First day of summer school and mostly 3D focused

6/15/2015

Today

First day of summer school and mostly 3D focused

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:26 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

Lots of quantum jumping and lots of worlds. Not as many new friends as usual though, mostly Us. What is the difference between quantum jumping and just dreaming? With the quantum jumping there is more intention and more picking (in a general way) the worlds or what “they” will be like. We are looking for worlds and versions of OurSelves where We are successful with using Our psychic and mental abilities and living limitless and free of need.

As We go outdoors: We are reminded to stay in the now and then We have thoughts of Our magik kingdom. We do not think that We have ever specifically thought of Our forest as a magik kingdom before. Nice thoughts.

We real-eyes that a lot of Our difficulties/discomfort (mostly with how We feel) are/is caused by NOT staying in the now. Our now is Allways perfect. Now that We ARE remembering that everything is Allways working together for Our best We tend to feel more better and more optimisticer too.

We are having some more memories of visiting/being/living in other/alternate world/lives/realities. These are worlds where We ARE better at using (being aware of using) Our psychic and mental abilities AND consciously creating Our life. Our head is barely able to cope with this but it IS beginning to accept it.

We are reminded that the only thing standing between Us and using Our psychic/mental abilities to consciously create and imaginate the world/life that We are AWARE of living is US and Our old, limiting beliefs (of which there are many). We have added new beliefs and ways of thinking but the old programming is deep and strong. Our dreaming and recent quantum jumping do seem to have helped.

Tomorrow: there is a webinar on conscious engineering (which is pretty much what We call imaginating). This is supposed to be a new webinar and NOT a repeat of an old webinar. We are looking forward to it either way actually.

We are playing in multiD a bit before We go to be on the bus. We are having fun and enjoying Our morning.

We are reminded that what We see (with Our physical eyes) is only a small fractions of what is really here. We have All believed that it is All that exists even though deep down inside We knew better. This has been a source of unrest and discomfort and frustration: knowing there is more while believing this is All there is. Often: We notice and remember that there is much beauty in this physical world. Another good reason NOT to leave and We know that We are NOT going anywhere. We are expanding to conceive and comprehend beyond Our borders and limits AND what is within those borders and limits will still be here for Us to play within. Struggle CAN be a thing of the passed. The choice is Ours.

The question arises: can We have beauty without judgment? We theel that We can. Hopefully: We will find out.

We like Our driver, Our route and the kids. “They” added another student morning and afternoon so We will be closer to the hours that We anticipated. We have to start a little earlier but it’s not bad.

We took care of tasks and 3D stuff during Our break and only had a little time to go back to dream. During Our route We had to focus more on directions than We will when Our driver has learned the route. We are much more in 3D than We would like but that is how it tends to be on the first day. We get in a little multiD time.

It was quite a mess loading kids at school as is typical for the first day. We had One student get on Our bus who belonged on another bus and One of Our students got on “their” bus. Fortunately We double checked before the other bus left. It was pulling out as We got teachers to find where the kids belonged. If this sounds odd and unusual: remember that these are special needs kids and some can not (or do not) talk.

We have a very pleasant afternoon route and enjoy talking with some of the students who want to talk. These are All highschool age kids and even though We do tend to prefer preschoolers We are having fun with this group.

Our driver is a safe driver and lets Us handle the kids as We see fit. It is nice to be able to be a bit more lenient and allow the kids to be kids. We still keep “them” safe without being as strict as with Our previous driver. We CAN have balance.

Our scheduling is kinda whacked and We need to get that fixed. This took over Our head and is running around like a frightened child. We probably should have done more than We did to get the fix started before We left work but Our supervisor was kinda running around like a frightened child herSelf. We thought it would be easier to do the fix OurSelves but that really bothered Us after We left.

We are doing what We know to do to get calmed down but Our head is really having a hay day with Us. We keep breathing, repeating mantras and doing calming exercises. We are able to find another reality where We Allready are living limitless and using Our abilities but Our head keeps dragging Us back to old, limiting thinking. What a rat race upstairs. It is also hot outside and the temp inside is going up too.

We have a nice, fairly light dinner without overeating and watch more “Teen Wolf” and We are in and out of Our head (old, limiting thinking comes back, We set it free, it comes back, We set it free). We do decide on a betterer course of action to get the route scheduling fixed. That helps. The rat and squirrel cage was not completely for naught and it is now calming.

We are having trouble getting to dream but when We get up We real-eyes that We did get to dream for a short while but then woke again. It theels like this may be how Our night goes.

Good night AND thank You for playing.