We also know it is Our choice to co-habitate with those who choose to do harm to “themSelves” and “their” others. Again, it is not easy.

We want to live multidimensionally and be aware of it and All that encompasses. These are some of the results. Worlds and lives like the One(s) last night are another result.

We just real-eyesed another reason for staying in the now. (This may be fairly obvious to others but apparently it just dawned on Us) We never know where (what world/reality/dimension/whatever) We may be from moment to moment. Acting from/on any basis other than “now” may mean We are acting totally inappropriately and contrary to where We are and what is happening. We may well be (and probably are) keeping OurSelf stuck in One world (and limitation at that) by not being present and aware in the now in every moment.

Trust Us on this One as We did just find OurSelf acting as if We were in One world and One set of circumstances when We were in an other place. We may have been in that world too but We were focusing only in the One and not acting according to what was happening in the other world. Confusing? You should try living it.

Once again We went deep into dream on the return trip after dropping off the last student. We do recognize that We are in the midst of transition.