3/19/2018
Today
A warm, slick day in 3D within multiD
Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:02 AM and/or NOW
Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.
Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.
We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.
We wake grateful.
We had a Onederfull week of dreaming a lot every day. We visited lots of very interesting and fun worlds with new friends. One was sooooo real and sooooo familiar that We thought it was Our familiar waking world. However: the experience did NOT happen in Our waking world/life. It IS an alternate/parallel world/life. Cool to be getting familiar with those.
In another world We experienced being a dog in a pack of wild dogs: not feral just wild. We phased back and forth between being a small pup to being the leader of the pack. We remember/experienced other lives and worlds and those memories are fading as dream memories tend to do. Of course: many of Our waking memories are fading nearly as fast these days.
We got more work done on Our Blue dragon too. Our mental attitude about this is progressing.
We did laundry and baked a cran-raspberry phi. We even snovelled some show.
The temps have been around and above freezing and We got some more show.
We ARE making progress even though Our thinking does keep reverting to Our old ways. We are thinking and believing less and less as a victim and more as the creator of Our life. Two steps forward and One step back seems to be the course.
We ARE grateful. We ARE delighted with Our progress. We are NOT as hard on OurSelves as We used to be. We forgive Us. We are practicing forgiving OurSelves. We pretended to be less than We are and to suffer and be a victim of Our world and life. We fell into those beliefs and lived “them” to the fullest and beyond.
Now: We fret and worry less and relax and breathe more. We open and allow.
Thank Us.
It is nice to see Our kids again. Another One of Our middleschoolers is a no ride until further notice so We are down to two riders for Our first morning school. “They” are both quiet. What a change from Our original group of middleschoolers. We get to school quite early. Our regular driver is out again today. It is warm and a little slick.
We start Our gradeschool late as Allways. There is just no way to get to the first stop on time after dropping at the middleschool the earliest “they” allow. We have to go to All stops and make it to school on time. A couple of kids do not ride. Some of this group are quiet as usual and two are quite loud. We keep reminding “them” to keep the volume down. “They” are just loud kids when having fun. We just keep reminding “them” that “they” need to learn to play and have fun quietly on the school bus. We certainly do prefer happy loud over unhappy loud. One student who had to be buckled in by mom until recently has improved enough to let Us buckle “them” in. “They” are One of the quiet, happy Ones. The student who has a hard time with separation does not ride.
We have plenty of time to go shower on Our first break and get back early for Our noon section. Today is state bus inspections which Allways makes things a bit crazy.
It is getting warmer and slicker. Our first kid on Our noon section did not come to school today. Our next kid has a steep, slick road and We get stuck. We have to get pulled out. We are sliding even with chains on. Our subdriver has an early checkin for PM and We know that she will not make it because We are about an hour late and Our noon section is a late One anyway. We ask dispatch to cover Our PM highschool section as We have done before. We suggest that the driver who is supposed to drive Our PM do her PM. “They” have that other driver meet Us at her highschool with her bus. Because of the state inspections We are in another routes bus and “they” have to take Our route bus on “their” PM. We get to this subdriver’s highschool barely before “they” pull out.
Because Our highschool is covered We have time to go fuel. The other route meets Us there and We swap back to Our regular route buses and fuel both.
We get to Our PM gradeschool a few minutes before bell.
We have a new preschooler that We had forgotten was starting today. Our regular preschooler does not ride.
Our “bad boy” is working hard to have a good day so that “they” get “their” DS back. “They” did well in school and some of the other kids do make it a challenge for “them”. It is very easy for other kids to set this One off.
Our foster kid seems a little quiet today. “They” are reading and only talk with others a very little bit. Then “they” fall asleep and We get the difference in mood is from being tired. This driver pulls into the last driveway further than usual and We get stuck in the soft snow. This drive has NOT been plowed most of the season and hard pack is soft because it is sooooo warm. There is also a snow storm moving around the area. It is near blizzard where the storm is.
We finish about an hour late because of being stuck and having to get pulled out. Several other buses are also stuck.
We are pretty deep in multiD when We get back to the barn. We remember that We wanna stop for I-scream on the way home and pick a couple other things too.
The drive home goes fine even with the fresh, wet snow. At home there are several inches of fresh, wet snow on Our drive and there is ice underneath from the earlier, warm snows. We have trouble getting parked without blocking Our chariot. After We start warming Our cabin and relax a few minutes We decide to go out and shovel out and sand Our usual parking spot for Blu.
Our head is trying to worry and plan. We see how much We trap OurSelves in old thinking, old energy and limitation. We choose to set that All free with love and NOT dwell in what We will do later and tomorrow. Our head demands to be allowed to think in the old ways. We thank it. We love it. We set it free. We ARE delighted that We see Our behavior for what it is. We set it free with love.
We open and allow.
We set Our thinking and worrying free. We do an email, check on Our unemployment and play a little “Animal Crossing”. We have a package of glazed sausages that We have had a while and those sound good for dinner. We heat “them” up. We thought that We might just play “Animal Crossing” with dinner. We change Our mind and watch more “Dr. Who” with dinner.
We got home about an hour late and now We ARE very ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream…. Night, night.
Goodnight AND thank You for playing.
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