Pretend

6/9/2015

Today

Pretend

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 7:41 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We really are finding that even on these free days and even when We wake and know that We can not go back to dream/multiD right now: still We do NOT want to leave dreaming and multiD. Even reminding OurSelves that We can return here anytime We want and that WE ARE in multiD even when awake in 3D: still We do NOT want to get up and be in 3D. We are not at All clear on why this is sooooo strong this summer. We do not remember it being like this when on vacation before. Is it because We do not have any 3D goals or projects that We are hell bent on accomplishing? Is this what it is like to detach from 3D mindset, limitation mindset?

We theel that a big part of it IS to show Us that it is not the hours of our job that needs to change. We need to change. We know that but apparently We need to get it deeper. We are also reminded that happy IS a choice even when We are awake wanting to be dreaming. We also theel that it is Our resisdance trying to exert itSelf. It is Our brain trying to remain in charge. It is another way of throwing rocks at OurSelf.

BTW: We do not know what We did last night or were doing when We went back to dream and woke just now.

We real-eyes that We do NOT need to know what is going on. We can accept it and choose to be happy and grateful. It is a beautiful day outside. We ARE sooooo blessed to live in Our cabin in the woods. We ARE delighted with Us. Our head, brain, ego and frightened children within ARE trying to maintain a limitation hold on Us and Our mindset, thinking and beliefs. We set it free with love.

We also real-eyes that this discomfort We are feeling about being awake and out of dream is a kind of throwback to Our old dislike of the spacey feeling of being more in multiD than only 3D. It is an old, learned and trained belief and thinking. It is part of Our programming. We set it free with love.

Plus: We (are just now reminded that) We ARE leaving linear, limiting time. As much as We like the idea: this IS unfamiliar and unfamiliar is Allways uncomfortable until it snot. Our discomfort is definitely caused by thinking that We do NOT have enough time and yet leaving that reality is scary and uncomfortable. We are caught in a pair-a-docks. A paradox that can only exist in limitation 3D and mindset.

Another part of what We are feeling is the fear of leaving 3D. We know that We do NOT have to leave but this is a new and not well established knowledge/belief. We HAVE given OurSelves plenty of reason to be afraid, be very afraid in Our passed AND concurrent lives. We are sorry. Please forgive OurSelves. We love Us AND We thank Us. We set it All free with love. The belief(s) that We can only have One and NOT both, that We can NOT be here AND there, that limitation 3D is the ONLY thing that is real, etc. are strong and well founded in Our head, Our mindset, Our mentality, Our way of thinking. We ARE programmed and very well trained to be afraid of anything outside of this limitation box.

Thinking outside the box sounds wonderful until We really begin. We do get it why We have held OurSelves back. We have gone slow and gently for a very good reason. It would be easy to give in this discomfort and return to Our old way(s) of thinking.

We are watching the replay of the Quantum Jumping webinar. We are reminded that what We get may NOT make any sense to Us at first. We Allmost skipped the first story because We have heard it many times but this part did NOT sink in before. We may not recognize what We get and/or it may not make any sense. It may seem too familiar and simple OR too weird and abstract. The webinar is not streaming well but it is not as bad as some.

One key is to “PRETEND”. Pretend that You can. Pretend that it IS real. Pretend that it works. This applies to sooooo much. So much more than just Quantum Jumping. It is taught in many different ways. One is to act as if. We can All get this and do it IF We are willing to. Pretend (act as if) magik is real and it WILL work for You.

Burt took Us on a quantum jump (similar to other introductory jumps) and he used Our front door as the portal, doorway to an alternate uni-verse. We have often used Our front door this way AND often in another reality and/or on Our ship We (and Our others) often use Our front door to teleport from somewhere nearby and/or far away into and out of Our cabin. When We opened the door (in this quantum jump) the alternate Us felt extremely energetic, very charged with energy. Allmost sparking, maybe really sparking. Our intention was to meet an alternate Us that is living limitless and free of need. There may be other versions along the way here but (at this time) that is really what We are after. Not surprising this alternate Us lives and (especially important) PLAYS in Our paradise world (the One where the front Our cabin opens onto everything). We are/were on the beach at the border of the meadow and playing with more new friends in the water, in/on the sand and in the grasses and wildflowers of the meadow.

In this jump: he had Us merge with Our doppelganger (alternate/twin Self). (We do not doing that in any other jumps.) Then he had Us bring back “their” rhythm, “their” vibration. Again: We do not remember doing that either.

We are going to return to dream a bit and then finish the webinar.

We enjoyed playing with Our doppelganger and other friends. We wake feeling very light and drifty AND comfortable and happy. We ARE delighted. We ARE grateful.

We watched a bit more of the webinar and took a break to let the streaming/buffering catch up. We took apart the last stack of Our pallet steps. As We finished and came back inside We got the feeling that is probably what is called “vertigo”. We recognize this as a state/feeling We often experience when We go to these altered states while awake. We (generally) do NOT like it. We think that most people probably do not like it. Why?????? Because: We have been trained (trained OurSelves) that is is BAD. That is a limiting belief and it IS a mindtrap. We installed it and We installed it very well. We have resisted this for a long, long time.

We also remembered that in One of Our dreams this morning We got the idea to do pallet steps (of some sort) to the different levels of Our hillside for gardening. The climb up and down and not having much level ground is part of why We do not want to get into gardening very much. We may think that We want to but when it comes to the practicality and doing it on a daily basis We just do NOT have the stick-to-it-iveness.

We are listening to some recorded positive affirmations (mostly aimed at money but still mind set, thinking and belief changing. Yesterday We tried to listen to these when We got home and just could NOT stick with it. Today: “they” are pleasant.

Again: We are spending Our day going back to dream. Have We ever mentioned that We love to dream? Our dream times are short (or seem short) and so are Our waking times. So: lots of back and forth.

We have another light, early dinner with “Teen Wolf” and after that there is another webinar. We enjoyed the webinar but Once again the product “they” are marketing is way too expensive. We can also see that is aimed at/for limitation thinking. Nothing wrong with that but it is guided meditation and hypnotic trance and probably more and We do NOT want to feed limitation thinking to Our brain in that way. We have had enough of that programming Allready.

We each make Our choices. Our choice is to go way beyond what most of the teachers We have found. Those were/are certainly Our projections and when We start projecting multiD and limitless and free of need then We will find teachers who (or these same teachers will be teaching) teach what We project and not limitation thinking.

Good night AND thank You for playing.