Feeling how it feels

4/16/2015

Today

Feeling how it feels

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:35 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We do not remember anything from Our dreams last night. We are probably exploring new territory again: stuff Our waking brain is not ready to acknowledge and process and cope with. When We woke We are feeling the feelings from the night before and remembering to stay in the now, be happy now and feel how it feels to begin living in Our true nature.

Our computer is running very slow again this morning and We theel that it is indicative, symbolic, representative of the difficulty We are having accessing multiD fully. We too get stuck in the process. We are reminded that this is NOT a bad thing but something necessary for Us. We will understand that better as We move forward.

We still feel the presence of Our friend from the night before. “They” are very helpful and patient with Us.

Again: We theel Our children within are afraid of where We are and where We are going. We love All of Our parts and pisces. We know that We create(d) and project(ed) this/these limitation reality(ies). We love these also for Our creations ARE part of Us. This is a piece that a lot of Self-improvement teachers miss. What We want to change IS part of Us and We (personally if not collectively) really need to own and integrate and actively love it/”them”.

So: We comfort and nurture Our children within, Our ego, Our head, Our brain and All other frightened parts and pisces of OurSelves. We spend time doing this today. We seem to drifting away from the memories of Our friend and how We felt. We choose to be happy, to be delighted with OurSelf and to feel how it feels to begin to live multidimensionally. How does it feel? Hmmmm: spacey is a word that comes to mind. It feels zoomed out instead of finely tuned/focused into only One view/perspective. It feels like Our familiar, waking world is surreal. Words really can not describe limitlessness. Nor can “they” really describe true freedom as these are NEW feelings.

Our kids are helping as Allways even IF We do not Allways recognize the help and slip into doing the resisdance. We have a safety meeting and (as usual) We slip into limitation, separation mentality but not as deep as before. We ARE making progress even if We do give away Our power a bit. Again: not as much as previously AND We recognize what is happening. We do NOT choose fear today. We choose to remember how it feels to begin living limitless and free of need. This IS working. We recognize Our change and progress. We are happy. We are grateful.

We keep returning to feeling how it feels to begin to live multidimensionally, limitless and free of need. We continue setting Our old thinking and beliefs free with love. Our old creations and projections will be waiting for Us whenever We choose to revisit “them”. This is important to remember to give Our children within a feeling of security. No ONE is being left behind or killed.

The older brother is acting up again today and the younger brother want to help but seems unable to really do anything to help. We pony hop and We pony hop some more. We too want to help AND We know that it must be at a deeper level. We do get to have some positive interaction with the younger brother but he flips back and forth between Jekyll and Hyde in nano seconds. We do what We can: mostly at/in mental levels. We know that down the road We will understand what is going on better.

At home: We are drifting in multiD awareness and somewhat 3D functional. We get a couple of things done and have dinner and choose to watch “Trueblood”. We theel it is important even though We do not know what We gained. It is time to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.