Uncomfortable

4/13/2015

Today

Uncomfortable

Wizard’s Log Stardate:  4:31 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

It seemed like We were awake most of the night AND We were definitely in multiD. Maybe it is hard to tell if We are awake or asleep in multiD. We really did not want to get up this morning but We are working on that. We are remembering to be happy as that breeds more happy. Grumpy breeds more grumpy and We really do NOT need any more grumpy (even if early mornings are mostly Our only grumpy. We can choose to celebrate just as easily. Grumpy morning are habit and really nothing more. Grump, grump, grump. Celebrate. Celebrate. Celebrate.

Yesterday We just did not have it to type anything up. We did do 3D tasks but those did not require much attention and focus, a little but not as much as typing anything that makes sense. We also went back to dream many times. We did read a couple of things that talk about where We are and what We are doing: Suzanne Lie and Omega Communications There are some better explanations than We can type in those.

We are visiting some very interesting worlds and even though We still remember mainly the 3D aspects We are beginning to sense and have vague memories of the multiD there. We are experiencing doing things with Our mind that limitation 3D thinks We need technology to do. We are imagining and projecting a wall or board that is filled with pictures (a lot like the slideshows that We have on Our computer to assist Our multiD/multiworld awareness). When We touch a picture We are taken to that world/reality. Pretty cool.

There is something else from last night but We can not remember it now. Guess We just are not enough in 3D to remember and type much this morning.

We are having a very hard time being in 3D today. We really do not know what is happening and what We are feeling. We keep repeating Our mantras but it seems that happy is hard to find. We ARE aware that We are not really in 3D much and maybe We are demanding more of OurSelf than We are willing to give. The kids are doing great and maybe “they” are aware that We need a little more help today. Maybe We just really had Our heart set on staying home because of slick roads and that is not happening. Maybe, maybe, maybe.

We are being gentle with OurSelf and more observing than judging. We do find and hold (for a few seconds) happy thoughts but being/feeling happy seems to be evading Us. Like We said: We really are not in 3D much but Our head may be trying to get Our attention back to limitation 3D or something or something else. We ARE aware that this is part of Our process and We are allowing even if Our head seems to be demanding.

We are treating Our head like a wounded child. After All: that IS exactly what it is. Our head, brain, ego is wounded and frightened and simply seeks the illusive security of the familiar. We love Us and All Our parts and pisces. We comfort Our head. We soothe and calm Our head. We still feel out of place and that too is part of the process. We really do get why people (in general) avoid this process and transformation. It is NOT comfortable because it is NOT familiar. We fear the unfamiliar. We create monsters in the unfamiliar to keep Us out. We are sooooo powerful and sooooo drowning in De-Nile.

By the time We get home We are more aware of being in multiD and much less in 3D. Maybe We were All day and just thought We “needed” to be more in 3D or something or something else. We do have more appetite this evening but Our stomach is still small. That is a good 3D thing. We have dinner and watch some “Earth 2” and are ready for dreaming.

Good night AND thank You for playing.