Slipping back and catching OurSelves

2/25/2015

Today

Slipping back and catching OurSelves

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:46 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Most of the worlds/lives that We visited are very similar to Our waking world only with more freedom AND We visited world where We live AS an immortal (Our true nature or at least much closer to Our true nature). In some of those world there are mostly mortals and in others mostly immortals and in still others everything in between. The real point (for Us) is to be aware of the variety and slip, slide between many choices. We want to be aware of All possibilities, of infinity and visit as many as We choose. No more limitation for Us thank You very much. We ARE getting Our wish except when We allow Our old thinking to trap Us in any limitation world (usually the old and familiar).

When We first woke this morning We knew that We are given the choice of what world We focus in today AND it does not have to be All One world. Our head can not grasp this possibility yet. We ARE playing in multiD and allowing OurSelves to wake gently and Our process to evolve slowly and gently. This is important. Blowing Our fuses helps no One: especially Us. Those who have chosen full waking within limitation are not generally having an easy time of it.

It is All Our projection. It IS All Our choices. Our head really does NOT get/grok that. We can accept that it is possible and then We begin to understand.

We are reminded to stay in the now. That is the only way/place that/where things can change. Our head wants to rerun the passed and stay (safe?) stuck there. We are very familiar with this looping thinking and it IS easy to fall back into that squirrel cage. We ARE practicing thinking happy thoughts and imaginating other worlds that are less limited and more free. This may not be Our final destination (there may not be a final destination since We are infinite) but it is certainly a step in the direction that We wish to go.

We are also reminded that worlds that are closer to Our familiar waking world are easier for Our head to believe in. We must also be kind and gentle with Our children within to reassure “them” that nothing and noOne is being destroyed or left behind. No more rejects and castaways which means no more judgment(s).

This morning We ARE doing better at being in 3D and getting ready to go to work/play while drifting and playing in multiD. We ARE more allowing. We find OurSelf looking for nearby realities to slip into. That is progress.

More sub drivers and more attention in 3D. We find it has distracted Us and We are (Allmost) only paying lip service to changing Our thinking. We notice that We are slipping back into limitation/negative/default thinking. We are delighted with OurSelves for noticing. This is NOT a race. We take it at Our own pace and that pace IS perfect. We make feeble attempts to find happy thoughts, find a better theeling thought but We have slipped down a ways. This (of course) affects Our students, OurSelves and everyOne else around Us. The kids still delight Us and are “themSelves” but on Our last section the older brother acts out. We pony hop but We take a while to really get it how much We ARE responsible for his behavior. We ARE sorry. We forgive Us. We love Us and We thank Us.

This IS a real I opener. A wake up call to the nth degree. We had Our driver call dispatch to have his teacher come out to help Us calm him because he tries to hurt himSelf as well as call another student names. It is very upsetting as We have to keep him from hurting himSelf and mostly ignore the other students. Somehow We know that he knows that he is not actually in trouble with Us but rather We are trying to protect him as well as the other student. He knows (and We know) that he has lost control of himSelf and his actions. We wonder about the world that We slipped into and real-eyes that We need, really need to get back to theeling happy thoughts.

Our head tries to squirrel cage the incident and We know that there is NO benefit to that old type of thinking. We set Our old thinking and behavior free with love.

At home We slip mostly into multiD and theeling happy thoughts. We are going to dream a few minutes late.

Good night AND thank You for playing.